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Good morning, good evening, everybody. Happy Christmas, wherever you are. We

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must have somebody for whom it's just

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midnight, because it's noon in California. Martina, is it you for midnight?

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Very good. Here in Australia it's 7 a.m. Monday morning, so Christmas has come and

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gone. Like that. Two months of build-up, one day of eating and drinking. Here we

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are. Wonderful to have you, wonderful to have you all here. Jonathan, good to see

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you as well. Great initials you have for Christmas Day, JC. Couldn't be better.

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Anna is here as well. Sue, I've sent you a note.

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I'm wearing my red jacket, everybody. Red, the color of passion for those of you who

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don't know. Not for Santa Claus, although I do have a red hat. I should wear my red

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hat for Christmas, you know. There you are. There's my Santa Claus hat.

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Ho, ho, ho. Ho, ho, ho. Hello Tom, I got more presents than I deserved.

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That's always my wish for you. Get more presents than you deserve.

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Not to kill the atmosphere, but I heard that in Canada they are telling the kids

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off that they are bad. Santa says bad if they don't take the vaccine.

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Yeah, well, Daria, I love your hat. I love your red Christmas hat. Yes.

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Merry Christmas, everyone.

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Thank you. Merry Christmas. We've got Matilda here in Argentina still celebrating being

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winners of the World Cup. So Matilda, give us a quick feel for what's happening in Argentina

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with winning the World Cup.

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Well, what happened? There were like five million people in the street the day that

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the football players arrived in Argentina and they weren't able to get, they would

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have taken six days from the airport to downtown and so they went back and took a

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helicopter. It was a huge amount of people in the street and at the same time they are

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telling us that people from Qatar brought the camel flu and so be aware of problems

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in the skin. It's so amazing. People are just crazy, you know. They're still wearing

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the barbijo and they still go in the street like all together like this, like millions

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and millions of people in the heat. So I think we're okay. We're going to survive.

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That was wonderful. Those amazing visions from those drones, what the crowds were like

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on the streets of Argentina. Wow.

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Yeah, amazing. Yeah, yeah, yeah.

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They were playing Mubusela.

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The camel flu is the new flu. It's going to take us all down.

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There was a doctor very well known for it.

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As Simon says, camel flu.

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Listen to this. There's a very well known doctor in the TV thing and so he was telling

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everybody in a viral video he made that there have been a camel beauty contest in Qatar

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and that made the camel sick because they all went together there and then people were getting

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sick because of that. It was so hilarious but people still believe.

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So Pfizer are already working on a new vaccine.

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I'm sure.

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I'm sure.

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Yes, wonderful. Wonderful. Another Christmas present for us.

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What are the symptoms? Is it very slow like this or do you get to bubbles or what is it?

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What's the symptoms of a camel flu?

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Very good. All right, everybody, let's get underway on Christmas day, Christmas evening

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and Boxing Day for just a few of us. I hope you're having a wonderful Christmas.

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It's wonderful to see plenty of you here and of course, this question arises.

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People say, oh, you've got to be inclusive. Don't say Merry Christmas. Well, hang on.

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When it's all the other celebrations, as a question, I am a Christian, I don't get upset

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that other people are celebrating other events, Diwali, whatever you want to celebrate. So we are

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reminded of spiritual elements and this group comes from love, not fear.

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And I say that Christmas is a celebration of the birth of Jesus Christ. That's why it's here.

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So it's the birth of a baby and in Christian tradition, we know what that's meant to be.

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And Christmas is about giving and it's about being with family and it's a deeply spiritual time.

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So today's conversation is a spiritual focus, a Christmas focus. And Stephen, through his great

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work has got, we were hoping to get out to Bishop Pagano personally, but he's done a special message

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for us, which I'm going to read to you in a moment. And then Daria, you are then going to do

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something that Stephen has organized with you. So normally we go for two and a half hours,

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but today it is Christmas Day and it is an opportunity to be reminded of spiritual matters.

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My suggestion is that we focus on spiritual matters, the spiritual war that we are in,

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that many of us recognize, the spiritual battle, sorry, as part of World War III.

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And so we can go for two and a half hours, but I think it's unlikely. People have got other

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lunches, parties, celebrations to do, so it's up to you. We're not necessarily going for the two

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and a half hours, so up to you everybody. But take this opportunity to center yourself

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and to think about your family and what you fight for. And the essence of my work for the

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last 29 years has been balancing mental, physical and spiritual elements. And people say to me,

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many people who have gone through government education don't know what spiritual matters are.

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And I have a list of 10 behaviors, 10 factors in their lives, 10 elements that are spiritual,

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all starting with the letter F. And that's the space to be in this afternoon, tonight,

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this morning, that we are center on your heart, your soul, your spirit. Think about those you

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love because love comes from your soul, your spirit. Fear comes from your mind. And courage,

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courage is overcoming fear. Courage is from the French word, cour, from the Latin cour, meaning

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heart. When you come from your heart space, that's the source of your courage to overcome fear. If

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there's no fear, you don't need courage. And the second element of being spiritual versus fearful,

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mental versus spiritual, fear is solely mental. Love is spiritual. Perfect love casts out all

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fear. And so the spiritual elements of your life, even if you don't believe in Christianity,

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are in fact, starting with the 10 F's family, friends, faith, freedom, fun, forgiveness,

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fortitude, fearlessness, philosophy. You might think it doesn't start with F, but in my listing

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it does. And, and I'd say I would say the fucking word, but I won't because it's Christmas Day,

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fornication, but we call making love F, making love that deep connection, that deep human

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connection. And Stephen Frost has created this group as an opportunity for us to connect and

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look at the friends that we have made because of the evil that has been imposed upon us. The

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friends in this group, friends in other groups where all of you fight for freedom, for our humanity.

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That's what today's a reminder to many of you have made great sacrifices to, to fight this fight. So,

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so we honor you for having the courage to do that. So back to a spiritual space.

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Let me read, I'll put onto the screen. I wish to Stephen has been in negotiations with,

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in conversations with the Archbishop and his assistant Pietro. And Steve, what I'm going to

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put on the screen now and read for you is the Archbishop's Christmas message to you as a member

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of this group.

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Okay, Stephen, can you read that? I'm sure you can. Yeah, very good.

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Come, O Emmanuel, message from Archbishop Carlo Maria Vigano to medical doctors for

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COVID Ethics International. Holy Christmas 2022. The whole earth desires to contemplate

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the blessed face of the King of Peace who deigned to be born according to the flesh

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2022 years ago to redeem us from the yoke of Satan and acquire us for the glory of

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heaven with his most holy passion. For unto us a child is born, unto us a son is given,

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and the government will be upon his shoulder, and his name will be called Wonderful,

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Counselor, Mighty God, Everlasting Father, Prince of Peace. Of the increase of his

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government and peace there will be no end, upon the throne of David and over his kingdom,

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to order it and establish it with judgment and justice from that time forward, even forever.

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The zeal of the Lord of hosts will perform this. Isaiah chapter 9 verses 6 to 7.

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These solemn words referring to the coming Redeemer spur us on to recognize the sign of

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sovereignty and to cooperate so that peace, which is stability of order, founded on judgment and

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justice, may triumph. Your contribution cannot be lacking in this work of truth, justice, and peace

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as citizens, as doctors, as people of goodwill engaged in the good fight against the globalist

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Leviathan. In this world rebellious and indocile to the child King, in this world that deludes

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itself that it can build peace without the one who is its eternal foundation. May each of you

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bear witness to faith in our Lord Jesus Christ with courage and coherence of life, offering him

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your heart as a mystical manger in which he can rest, as a throne in which he sits and reigns

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first and foremost over you, your family, your children, your children, your children, your

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children, so that he can rest on the throne of the Lord Jesus Christ over you, your families,

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and your community. May your actions and your words, as individuals and as a member of Medical

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Doctors for COVID Ethics International, make the blessed face of the Lord shine forth so that all

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the peoples of the Earth may convert to him, bend their knees to him in adoration, return to him the

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To you dear Dr. Frost and to all your colleagues and friends, my most sincere wishes for a peaceful, holy Christmas,

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while I wholeheartedly impart my paternal blessing.

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Kala Maria Arts Bishop, most holy Christmas, 2022.

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So that is the message to you all. Stephen, would you like to then introduce what you have organised for Daria to now share with us?

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Yes, so I've asked Daria to follow that message and I know that she has a lot of views on spirituality

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and she knows a lot about the Bible and things that I don't know about.

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And also she's a medical doctor and she clearly understands the practice of medicine in a way that I understand it

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and in a way that I thought that other doctors understood but didn't clearly.

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And so I asked her to talk about various things which we talked about a couple of hours ago.

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I don't know how many of those things she's managed to remember but I didn't want to stop her creativity

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because obviously she knows a lot more about the Bible than I do.

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And in particular I asked her about quotes in the Bible which speak to all human beings in the fight in which we are engaged.

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She's a great talker, never lost her word normally but maybe she will be today, I don't know.

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And I also said that because I know that she liked the previous meetings which went on for 10 hours on occasions, 11 hours.

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You know, as far as I'm concerned I can just turn the volume down on my things here so when I have to go and when others maybe have to go

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I can leave it running for those people who would like to chat on.

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So I hope you agree to that Charles.

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So we can keep it open, we don't have to close it down.

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I can just turn down the volume so it's not kind of broadcasting to the whole house.

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Very good. Thank you. And everybody, Daria, welcome on Christmas Day for you.

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And I will put everybody into the chat now.

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I will put the the letter from or the message to us from the Archbishop.

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I have now put that into the chat. Daria.

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Oh, we don't know Daria. She's our resident neurosurgeon.

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And I don't think I've ever heard her say anything which should not be uttered by a medical doctor.

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You've never made a mistake in my mind.

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So thank you, Daria.

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Even you are too kind.

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And I'm sure I've made plenty of mistakes and when you took a bathroom break or something.

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But yeah, you reached out. When was it yesterday you reached out to me and asked me to make some comments.

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Is that correct? Correct. Yeah.

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OK, so I get this email from Stephen, guys.

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Daria, would you mind following up after Archbishop Vigano's address?

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And I'm like, yeah, OK.

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Because he's a tough act to follow.

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If anybody was on the call when he was on before, he hit the nail on the head with all these current events that we're having.

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Just oh shout out to if you have any trouble hearing me and Tom has trained me well.

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I do have a headset if I need it.

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But if my microphone's working OK, I'll just leave it off if that's all right.

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Can everyone hear me OK?

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Perfect. Thank you. OK.

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So anyway, yeah. But but by asking me this, it the one word that came to my mind was what do I who me talk about?

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And that I mean, I hadn't even been to church for 41 years, I'll be honest with you.

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And I started going last year around the beginning of August, end of July.

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And shortly after I started attending and it was a type of mass I never went to before.

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It was Latin mass traditional. I was raised.

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I was baptized, I think, traditional in 1960, but they quickly went to what's called Vatican to or Novus Ordo.

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And if you're not Catholic, you're not going to realize what happened.

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But it trashed the church. It trashed the faith.

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It turned the Vatican into just another deep state operative crime syndicate.

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And I'm using those words because Archbishop Vigano used them as well.

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So none of us are pleased about that, just so you know.

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And I'm going to tell you something real freaky that happened right after I started going to the church.

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And it was when Archbishop Vigano made a presentation after Bergoglio.

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He's called what is he called Pope Francis? I guess he's the pope.

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But I'm not sure he's Catholic. So that joke's out the window.

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Anybody remember that joke? Is the pope Catholic? The bear's poop in the woods?

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You know, yes to the latter. Probably no to the former right now.

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But anyway, Bergoglio had put out in July of 2021 this edict that he was going to, I'll paraphrase it, basically wipe out Latin mass services.

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So the type of worship that people were clamoring for and were actually growing in numbers, he wanted to erase.

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Why? Because if you take away Latin that has been unchanged for thousands of years,

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you pretty much have carte blanche to change the liturgy, the mass and everything else any way you want because you're pope, right?

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And he's talk about an abuse of power. But anyway, something very strange happened.

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It was on August 3rd. I actually saved a Fitbit recording my sleep.

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And that's how I remember this. After Vigano's presentation, sorry, the sun's in my face.

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But after that presentation, I'm going to have to lean back.

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He was on, I fell asleep on the couch listening to it.

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And he was just railing against these errors that were being made.

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And at about 2 45 in the morning, I had a 15 minute dream that was just insane.

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And I can't even, I don't even know where it came from, honestly.

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And everybody's going to fall asleep now. That's OK.

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But it started out with Darya from that on that point.

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So this conversation will be only as good as the people in it.

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So if you've got anything to say, you don't have to wait for the, you know, putting your hand up.

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Just ask questions respectively or just engage in conversation with Darya.

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Make it easier for her. OK, sure.

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Yeah, Charles, whatever you want to do, if you want to just let people unmute and talk, that's fine.

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But I'll try to make this real quick.

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But I have to tell you the story because it was one of the craziest things I've ever experienced.

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It was so vivid. I had this dream that I was like yelling at Bergoglio and I'm going, you are just a man.

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I'm like, all I could see was my finger wagging at him like that.

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And I said it three times and he got madder and madder and madder.

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And he was about 10, 12 feet away from me.

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And he was holding in his left hand something that looked like a lead pipe, but it actually was shaped like a door column.

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But it was like a billy club size pipe.

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And he was he was grabbing it really hard.

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And as his face got redder and redder, he almost started to turn into the devil.

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It was weird as things. It's not quite like red is the devil kind of thing.

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And like his head was going to explode.

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And there was this gruff voice over my shoulder saying, yeah, he's done.

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He's got to go. I'm like, whoa, I didn't even know who this dude is.

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Right. But he's over my shoulder. I never saw him.

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But he's like my wingman. So you guys, it's up for editorial guessing as to who that might be.

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So anyway, as soon as that voice said that this giant clock, it was Roman numerals, giant clock in the center, like a black wormhole opened up.

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And Bergoglio gets sucked into the middle of this clock like right down a wormhole.

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This little black dot. It was a weird thing. It's like one of those side by Doctor Who kind of things.

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And there had to have been a break in the dream because the next scene is my wingman, who I never saw.

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And I ended up following him through that wormhole.

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And we ended up in an abandoned basilica.

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And it was like a Vatican Basilica. For some reason, I kind of knew that because I guess the big beef with Rome was like the night before Archbishop Vigano.

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And I'm standing at the front of this church like the altar would have been to my right.

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And it's it goes on forever. And it's all dark. There's only lights that's dusty streaming in from above.

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And in the back after the first section of pews, the whole rest of this cathedral that goes literally to infinity is just shadow, dark gray.

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OK, and then I look at this first block of pews. OK, and it's huge.

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I look at it and I go, it's covered with a black tarp.

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And I just all I said, I don't know why I was in Spectre Clusso in this dream, but I said, we need to see what's being hidden here.

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And another guy hops through this wormhole at that far end where we went in and he's wearing like armor like he was a SWAT team guy or something.

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And he's just like hopping almost like he's a video game character.

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You know how dreams are crazy like that. And he grabs a core back corner of the tarp, like on our side of the church.

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And he just lifts it and the whole thing flies off.

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And it would be like having one of those giant football field tarps that covers the whole football during a rainstorm.

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You know, when there's a football game and all of a sudden exposed is a whole congregation of people.

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And they're all mummified with a look of horror on their face and their hands are folded like this on their laps like they were listening to a sermon facing the altar, facing the altar.

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And at that moment, when I see all these mummified people, I mean, it was just like it looked like that much the screen, you know, that wide open mouth kind of look a horror.

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And they were all wearing different eras of clothing going back at least 100 to 150 years.

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You know, if you could guess by looking at clothing styles, definitely got back to the eighteen hundreds and the moment at which they were exposed.

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Out of those shadows all the way up to the ceiling, I kid you not, was all of the fallen angels.

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I mean, all of them. They had sooty singed gowns and ripped up wings and they were all doing this silently.

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No, at the same time. And then I woke up and I'm like, I woke up and went, oh, now I know what cathedral ceilings are so tall.

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Angels are really tall. These are demons because they were fallen.

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And then the next thing I did is I looked up Vatican clocks.

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And wouldn't you know, on St. Peter's Basilica, I've never been there, guys.

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There are two bell towers and on top of the two bell towers are Roman numeral clocks.

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And there was one thing about that weird wormhole thing that the pope was getting pulled through.

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As there were layers to the clock face that kept ripping open, almost like if you took a pie and blew it open from the middle, you know, one after another.

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And they were all Roman numerals. And for some reason, I just knew at the time of this dream, those were preceding popes.

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Each clock face represented a pope. I'm like, whoa, that means, you know, if you start to piece it all together, you go, what is all this?

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And then the last piece of it was I was telling a friend of mine about this story and he was a scholarly person.

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He said, oh, left hand, that metal pipe, that was a scepter. And I went, really? So I'm thinking, well, it was short.

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And it was like, it looked like a billy club, right? Or a column.

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And what I did was I looked up a statue of Lucifer holding a scepter.

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And once you know, and if there's our Italian friends in the chat, they might have seen this.

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There is a sculpture by one of the Renaissance sculptors of Lucifer fallen.

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And he's sitting there like the thinking man, you know, like this, and he's rubbing his head like he just got his butt kicked and got kicked out of the ceiling.

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And his left hand is holding a crown and he's holding a broken scepter in the top part of the scepter.

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Same hand, left hand is on the ground. Now, it's just a rounded kind of thing.

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It's not exactly the same. I've never seen that statue before.

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I did not know where this dream came from. I had there was stuff in it I'd never seen before.

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I had a look up after. And then later, as I start to, you know, people are talking about the New World Order and all this other stuff.

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You start to hear more and more chatter, if you will, about all these prophecies of Fatima, of lords, of Our Lady of La Salette, of Our Lady of, they say good success, but it's actually divine purification, of the Colombian appearance, apparition from the 1600s.

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Every single one of these apparitions or visions was speaking to something happening around 1960.

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And, you know, the closer we got to that era, the closer the date became, especially in Fatima.

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I think she even called it that there would be a great apostasy within the church.

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And I think that's what we're talking about.

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And I think that's what we're talking about.

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And I think that's what we're talking about.

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And, you know, closer we got to that era, the closer the date became, especially in Fatima, I think she even called it that there would be a great apostasy within the church.

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And wouldn't you know, I think that's one of the popes at the time, right around Vatican II, right before Vatican II was supposed to read that last secret from Fatima, and he didn't do it.

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And I think that was asked by our lady, and I just have to use our language here, to the children of Fatima, please have this message read, you know, in 1960.

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He didn't do it.

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And wouldn't you know this, it was about the great apostasy, and wouldn't you know, Vatican II starts up, they change the mass, change the literary, change all the sacraments, water to death.

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And you wonder why I didn't go to church for 41 years?

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Now I understand why.

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And they offered me nothing.

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It was like new coke. Okay, it's like, you know, and so when when your spirituality your faith and your belief system gets watered down and made to be lukewarm, you walk away.

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And that's exactly what the goal was. So I do believe that the look of horror on those dead people's face in that church was the fact that they were shocked at what they saw of this apostasy.

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And I think their souls were just sucked out of them by these demons that and so I right now I'm convinced in my own belief system if you want to call it that, that all the fallen angels from this spiritual dimension are hiding out in the Vatican.

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So, you know, do you think deep state's bad? Deep church is way worse. And I'm sure every other faith that looks to a creator on this planet has been jeopardized in some way by bad leadership that's been corrupted, blackmailed, like Archbishop Bignos said during his last call in November.

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And because of that, it leaves us less and less places to turn and people had to pretty much wake up and start to be more self reliant.

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And that's where we are right now. So we've literally all rolled up our sleeves, seeking the truth on our own.

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And ironically, it was this type of truth that led me back to a faith. So I'm not a biblical scholar. I'm not a pastor preacher. The last time I had a podcast was in 2012, 2015. If you guys want to find it on blog talk radio, and I was talking about things like money.

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How money changed over time with legislation. It's called Spirit of 76 Remedy with Dr. Obvious. And if you ever have insomnia, I guarantee you I have the cure. Go find the podcast. I will bore you to death.

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So anyway, but what I felt like about today was that's just my background as far as faith goes is how humbling it was to be asked by Stephen because I literally I don't come from some position of authority.

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And it is far as this being my lane, my lane was brain surgery guys, you know, but it was also pharmacy. It was also industrial medicine. It was a lot of different things. Just being a doctor.

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So I, and Stephen and I were talking earlier about that. I think we've all had a step out of our lanes because not everybody in our lane is swimming the right stroke. Okay. And so we have to see, well, what else is influencing the information we're receiving and the challenges to our emotional state, our mental state.

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And that's what I've seen happen here. Anyway, they could destroy people's spirit and their will and their confidence. I mean, a lot of this was a confidence crusher. You get your career taken away from here. You get your, you know, bodily autonomy taken away from you.

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That is all to crush your spirit and your soul. And there's still look at all of us here, the irate tireless minority. There is something uncrushable about the human spirit and as much tampering and tinkering and bio warfare that's been going on.

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To quote Carrie Maude at her recent talk at Red Pill Expo, humans are really hard to kill. And that's why they're working on this for so long and trying so hard to do it because it is a big ask to try and wipe out the creation of God, especially when he says in his own image and likeness.

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So that's, that's really kind of from the spiritual warfare standpoint, that's the battle. But our challenge is, I feel, or at least mine is that we have to stay humble and what is in humility. And so that's what I was pondering. And I have a book here.

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I have a book here. You guys can find this. I'm gonna hold it up. There we go. Can you see that? It's called the humility of heart. This was written by Padre Gaetano Maria de Bergamo. And it was translated by Cardinal Vaughan and then edited by my friend Mike Church, who has the Crusade Channel.

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So you can get this book now. This latest one was copyrighted in 2019. So you can find it probably everywhere. And he talks about all the steps to finding your way to humility. And it's part of what we call that narrow path to, I say, living for eternity, because we are walking on a razor's edge in a minefield.

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And one false move, and we're doomed one way or the other. We're either corrupted, or, you know, as in years past, martyred. In the chap, I was, we were talking about a bishop martyr, and his icon, his sculpture is always him holding his own head in his arms because he was beheaded.

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And it was around 250 AD. That's kind of wild when you think about it. But people would not back down back then. And that was in the third century. And the Roman persecution, one of the emperors was Diocletian. There were a couple jerks back then that were equally bad.

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And then of course, all the heinous ways they were killed. If you really want to read about the lives of martyrs, you can find a lot of books about it. But yeah, we've got some great stories. So I mean, even if you're not Christian or Catholic or Catholic, you can find a lot of books about it.

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You know, of this Western type faith, I guarantee you, you're going to find role models of humans in every walk of faith that stood up for what they believed in and didn't back down. Some of these people were killed just because they wouldn't burn incense that a pagan gods alter.

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They said, No, it's a fake, not doing it. And for that, they were destroyed. But that's where we are now. And when you talk to people like John O'Looney, and see what he went through, almost dying in the hospital, and how you just go, No, I'm going to go to the hospital.

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You know, it's like, in other words, we get so fearful of the things that we, we become emotionally attached to. In this world, it could be our jobs, our jobs, our jobs, our jobs, our jobs, our jobs, our jobs.

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It could be our possessions, it could be our people we care about. And we've had to, we've been forced to let almost all of this go. And the thing about letting go, is that we're not going to let go of what we've got.

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And the thing about letting go and giving up, it's not like giving up like you're quitting. You're letting go, and you're preserving your integrity and the truth. You're standing for the truth.

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So one of the things that was kind of funny today in church, I took a few notes. The priest started talking about poverty. And he said, Jesus was born in poverty, and suffered all kinds of persecutions and insults throughout his life. And he's like, he's God, right?

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It's like, why can't happen? He made everything. The first persecution, I never thought of it this way, was the insult of having no room at the end. So I wrote that down. Oh, yeah, I never thought of that. It's like, he was insulted before he was born. It's like, nah, we don't like you, because he was a savior. And then he said, I'm going to be a savior.

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And then of course, the next one that everybody knows the story about is Herod killing all the firstborn boys. And Herod knew the prophecy from the Old Testament, because that's what they followed. That's all there was at the time. They knew a savior was coming and would be born of the firstborn boys.

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And when this came true, and people were passing the news up to him, he goes, well, we've got to find this kid and kill him. I don't want anybody taking my power, you know, if he's going to become king of Israel. So he goes and kills, I think it was like 700 firstborn babies.

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And of course, an angel tipped off Mary and Joseph, so they got out of town and went to Egypt before it happened. And so that's how Jesus was saved. And the first few years of his life, he lived there until Herod died. But they had to stay away until then.

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And then just all kinds of poverty and insults throughout his life as God. And it was only those who followed him that appreciated who he was, even of his own people. So he was not well accepted even at the time.

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There's a parable about a rich man who had done everything right for the faith. And Jesus said, hey, great job, but you know what, give up all your stuff and follow me. The guy left saddened because he couldn't do it. He was more attached in spite of doing everything to support the faith and the church and before that his synagogue, I'm sure.

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He had to walk away because his heart was attached to things of the world. And now one of the points that was made in today's sermon was the fact that poverty doesn't mean that just that you don't have things and you're homeless on the street.

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But you can have a spirit of poverty. And it took me, I was had a mullet over, but basically that's the point of letting go of being able to let go of things that we're attached to that disappoint us when they fall apart.

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And we've all had that. I mean, that's why it took me a long time after I had nerve damage my hands to get over the fact that I couldn't do what I thought I was born to do, which is to do surgery, neurosurgery in particular.

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So when he said spirit of poverty, it really is letting go. And there's a book I read a long time ago called the language of letting go. If anybody wants to write that down and look that one up.

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But this is a recurring theme. And it's a little bit different in my mind than just not giving a damn about anything, because that's not the case. But it is about

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Seeing things in a more simple and humble way. And I thought the perfect opposite of the spirit of poverty is what we're seeing a lot today. And we're all at risk of having it happen to ourselves. And that is a poverty of spirit.

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In other words, when our emotions and our mood get dragged down because of all the things we're dealing with. And I think a lot of people in this group, whether they have a spiritual faith or not, they have this warrior instinct to know to stand up and fight for freedom and for, you know, that which they love and they're on a higher mission.

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And so what I tell people that don't don't quite get the whole idea of God is, well, he's going to use you whether you want him to or not, or whether you even believe he is. Because if you're telling the truth, then you are serving that purpose. And I don't know how else to put it, but

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But when you look at the over time, the whole chronology of the story of Jesus and how it's predicted so well in the Old Testament, I mean, one of the things we have at the end of our masses, Vespers, and includes Psalms, and things like that. So

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There's just there was just so much here, it was just hard to even narrow it down. But the Lord has sent this is Psalm 110, verse nine, the Lord has sent redemption to his people, he has commanded his covenant forever. Redemption was God. And one other thing I saved from the cover letter that Charles had was the announcement from Archbishop of New York.

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The announcement from Archbishop Vigano with that pretty picture. Do you guys have that? I don't know if Charles you want to put that up. But at the very top was one of the put it up. Put it up there. Okay. Yeah, at the very top was one of these things called an O Antiphon. It's like just a little prayer song for each day. It's like a little melody. And

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And, oh, come, oh, come, Emmanuel, everybody knows that as a Christmas carol. But this one was in Latin, and I won't butcher the Latin, I'll give you the English translation because I'm already hurting your guys ears probably. But this is the beautiful thing he has at the top of that announcement.

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Oh, morning star, splendor of light eternal and son of righteousness, come and enlighten those who dwell in darkness and the shadow of death. That's pretty wild. Okay, because these are the kind of prayers that we were the the faithful of the time. And these are the persecuted children of Israel, right?

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They were crying out for salvation. And it shows up. And here he is. I don't know if I put this in the chat before. We had the manger scene backup. Baby Jesus and at church so I couldn't help myself I went up there and all I could do was sing I'm happy birthday just to myself nobody heard me doing it but

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I just couldn't help myself. So it's like a happy birthday to Jesus today. But in that manger scene and every baby Jesus image you ever see he's like this, hey, but you know what, that's how he is on the cross to his arms are out exactly the same way. There are so much connections like that. And yeah, that's an artist's rendering. But do they know why they did it? Does the artist know why they did it?

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There's even one piece of artwork from I think Renaissance era where there's a baby Jesus and he's pointing up to like a crucifix and you're just going whoa, you know, so again, whether you have faith or not, whether you have faith in Christianity or Catholicism, it's not important but what is important is to know in your heart that like Charles said love is the only thing that matters.

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Okay, and so you're carrying it with you when you carry love in your heart. And when you have fear when you have anger when you have resentment and all the other vices envy, pride, pride is the worst one because we could be prideful and not even know it. And that's why I'm so proud of Jesus.

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And when you have fear when you have anger when you have resentment and all the other vices envy, pride, pride is the worst one because we could be prideful and not even know it.

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And that's when we get in trouble, we trip over ourselves because we think we know it all. And it's very insidious because you think, oh, everybody else is an idiot.

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This is, you know, whatever. And so that's why we can't be judgmental because that that is part of pride. And pride is just leads to all kinds of trouble. You know, and that's usually when you're most blind is when that pride creeps in.

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And it happens when again, you go back to having some kind of emotional attachment to something earthly. It could be your knowledge, your expertise, not just your possessions, but what you know, your, your status, your stature.

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I mean, there's so many different ways these kind of things can manifest. So to me, it just all circles back around to being humble. And that's why when I say I'm a nobody, I mean it.

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I'm nobody, you know, and we're a bunch of nobodies here that are just trying to save everybody else. And that's why we're the irate, tireless minority, you know.

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So, but my baby Jesus thing from last year, I got to find that sweet baby Jesus, I wrote. Yeah, so this is what I wrote last year, December 26th.

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I said, the thing that brings me great joy about sweet baby Jesus is unconditional love for us unworthy humans and is best seen by his affectionate humor in every major figure.

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Here he is, arms wide open, beaming with joy, with full divine knowledge of his entire future. And it looks to me like he's saying, ta-da, I'm here just for you as promised. Rejoice with me.

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Only the singular one, true creator, redeemer, renewer, father, son, Holy Ghost, could ever care and love us broken souls so much. It is why I am beyond doubt.

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Beyond belief with humble gratitude and conviction that no earthly challenge can break.

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And that I just, I don't know, it was, yeah, nine o'clock at night, I get really philosophical right before I fall asleep. And then I'm like, boom, I'm in delta sleep like within minutes.

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So that was one of those philosophical things that bubbled up. But, you know, again, I haven't changed a word of that in a year and I still feel that way.

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But this, I come back here, I usually have it by my bed. If anybody's familiar with this, it's Mother Mary holding baby Jesus and it's more in the Byzantine style.

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But what kills me about this, you got little baby Jesus here, almost looks like a little man. And look, his flip-flops falling off his foot.

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Just like a little kid. I mean, look at this icon up, it's very classic. That belonged to my Aunt Lorraine who passed away in July and I found it at her house and brought it back from West Virginia with me and had it blessed.

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But the thing about the little shoe falling off just kills me because again, it's almost like a little bit of a sense of humor.

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And, you know, if your God doesn't have a sense of humor, he's the wrong guy. Okay, that's all I got. All right.

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So, you know, it's about joy, it's about love, but it's about appreciating those things through humility.

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And I think it's when we get that pride dragging us down that the world upsets us so much.

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And, you know, I think we all are righteously pissed off right now and we have a right to that anger, but we also have to be careful what we do with it.

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And, you know, we're going to win. God won. We're going to win. But yeah, unfortunately, this is a high casualty war.

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I've got a prayer too, but we can say that. Thank you, Daria. Daria, that's beautiful.

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Beautiful. Thank you for sharing your truth. I think it's profound that for 41 years you don't go to church, how you were raised, and then something happens.

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And all of you, Christmas is an opportunity this time of the year to reflect on your journey.

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I have put into the chat the 10 F's you will have seen.

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And one of the things I found helpful is when I run workshops is people what your spiritual practices are, what other than what's already in the chat, what puts you into a spiritual space.

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So going to church, that's part of the process of going weekly that you come back to your center. How do you do it?

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I'll put in meditation, community contribution, rotary, like it's a tragedy.

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It's a tragedy that so few people in their 30s are willing to join service clubs and give back to their community.

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It's quite remarkable. And if you're not giving back to your community, what happens is you become so self-centered instead of out there.

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I'm not talking about you because all of you are in this fight with us. This is a difficult fight. This is a difficult war that we are in.

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But if you are so focused on you, life gets very difficult. Life gets very one-dimensional.

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And so my question I would love you all to put into the chat, one or two practices that you have found.

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It could be a book. It could be a book that you go to that that takes you back into your spiritual space, your soul, your heart space.

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And I have been in many, many personal development workshops.

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And ladies and gents, please, please know that most men are scared of personal development workshops.

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And they go to these personal development workshops and they go, I'm OK. I'm OK.

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I'm OK. I'm OK. And it's a standing joke with good facilitators that the person who thinks they're totally OK and don't need it is the one who needs it the most.

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So so this challenge of opening up the Daria has showed us it's it's scary to tell the truth about you.

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It's scary to share that. And I've had some wonderful experiences over the last 29 years of facilitating programs where where people wake up,

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where people through extraordinary experiences and some wonderful, wonderful workshops.

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And if you have never done an in-depth, a challenging personal development workshop, you don't know it.

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And I'll tell you, most people say to me who haven't done such programs, I read a book about personal development.

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And my comment on that is that that's like reading a book on surgery. I'm now a surgeon. I read the book on surgery.

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So this complexity that is the human condition is is also what today is about.

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The ego, what Daria said of not being a ego maniac that you know it all.

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That's that's the reminder of today. And so I suggest, Stephen, otherwise we won't get there.

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Daria's got a hand up. But Stephen, I'd love your comments.

367
0:51:47 --> 0:51:53
And I think we have to go through putting hands up because otherwise with 46 people on the call, it becomes a free for all.

368
0:51:53 --> 0:52:01
But this is a free for all in the sense of you can talk, but let's let's keep it to the spiritual focus or the journey that you've been on.

369
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So Daria's got her hand up and then we'll go to Stephen.

370
0:52:04 --> 0:52:14
Right. Yeah, I only had one more thing to add before that whole thing happened in August with me going back to church while end of July and then having that weird dream.

371
0:52:14 --> 0:52:18
A couple of other things happened before that. It was actually November of 2020.

372
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I started buying rosaries and you know what? It was kind of right after the whole election steal here in the US.

373
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And I just had a horrible feeling about the way things were going to go. I just it was all bad already.

374
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Twenty twenty. This was hideous. And then January 6th happened and that got me praying harder.

375
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And around Easter of twenty twenty one. And I don't know what triggered it, but I had been buying those rosaries.

376
0:52:44 --> 0:52:59
I had those rosaries somewhere along the way. I decided I would teach myself how to pray the rosary in Latin and I found a short 20 minute Latin rosary with some friars, Franciscan friars from like 10 years ago.

377
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And I just like over and over and over. I just kept doing it and then listening to Gregorian chants because music will help you remember words.

378
0:53:09 --> 0:53:18
So I was doing that. I can't sing, but I can sing, but terribly. I mean, my dog's doing one here, but it helped me to remember the words.

379
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And sometimes the melody will carry me to the recall of the Latin words. And so that started around Easter of twenty twenty one.

380
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And wouldn't you know, within a few months. I've been taking the Lord's name in vain for decades, cussing like a sailor grew up near South Side of Chicago.

381
0:53:39 --> 0:53:50
It was just the lingo. It just stopped coming out of me. It was like, whoa. And this is like before I went back to church, before I went to confession, all that stuff, it just stopped.

382
0:53:50 --> 0:53:54
That was, I guess, a miracle.

383
0:53:54 --> 0:54:09
Feels like one. But this spirituality bit is a gradual process. And I'm sure I'm sure the relaxation of meditation from using my beamer twice a day and I'm not advertising it here.

384
0:54:09 --> 0:54:15
I'm just saying having something where I was able to relax and get healthier.

385
0:54:15 --> 0:54:23
It healed my body first. My body healed itself first. And then my mind started to get better. My mood started to get better.

386
0:54:23 --> 0:54:30
And then my spirit was manifesting. So if you are feeling lousy, it's harder. I guarantee it.

387
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That's when all your priorities are just like, I'm just trying to get out of bed in the morning.

388
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You know, and so but yeah, that rosary, I think, was a nice little jumpstart to the spiritual awakening.

389
0:54:43 --> 0:54:57
So and again, I don't even know. I can't even remember why I wanted to start praying in Latin other than maybe hearing some YouTube commentators talk about how powerful that is.

390
0:54:57 --> 0:55:08
And it turns out exorcists will tell you that to expel demons, sometimes prayers in Latin, a lot of times will chase out demons that prayers in English won't.

391
0:55:08 --> 0:55:18
And people do it. Some people have the thought that perhaps Latin is the language of angels, which sounds crazy to anybody who doesn't even, you know, study this kind of stuff.

392
0:55:18 --> 0:55:30
But I don't know, something to it. Other demons are expelled by certain languages, like perhaps a Slavic language or, you know, from wherever they were at.

393
0:55:30 --> 0:55:38
And, you know, there's a whole new book out written by Father Ripperger that probably everybody would love to learn about.

394
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It's called Dominion, and it's about this spiritual warfare. And he's a psychologist or psychiatrist as well as a priest who's an exorcist.

395
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And he's probably the foremost exorcist here in the United States. Father Chad Ripperger. And I'll go grab the book while you guys are talking.

396
0:55:58 --> 0:56:03
Okay, I'll be right back. Thanks.

397
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Thanks, Dalia. Stephen.

398
0:56:05 --> 0:56:09
Well, I was going to ask Dalia a question, but she's gone now.

399
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Oh, you're okay.

400
0:56:11 --> 0:56:14
No, okay. I'll give that a go.

401
0:56:14 --> 0:56:28
But I know there are one or two people on the call, but I don't want to name them, who know about religion in the wider sense.

402
0:56:28 --> 0:56:38
And I'd be great if those people felt able to speak up, because this isn't my strength. So Dalia, I just wanted to...

403
0:56:38 --> 0:56:43
That's a cool cover, huh? Yeah.

404
0:56:43 --> 0:56:51
And there's another like 900 big giant fat textbook, there are only priests and exorcists and psych... well actually I could probably get one because I'm a doctor.

405
0:56:51 --> 0:56:59
And it's about the psychiatric side of demonology, if you will, that Father Chad wrote as well, but they don't sell it to the general public.

406
0:56:59 --> 0:57:06
So I have to absorb this one first before I ask for the big college textbook.

407
0:57:06 --> 0:57:19
Dalia, for me, what stands out in the last three years is that there seems to have been a deliberate attempt to destroy the spirit and the soul, as you put it, of human beings.

408
0:57:19 --> 0:57:37
And this to me, so it's like destroying the spirit, but the effect of that is to destroy all relationships. So communities, families, circles of friends, nations, and it's pure evil.

409
0:57:37 --> 0:57:45
And I just wonder what the Bible has to say about confronting pure evil, because it seems to me that that's exactly what we need to do.

410
0:57:45 --> 0:57:52
We need to call it out with every opportunity. So people are saying we should talk about forgiveness. No, it's too early for forgiveness.

411
0:57:52 --> 0:57:57
And also, what does the Bible say about forgiveness?

412
0:57:57 --> 0:58:05
Well, you know, the Bible talks a lot about... now here's the thing about forgiveness, okay, and love thy neighbor as thyself.

413
0:58:05 --> 0:58:19
When you have a jerk as a neighbor, when you are still kind to them, all right, then you're doing that to honor God.

414
0:58:19 --> 0:58:24
Okay. In other words, it's not particularly going to make you personally happy.

415
0:58:24 --> 0:58:30
It's like, dad wants me to love my neighbor as myself, okay, you know, and you do it.

416
0:58:30 --> 0:58:35
But when... here's the other part about this, and I don't have the exact verse here.

417
0:58:35 --> 0:58:39
Like I said, I don't have the whole Rolodex in my head of every Bible verse.

418
0:58:39 --> 0:58:49
But when you treat those who treat you poorly with kindness, and I'm not talking about forgiveness, but just simply kindness and civility,

419
0:58:49 --> 0:58:59
it is like you are dumping hot coals on their head because they know they were bad to you and you're still good to them.

420
0:58:59 --> 0:59:05
And that starts to eat at their conscience. And that's the hot coals, okay.

421
0:59:05 --> 0:59:17
Plus, like you said, live for eternity is the only thing I can figure out what I'm doing right now, because I know at any moment, you know, everything can be upside down and backwards.

422
0:59:17 --> 0:59:22
And, you know, I was going to wear a pin today. I couldn't even pin it because my hands are so numb.

423
0:59:22 --> 0:59:26
So, I mean, it's like a daily nuisance, but I don't get upset about it anymore.

424
0:59:26 --> 0:59:30
Just, oh, God, here's my crappy hand.

425
0:59:30 --> 0:59:38
But Darya, the people behind these abominations of the last three years, do they have a conscience?

426
0:59:38 --> 0:59:45
Well, you know, I seriously doubt it. And so they would be what you would call unrepentant.

427
0:59:45 --> 0:59:50
Like I said, they've got till, I've said this before, they've got till their very last breath.

428
0:59:50 --> 0:59:59
And sometimes the gates of hell open up and people see that and they freak out and they go, whoa, Jesus saved me.

429
0:59:59 --> 1:00:04
And you know, Jesus, okay, you know, then they might have to do some time in purgatory.

430
1:00:04 --> 1:00:10
That's sort of the Catholic rationale. And believe me, everybody can nitpick at everything I'm saying. That's fine.

431
1:00:10 --> 1:00:25
I just have this base of, you know, if you want to call it theology or teaching, but trying to stick so closely to the words of Jesus Christ and to the Bible, because they all, they're all connected.

432
1:00:25 --> 1:00:35
Anybody that studies the closest translation to the Latin Vulgate Bible that St. Ambrose wrote, he compiled it, I should say.

433
1:00:35 --> 1:00:46
And I think it was like the third century as well. The closer you are to the literal text of that, the more accurately you can interpret it.

434
1:00:46 --> 1:00:54
And the other thing people do that's an error with the Bible is taking things out of context. And that is so dangerous.

435
1:00:54 --> 1:01:03
Cherry picking verses to suit a particular message. And heavens, we have seen that over and over and over again.

436
1:01:03 --> 1:01:07
One of the worst ones, you will own nothing and you will be happy.

437
1:01:07 --> 1:01:20
Now everybody thinks that that's like, you know, Dr. Evil, Klaus Schwab using that line. And I think somebody can put it in the chat. I think it was Thomas Moore or some other church scholar wrote that.

438
1:01:20 --> 1:01:32
But what the difference is, is exactly what was in our sermon today. Klaus Schwab is saying you will own nothing and you'll be happy because we're your overlord gods.

439
1:01:32 --> 1:01:36
You will be happy because you will be provided for.

440
1:01:36 --> 1:01:44
Another way of thinking about it is what he's really saying in code language is you will own nothing and you will be happy because you will be dead.

441
1:01:44 --> 1:01:59
You won't even be owning your own life. I mean, when you think about everything that is done by diabolic influence, it's going to be upside down and backwards from the words of God in the Bible.

442
1:01:59 --> 1:02:10
And so it's basically changing that spirit of poverty to the poverty of spirit. And that's what that's what he's saying. But you will own nothing.

443
1:02:10 --> 1:02:19
You'll be happy. But if you go back and I haven't done it yet, I need to dig on this because several people brought it up several times. And it's a good point.

444
1:02:19 --> 1:02:28
What is the context of teaching in that original doctor of the church where he says that? I think it's St. Thomas Moore.

445
1:02:28 --> 1:02:35
But, you know, it's not that you're going to give up everything you own and walk around barefoot and be a beggar.

446
1:02:35 --> 1:02:41
OK, that's not the point, because there's a lot of beggars. We see them all the time. Homeless people live in tents.

447
1:02:41 --> 1:02:50
And, you know, some of them I met, I met one in Salt Lake City. He was full of the Holy Spirit.

448
1:02:50 --> 1:02:55
I just wish he had a shower. He was hard to get close and talk to this guy. He was so bad.

449
1:02:55 --> 1:03:05
But the thing was, he was wanting for nothing. And he had literally let everything go in his life. And he didn't say people like that are rich, but it was making perfect sense.

450
1:03:05 --> 1:03:12
And he literally attended the entire Red Pill Expo and they were kind enough to let him have a seat in the back where he wasn't like scaring people off.

451
1:03:12 --> 1:03:24
But, you know, he was very interested in what was going on at the, you know, the topics being discussed, you know, and we had a lot of really great speakers about COVID in particular.

452
1:03:24 --> 1:03:36
And it was it's worth looking at if you can pull up Red Pill Expo or Red Pill University dot org, you can actually get the DVD of the talks that they were pretty amazing.

453
1:03:36 --> 1:03:46
And, yeah, I've made a lot of great, great friends exhibiting the Beamer at the Red Pill Expo, but I went to the first one in 2017 because I love Ed Griffin.

454
1:03:46 --> 1:03:51
And if you have a creature from Jekyll Island, I highly recommend everybody to get that.

455
1:03:51 --> 1:03:58
And one of our friends here got it on audiobooks. You could multitask and listen to that at the same time.

456
1:03:58 --> 1:04:05
So that's a that's a great option. But, yeah, so as far as forgiveness, I have a hard time with it.

457
1:04:05 --> 1:04:12
If somebody's really deserving punishment, I can't wish evil on them.

458
1:04:12 --> 1:04:20
So what I do is I just pray. It's one of those things I have in a dump truck of woes that I dump it at God's feet every night.

459
1:04:20 --> 1:04:26
That's what a lot of people do. They give up their suffering. And that's obviously it's a form of suffering psychologically.

460
1:04:26 --> 1:04:31
If you know you're not in a position to fight these devils yourself.

461
1:04:31 --> 1:04:48
And I'm glad we have our warriors out there that can are using their talents, speaking the truth, going to court, filing lawsuits and every other action that's been done to resist.

462
1:04:48 --> 1:04:55
And refuse to go along with this control system.

463
1:04:55 --> 1:05:02
And like Archbishop Vigano said last month, this has been built over time for a long, long time.

464
1:05:02 --> 1:05:12
And all these pieces are there. And he covered everything. Wow. I mean, it was pretty amazing how much he was up on the nanotechnology and control grid and everything else.

465
1:05:12 --> 1:05:22
But just remember in the end, if you can hang on to your immortal soul and believe you have one or not, trust me, you do.

466
1:05:22 --> 1:05:28
And you don't have to trust me. I mean, you know, you should feel it. You'll feel your soul at some point.

467
1:05:28 --> 1:05:35
And it's not the same as spirit. I had to answer that question myself when I first started going back to the church.

468
1:05:35 --> 1:05:47
And I actually wrote a little essay about it if you guys have time and want to hear it. It's pretty cool. But it has to do with the spark of life. If anybody's interested, I could pull that up.

469
1:05:47 --> 1:05:52
But it helps me understand what the soul is. And again, these are my impressions.

470
1:05:52 --> 1:05:58
You know, like we all have our own personal revelations, realizations and beliefs.

471
1:05:58 --> 1:06:05
And this might not work for anybody else. But again, it's stuff that makes sense to me on a science standpoint.

472
1:06:05 --> 1:06:14
And it also tells me why they're going to fail. Because life comes from God.

473
1:06:14 --> 1:06:24
OK, they these James Bond villains, they can't be God. OK.

474
1:06:24 --> 1:06:35
And so basically, the spark of life begins at conception. When did I write this? It was before May of 2022. Maybe I edited it.

475
1:06:35 --> 1:06:41
But there is a YouTube video that shows when a fertilized egg, it's called the zinc spark.

476
1:06:41 --> 1:06:47
It's like a little flash of light happens when the sperm enters the egg.

477
1:06:47 --> 1:06:55
And I think it might be when the DNA merges. I'm not 100 percent sure. We've got some embryology people here.

478
1:06:55 --> 1:07:04
They can be more specific. But that impression that it gave me was it helped me answer that question about spirit and soul.

479
1:07:04 --> 1:07:15
And at that point, I believe this might believe my impression, my hypothesis that that's the moment that the Holy Ghost, God himself,

480
1:07:15 --> 1:07:23
creates the soul and merges it with the body. And he actually thought of that soul in his mind long before that.

481
1:07:23 --> 1:07:30
He knew us all from eternity. And that's in the Bible as well. That means that every living cell contains a soul.

482
1:07:30 --> 1:07:38
And even the priests are kind of like scratching their heads about this one. I asked him. But what would that hypothesis mean for abortion?

483
1:07:38 --> 1:07:45
How about aborted fetus living, fresh, never frozen cell lines, manufacturing, yuck and food and cosmetics?

484
1:07:45 --> 1:07:54
How about organ transplants? I mean, it really creates a big theological and philosophical question about our entire modern medicine and science.

485
1:07:54 --> 1:07:59
And then what about artificial genetic mutation from synthetic genetic material injecting?

486
1:07:59 --> 1:08:05
Doubt the soul is absolutely corrupted because the body has been altered. That's my theory anyway.

487
1:08:05 --> 1:08:20
So the point being, I believe that these genetic alterations, if this is true, if our soul is created at the time of conception, a little bit of that or all of it is in every cell of our body.

488
1:08:20 --> 1:08:29
In other words, there's no anatomic location for the soul other than possibly the core DNA that we are made from.

489
1:08:29 --> 1:08:36
And it's a combination of the genetics of our the biology of our parents that merge together.

490
1:08:36 --> 1:08:44
But yet there's this extra factor. And that is the factor of our soul that we take with us.

491
1:08:44 --> 1:08:55
And because we have their DNA, we carry with them. And for those who are very philosophical here,

492
1:08:55 --> 1:09:03
that oh, John said, yeah, bio photon, biological. Yes, the light is with all of this.

493
1:09:03 --> 1:09:12
And. But in that DNA is a lot of memory, you know, generations and generations and generations of experiences.

494
1:09:12 --> 1:09:20
And anybody who studied epigenetics is going to understand this, that that's going to influence who we become.

495
1:09:20 --> 1:09:32
And how well our conscience can be formed is partly a product of our environment and our upbringing, but also, I think, partly.

496
1:09:32 --> 1:09:39
Our ability to figure things out on our own and interact with our world.

497
1:09:39 --> 1:09:45
You know, we've got friends here that talk about their instincts and how powerful they are to guide them.

498
1:09:45 --> 1:09:50
And they're never wrong. And it's like, yeah, that's that's good that you acknowledge that.

499
1:09:50 --> 1:09:58
And I see it as in a way, a form of guidance that in other words, you're not confused.

500
1:09:58 --> 1:10:04
You're sure in your convictions. You may not all be scientifically accurate.

501
1:10:04 --> 1:10:14
But if we have a sense of what this is all about, we can always learn the details and go to chase these, as I say, chase these squirrels down these rabbit holes.

502
1:10:14 --> 1:10:21
But the more science I've learned, the more concordance I find with spirituality, not less.

503
1:10:21 --> 1:10:27
But yeah, yeah. And John's right. The World Economic Forum takes away humanity.

504
1:10:27 --> 1:10:30
That's 100 percent right. That's what they want to do.

505
1:10:30 --> 1:10:36
So if just keep that in mind, we are more than just a bag of meat.

506
1:10:36 --> 1:10:49
OK, and they want to these power hungry, I call them psychopaths, people call them sociopaths, but they want to control everything because they want to be God.

507
1:10:49 --> 1:10:55
And sorry, hate the burst or bubble, but they're not and they never will be.

508
1:10:55 --> 1:11:00
They will just be a man. And a bad one at that.

509
1:11:00 --> 1:11:04
So, yeah, as far as judgment goes.

510
1:11:04 --> 1:11:08
You know, there is judgment and certainly a lot of this was broken down.

511
1:11:08 --> 1:11:15
And again, I'm not I don't have a scholarly background for this, but a lot of interpretations of Biblical teaching.

512
1:11:15 --> 1:11:27
I would say St. Paul is probably the best guide to follow in the in the Gospels he wrote because he's taking into consideration the teachings of God,

513
1:11:27 --> 1:11:37
but also giving you some kind of handy, helpful rules to live by and whether you agree with them all or not, that it comes from a divine inspiration.

514
1:11:37 --> 1:11:52
And even he called out Peter, you know, the first pope was kind of going down the wrong road and Paul had to call him out, say, no, dude, you're wrong about this because it's so easy for even the religious to start thinking,

515
1:11:52 --> 1:11:57
oh, wait, let me second guess the word of God here. I think we want to change it.

516
1:11:57 --> 1:12:05
It's like, you can't do that. OK. And so that's why for Goliath, oh, you people are so rigid.

517
1:12:05 --> 1:12:13
It's like, yeah, two plus two equals four, dude. You can't convince me it equals five. You can't make it equal five.

518
1:12:13 --> 1:12:18
And I'm sure there's some goofy mathematician that will say they can, but I'm sure we can prove them wrong.

519
1:12:19 --> 1:12:23
So but yeah, that was I don't know if that answers your question or not.

520
1:12:23 --> 1:12:30
But you know, when it comes into judgment, that's difficult.

521
1:12:30 --> 1:12:36
Yeah. So another question, Darya.

522
1:12:36 --> 1:12:50
I've been, as I told you on that, I've been warning people in my own family for a decade, at least, that technology is running out of control to the point that people don't understand the technology which exists,

523
1:12:50 --> 1:12:53
never mind the technology that can come in the future.

524
1:12:53 --> 1:12:56
And it seems to be uncontrolled.

525
1:12:56 --> 1:13:15
And my question to you is why can't human beings work out that a rapidly changing world is not in their interest as a species, because any species which fails to adapt to the changing environment, and it obviously is changing very rapidly.

526
1:13:15 --> 1:13:20
So in the last hundred years, things have changed extremely rapidly.

527
1:13:20 --> 1:13:33
And it would not be surprising, would it, if people can't keep up, you know, in the human beings can't keep up with this burgeoning technology and the worship of technology.

528
1:13:33 --> 1:13:39
So why is it that human beings have been encouraged, or maybe they haven't, I don't know.

529
1:13:39 --> 1:13:51
But they do worship technology. I just don't understand it. They don't seem to, they seem to be completely blind to the dangers, to the dangers of lack of control of that technology.

530
1:13:51 --> 1:13:57
They think they understand it. But when you dig down and ask them a few questions, you realize they don't understand it.

531
1:13:57 --> 1:14:04
So my son, for example, they can fix things on the computer and I say, well, why did that happen? They don't know the reason.

532
1:14:04 --> 1:14:08
And then it doesn't matter. We found the solution.

533
1:14:08 --> 1:14:31
So do you understand me? Oh, yeah, I'll go 100% because, and like I think we talked about this earlier, the reason many of us even, as we were studying science or doing especially groundbreaking research and that type of thing, we

534
1:14:31 --> 1:14:42
didn't realize we were compartmentalized. We did not know what tools were we were developing that could be used in a way that was not our impression of the intent.

535
1:14:42 --> 1:14:48
In other words, but we know now. Oh, we do now. Yeah, absolutely.

536
1:14:48 --> 1:15:04
I have a project in the development of the nuclear bomb. It was compartmentalized for national security purposes. Really? No, because even, who was it, Oppenheimer, when he saw the bomb go off, he says, you know, I've become death.

537
1:15:04 --> 1:15:18
He quoted that that line. And if I'm not mistaken, that is from some ancient text, but I don't think it's biblical. I've become death to destroy our worlds. One of our scholars in the group can say where that came from.

538
1:15:18 --> 1:15:23
But that's what he said. So in other words, he's like, Oh my God, what have I done?

539
1:15:23 --> 1:15:41
You know, and there's a lot of people like that. There are people that were inspired to write mystical books. And one of them is the book, of course, in miracles that was supposedly divinely inspired, but it wasn't.

540
1:15:41 --> 1:15:56
It was diabolically inspired. And the person who wrote it, I remember seeing one story about her that towards the end of her life, she just cursed the day she put the pen to paper and she truly regretted it.

541
1:15:56 --> 1:16:17
But she was so compelled and so driven. And that's what happens when different energies can, you know, sort of buffet us with these thoughts. And that's where for those who are of the religious faith, that's where having something to reference, you know, this is our missile.

542
1:16:17 --> 1:16:29
This is our prayer book for church. But, you know, it's got a lot of basic teachings in here and catechisms as well as Bible verses for each day of the year, basically. And prayers, of course, as well.

543
1:16:29 --> 1:16:44
But it's nice to have a reference book. You know, it's kind of like looking at like a chemical formula and looking at how a chemical is being made. Oh, there it is. Hindu. Thank you, Simon.

544
1:16:44 --> 1:16:58
You guys are so brilliant. I love you so much. Anyway, but yeah, we need that because sometimes we're led astray and the worst thing we can do again is sink into pride and say, oh, I know better.

545
1:16:58 --> 1:17:11
Or, oh, that's right. And a lot of people, I think it's a combination of laziness and pride that makes them take the positions that aren't factual.

546
1:17:11 --> 1:17:22
And then they hang on to them like it becomes a religion. And that's kind of scary. So technology is easily manipulating people that are in that rut.

547
1:17:22 --> 1:17:31
And unfortunately, it's a lot of us. I mean, we've all lived life and we've had a lot of speed bumps. Sometimes we've got to stop and take a break and go, wait a minute.

548
1:17:31 --> 1:17:39
You know, and it's not just what would Jesus do like the old bracelets used to have people is worth it. What would Jesus do bracelets? But what did Jesus say?

549
1:17:39 --> 1:17:54
You know, he's there's a lot of wisdom there, but not just in the New Testament, but also in the Old Testament and in every other ancient book. When you look at things like the code of Hammurabi, there's a lot of Ten Commandments type stuff in there.

550
1:17:54 --> 1:18:08
I mean, these are ancient concepts of, you know, civil law and good over evil. You know, the libertarian slogan, don't hurt people and don't take their stuff. That's a good one.

551
1:18:08 --> 1:18:21
I mean, you know, we can really it's not as complicated as people want to make it. And these ancient ways of understanding things to your point, Stephen, we have our parents DNA and they have their ancestors DNA.

552
1:18:21 --> 1:18:36
Technology is evolving faster than our bodies can. And that's why we have a lot of chronic illnesses even before this and why I was so interested in have been in paleo and walking barefoot and things like that.

553
1:18:36 --> 1:18:47
We to use the word of God, but even if we look at so a lot of people admire people like Elon Musk, for example.

554
1:18:48 --> 1:18:57
So I think most people would say that we don't really know where he comes from, you know, his background, his parents, that kind of thing.

555
1:18:57 --> 1:19:05
But they kind of think that he's an incredible entrepreneur and they think that he's someone to follow.

556
1:19:05 --> 1:19:10
Whereas I see him as probably I don't know much about him.

557
1:19:10 --> 1:19:25
But you know what I do know just kind of forming a view is until proved otherwise is that he is disturbed probably and not a person to lead us out of the present mess, for example.

558
1:19:25 --> 1:19:33
So, for example, so he is kind of deified almost, you know, by many.

559
1:19:33 --> 1:19:37
They talked about space travel, you know. Yeah.

560
1:19:37 --> 1:19:44
But, you know, aren't they aware of how big the universe is? And, you know, he's talking about going to other planets.

561
1:19:44 --> 1:19:51
Which planet is he going to? You've got Mars and Venus about 35, 40 million miles away.

562
1:19:51 --> 1:19:58
The sun is about 93 million miles away. Neptune is about a billion miles away from memory.

563
1:19:58 --> 1:20:02
And that's just our solar system.

564
1:20:02 --> 1:20:09
And so the nearest solar system, apart from ours, from ours is four light years away.

565
1:20:09 --> 1:20:17
Well, that's an incredible distance. How on earth is even Elon Musk going to get to another planet worth getting to?

566
1:20:17 --> 1:20:23
So people don't have any concept of how big the universe is.

567
1:20:23 --> 1:20:29
And so they admire these, I would say, false gods.

568
1:20:29 --> 1:20:32
OK, so you get what I mean? Yeah.

569
1:20:32 --> 1:20:36
Jerry, Jerry Brady just said they worship technology, not science.

570
1:20:36 --> 1:20:40
They fear science because science is a search for truth.

571
1:20:40 --> 1:20:48
Yeah, but even when it comes to technology, they're not as good as they think they are or as the people think they are.

572
1:20:48 --> 1:20:58
Because in the face of the universe, they've got no answers because the distance is so vast and it's incredibly complex.

573
1:20:58 --> 1:21:04
Seems like lately we've had this ugly pageant for the Antichrist Prize.

574
1:21:04 --> 1:21:12
You know, we've had one player after another fancy themselves to be the next false savior of mankind.

575
1:21:12 --> 1:21:15
Elon's probably just one of many.

576
1:21:15 --> 1:21:21
Bergoglio flunked. He was a rat-frank Marxist from the get-go.

577
1:21:21 --> 1:21:25
He was anti-Christian before he ever became Pope.

578
1:21:25 --> 1:21:28
And he did some bad things in Argentina.

579
1:21:29 --> 1:21:34
Our Argentine friends could probably give us some more detail if they're familiar with the news from down there.

580
1:21:34 --> 1:21:40
But yeah, he that's why systems in general can be corrupted.

581
1:21:40 --> 1:21:44
And technology is very dangerous.

582
1:21:44 --> 1:21:49
I mean, here we're using it as a tool and we see the good that can come out of it.

583
1:21:49 --> 1:21:58
I saw back in, oh my goodness, 2012 maybe, I was at an Interurban Neurosurgical Society meeting.

584
1:21:58 --> 1:22:00
And this was like one of the coolest conferences I went to.

585
1:22:00 --> 1:22:10
It was all the neurosurgery chairman and the residents they brought with them from all over Wisconsin, Illinois, Indiana, Michigan, Ohio.

586
1:22:10 --> 1:22:15
And I can't remember, but it's interurban. It was like around that Chicago area, those states.

587
1:22:15 --> 1:22:21
And one of the presenters worked at the Rehabilitation Hospital of Chicago.

588
1:22:21 --> 1:22:33
And they were working with military veterans that had lost limbs and they were developing servo prostheses and trying to get them as natural as possible.

589
1:22:33 --> 1:22:44
And one of the ways they did that was to hook up a grid to the person's head, you know, and have like a little magnetic contact that you could like jack into their brain.

590
1:22:44 --> 1:22:55
So that the person can think they want to move this hand and feed that signal through the wires down to the servos in the limb and move the limb.

591
1:22:55 --> 1:23:02
And similar technology was being developed to help Stephen Hawking communicate.

592
1:23:02 --> 1:23:06
So this was like the next level. And I can only imagine where it went from there.

593
1:23:06 --> 1:23:19
But isn't it interesting, again, military funded medical research for an appearance of something good, helping a crippled person have a limb they can use because they have one blown off.

594
1:23:19 --> 1:23:28
But yet we know now better than ever that they want to stick these chips in people's head and control and, you know, buy remotely.

595
1:23:28 --> 1:23:35
Matter of fact, if anybody hasn't read the Stephen, now, who is it, Dean Koon's book series called Jane Hawk.

596
1:23:35 --> 1:23:43
It's all about this. It's about injecting people with two shots and nanotechnology gets put in their veins and self assembles.

597
1:23:43 --> 1:23:53
And it turns them into drones, basically. And it can switch on and off by a wireless signal to get people to behave a certain way.

598
1:23:53 --> 1:23:58
And the people aren't even aware they're being controlled. And then, of course, a few people figure it out.

599
1:23:58 --> 1:24:04
They're trying to run from the shots. And a lot of it's almost like invasion of the body snatchers.

600
1:24:04 --> 1:24:09
It's really amazing. But so here I am recovering from my tonsillectomy in January of 2020.

601
1:24:09 --> 1:24:14
And what book do I decide to start reading? Jane Hawk series.

602
1:24:14 --> 1:24:25
Spring of 2020, guys, like long before the Jabs came along before we knew kind of nanotechnology might be in there, at least to the general public.

603
1:24:25 --> 1:24:40
Obviously, some people knew. So, yeah, this is and it seems like a lot of times these sci fi stories and movies and novels, those plots could have been generated originally from the very same

604
1:24:40 --> 1:24:48
entities that are planning all this and then dropping it and downloading it to these authors to create into fiction.

605
1:24:48 --> 1:24:55
And so if you ever want to know what the future is going to be, just read sci fi today. It'll be the future documentary.

606
1:24:55 --> 1:25:01
So and the dystopian ones from the 70s have all come true.

607
1:25:01 --> 1:25:08
So certainly not going to be surprised by anything they come up with next.

608
1:25:08 --> 1:25:24
Yeah. So after Archbishop Vigano spoke last time, Daria, there was immediate criticism from a person we mentioned of what Vigano had said, you know, that he was too narrow in his approach.

609
1:25:24 --> 1:25:33
But I can't see any other kind of spiritual leader for say us who stands out.

610
1:25:33 --> 1:25:42
Vigano is pretty good. And the point was made by people opposing that person that, of course, he knows about the Catholic Church.

611
1:25:42 --> 1:25:50
So he's going to use the Catholic Church as the means of explaining how to get out of this mess.

612
1:25:50 --> 1:25:59
So I just wondered what you thought about that. You know, the criticism that Vigano came from the Catholic Church and he didn't represent everybody.

613
1:25:59 --> 1:26:04
But what's the alternative that we have no leader? No spiritual leader?

614
1:26:04 --> 1:26:12
No, that's a really good point is like, where does, you know, do we, you know, we obviously need some kind of spiritual leader.

615
1:26:12 --> 1:26:17
And I'm pretty sure my spiritual leader is Jesus.

616
1:26:17 --> 1:26:26
Honestly, you know, you can have every prophet, every preacher, every whatever, you know, and we're going to go back to Jesus.

617
1:26:26 --> 1:26:31
But we're also going to look at the Psalms in the Old Testament that he was referencing.

618
1:26:31 --> 1:26:36
OK, remember, everything is you have to take it in its totalitarian.

619
1:26:36 --> 1:26:42
So, you know, the Psalms of Daniel, for example, I mean, that's Old Testament, guys.

620
1:26:42 --> 1:26:46
OK, that's what Jesus was like building on. He was building on all this.

621
1:26:46 --> 1:26:53
And when you take it all in totality, there is no.

622
1:26:53 --> 1:27:04
Yes, I don't know if the word is criticism, but there should be less of a question as to how the dots are all connected and how big a tapestry has been woven.

623
1:27:04 --> 1:27:17
In, you know, the word of God and I it is in other texts, the Koran, I mean, the Abrahamic face, all of them start out pretty much all the same.

624
1:27:17 --> 1:27:21
And then they diverge as these cultures diverged.

625
1:27:21 --> 1:27:33
OK, and and then you have Eastern Eastern religions and if they're spiritual practices, I don't think all of them are worshiping a god, you know.

626
1:27:33 --> 1:27:37
But but there's some sense of a devotion throughout time.

627
1:27:37 --> 1:27:46
What's fascinating in the way I kind of this is one of my simplistic ways of looking at it is the more ancient a civilization was.

628
1:27:46 --> 1:27:56
And if it was pre Abrahamic, OK, pre Judea, what gods did they have to worship?

629
1:27:56 --> 1:27:59
What spiritual entities got here first?

630
1:27:59 --> 1:28:06
Fallen angels, pagan gods being worshiped were demons.

631
1:28:06 --> 1:28:16
And the folks worshiping and didn't know that because the demons were telling them, hey, I'm your god of storms and I'm your god of this or that.

632
1:28:16 --> 1:28:18
And I'm your god of sex and I'm your god of this.

633
1:28:18 --> 1:28:21
And so, OK, you know, and you can see that.

634
1:28:21 --> 1:28:26
But then all of a sudden, somewhere along the way, guys like, all right, enough of this stuff.

635
1:28:26 --> 1:28:33
We're coming in and, you know, Abraham's inspired and, you know, again, I'm paraphrasing so much here.

636
1:28:33 --> 1:28:39
The theologians in the group are going to probably just want to go jump in the lake or something after hearing this.

637
1:28:39 --> 1:28:43
But, you know, I just have to wrap my head around things and understand them.

638
1:28:43 --> 1:28:44
That's kind of what I try to do.

639
1:28:44 --> 1:28:54
And if I get a handle on something and I understand it, it should bear out over time or I need to look at more.

640
1:28:54 --> 1:29:00
And I'm going to just divert real quickly about a guy who I have tremendous respect for.

641
1:29:00 --> 1:29:08
If anybody hasn't seen this guy who studies earthquakes and geographic topography and geology, his name is his nickname is Dutch since.

642
1:29:09 --> 1:29:14
And he actually has a Russian name, but it's D-U-T-C-H-S-I-N-S-E.

643
1:29:14 --> 1:29:27
Go to his YouTube channel and he will put out earthquake warnings for people because he can tell where the next earthquake is going to strike based on the earthquakes that struck on either side of it.

644
1:29:27 --> 1:29:32
And his warnings have saved countless lives over the last 10, 15 years he's been doing this.

645
1:29:32 --> 1:29:36
And he's another one of these people that get canceled. His internet gets cut off.

646
1:29:36 --> 1:29:46
There was some USGS professor for the geology service or one of the university professors that called for him being arrested.

647
1:29:46 --> 1:29:49
Telling the truth. Geez, sound familiar?

648
1:29:49 --> 1:29:52
So but what was great is his predictions don't always come true.

649
1:29:52 --> 1:29:56
And he goes, I have got to go back and look and see what did we miss?

650
1:29:56 --> 1:29:59
What? Why didn't this earthquake strike here?

651
1:29:59 --> 1:30:07
And what he started discovering is a lot of these earthquakes that didn't strike or he forecast they may based on the wave patterns of the what's it called?

652
1:30:07 --> 1:30:11
The low frequency seismic wave.

653
1:30:14 --> 1:30:18
Earth volcanoes started blowing off. So a lot of that energy dissipated a different way.

654
1:30:18 --> 1:30:22
It's kind of fascinating. I'm kind of picking up a lot more about

655
1:30:22 --> 1:30:29
Geophysics, geomagnetic effects, electricity.

656
1:30:29 --> 1:30:32
You can believe how many earthquakes strike at drill sites.

657
1:30:32 --> 1:30:40
Fracking, natural gas, even electrical dams and power generators.

658
1:30:40 --> 1:30:46
Because all that electromagnetic energy is talking to these waves in the earth.

659
1:30:46 --> 1:30:48
You know, everything's connected.

660
1:30:48 --> 1:30:53
It's even possible for seismic activity to be related to what is it? Cyclonic type storms.

661
1:30:53 --> 1:30:56
You know, like hurricanes and things like that.

662
1:30:56 --> 1:31:00
So, you know, we are in an energetic world.

663
1:31:00 --> 1:31:06
And Anna Mejelsa can say much more about this than I can.

664
1:31:06 --> 1:31:10
But I can tell you for a fact that we can't ever ignore that.

665
1:31:10 --> 1:31:16
We have to always be thinking about the whole big picture, not just globally, but universally.

666
1:31:16 --> 1:31:22
And I think about it every day. And I just marvel at, again, God's creation.

667
1:31:22 --> 1:31:25
He thought this all up. And it's so predictable.

668
1:31:25 --> 1:31:31
There was a YouTube video that popped up about mega floods that I was watching yesterday.

669
1:31:31 --> 1:31:37
And I was like, they couldn't figure out how this mega flood happened east of Seattle.

670
1:31:37 --> 1:31:39
In a place called the Scablands.

671
1:31:39 --> 1:31:44
And they had these great animations of an ice dam that burst in Montana.

672
1:31:45 --> 1:31:51
And just boogah, dabs of water, traveled hundreds of miles and eventually dumped into the ocean.

673
1:31:51 --> 1:31:53
Went from east to west.

674
1:31:53 --> 1:31:57
And then at the end, they start talking about how this happens in layers.

675
1:31:57 --> 1:32:03
And it turns out they go, gee, maybe these floods happened over and over again.

676
1:32:03 --> 1:32:10
And when you look at the sediment layers in this area, they're literally evenly spaced like clockwork.

677
1:32:11 --> 1:32:20
So we have to be mindful of the fact that no matter what is built synthetically or naturally on this planet by man,

678
1:32:20 --> 1:32:26
it could be gone in the blink of an eye. Literally.

679
1:32:26 --> 1:32:30
And again, this is where the humility piece comes in.

680
1:32:30 --> 1:32:36
So people like Elon Musk and people like Jeff Bezos, who has a cave built in the side of a mountain,

681
1:32:36 --> 1:32:41
right near his launch pad so he can go up or down when the next bad thing happens.

682
1:32:41 --> 1:32:48
It's like, all right, you got all the money in the world and you're still not going to be able to take it with you, dude.

683
1:32:48 --> 1:32:53
That's why I like these people that are in these evil genius kind of modes.

684
1:32:53 --> 1:32:57
These old farts like Kissinger and Schwab and all these freaks.

685
1:32:57 --> 1:33:04
They want to live forever because this is where they can be mini gods, demigods, whatever, have some power.

686
1:33:04 --> 1:33:08
And where they're going, if they don't, like I said, they got till their last breath.

687
1:33:08 --> 1:33:10
Hope they're listening.

688
1:33:10 --> 1:33:15
You know, eternity is not going to look too good for them.

689
1:33:15 --> 1:33:18
And I don't know.

690
1:33:18 --> 1:33:21
They're not authentic either.

691
1:33:21 --> 1:33:25
So human beings recognize them as not being authentic.

692
1:33:25 --> 1:33:31
And it's just amazing to me that they have such a high opinion of themselves.

693
1:33:31 --> 1:33:39
Maybe they very rarely get challenged, but obviously that's very important that we are all challenged all the time.

694
1:33:39 --> 1:33:45
Well, maybe not to the extent that some of us are.

695
1:33:45 --> 1:33:49
But yeah, so they kind of lose them.

696
1:33:49 --> 1:33:51
So they've got no wisdom.

697
1:33:51 --> 1:33:54
No, they don't have hubris.

698
1:33:54 --> 1:33:56
Sure.

699
1:33:56 --> 1:34:00
And, you know, I've really begun to wonder.

700
1:34:00 --> 1:34:11
So so we human beings, we think the special species and there seems to be no understanding that we're just the last in a long line of dominant species.

701
1:34:11 --> 1:34:16
And we can succumb just like all the other dominant species have before us.

702
1:34:16 --> 1:34:22
And and so so how clever are human beings really?

703
1:34:22 --> 1:34:25
Well, not very clever is my opinion.

704
1:34:25 --> 1:34:29
Certainly can't

705
1:34:29 --> 1:34:32
set themselves up as having the answers to all problems.

706
1:34:32 --> 1:34:34
And they're so arrogant.

707
1:34:34 --> 1:34:36
It's just incredible to me.

708
1:34:36 --> 1:34:40
I just wonder what whether you think the same or whether you.

709
1:34:40 --> 1:34:42
Oh, yes, it's almost humorous anymore.

710
1:34:42 --> 1:34:50
I sit here grinning a little bit because I keep thinking of that character in Alice in Wonderland, the Red Queen.

711
1:34:50 --> 1:34:56
You know, she didn't like even if she did like you, she'd order your head to be removed.

712
1:34:56 --> 1:35:03
OK, I mean, it was so classic of these mad emperors of ancient Rome.

713
1:35:03 --> 1:35:12
And I'm sure they were persecuting people long before, you know, conquering and enslaving them long before Jesus even showed up.

714
1:35:12 --> 1:35:14
OK. And again, it's the same thing.

715
1:35:14 --> 1:35:16
It's the sense of.

716
1:35:16 --> 1:35:18
But then again, they were worshiping demons.

717
1:35:18 --> 1:35:28
And I'm sure they were convinced that that was the way to be and that people were their cattle, just like these same freaks are today.

718
1:35:28 --> 1:35:31
And it's like.

719
1:35:31 --> 1:35:38
Again, this world is just a stepping stone for eternity.

720
1:35:38 --> 1:35:46
And. We've got to try and keep remembering that because life does throw us a lot of drama and trauma.

721
1:35:46 --> 1:35:58
And it's like I'm grateful for today, the sunshine, you know, not I don't have a bunch of frozen deer on my front line because the poor critters like walk all around my house.

722
1:35:58 --> 1:36:01
I had deer tracks walking right up to my front door last night.

723
1:36:01 --> 1:36:04
Where are you in the US?

724
1:36:04 --> 1:36:06
South Central, Indiana.

725
1:36:06 --> 1:36:12
So I mean, I'm in just like your standard neighborhood, the houses everywhere and stuff, but it's wooded.

726
1:36:12 --> 1:36:17
So I've got woods all around me and woodland creatures are everywhere.

727
1:36:17 --> 1:36:23
So I try to throw some food out for them and that type of thing, because I mean, we should just cherish life.

728
1:36:23 --> 1:36:27
Like I said, that's where God is. God is in life and in love.

729
1:36:27 --> 1:36:35
And to go back to what Charles said, there was a really cool YouTube video of Ringo Starr.

730
1:36:35 --> 1:36:41
It was an interview where someone asked him what he what he thought God was.

731
1:36:41 --> 1:36:45
And without a blink of an eye, he said, well, God is love.

732
1:36:45 --> 1:36:51
And he went on to say that he had a big spiritual awakening when he went to see the Maharishi in India.

733
1:36:51 --> 1:36:58
Everybody remembers that the 60s, but that the thing that struck him was the man himself and what an inner peace he had.

734
1:36:58 --> 1:37:00
And I don't know anything about the Maharishi.

735
1:37:00 --> 1:37:05
He could have been a rat bastard, but he was full of joy and life and love.

736
1:37:05 --> 1:37:20
And he when they talked to him about his beliefs, he said something that I kind of smiled because what struck Ringo about Maharishi was that he said, oh, I have no doubt.

737
1:37:20 --> 1:37:22
I have no belief. I know.

738
1:37:22 --> 1:37:33
You know, so when you're touched by that, that light of spirituality, the point where you are beyond doubt,

739
1:37:33 --> 1:37:37
it is just I think that gives you some of that peace.

740
1:37:37 --> 1:37:45
That's part of that letting go, you know, and having that spirit of poverty, in other words, making things simpler.

741
1:37:45 --> 1:37:49
And oh, thank you, Simon. Just put the link in there. It really was cool.

742
1:37:49 --> 1:37:52
I just saw that the other day. I thought, well, that's going to need to pop up on my YouTube.

743
1:37:52 --> 1:37:55
I don't even think I was looking for it.

744
1:37:55 --> 1:37:59
That happens a lot. So those algorithms, they're clever, aren't they?

745
1:37:59 --> 1:38:08
But so, like I said, some technology can be a tool, but like our founding fathers said, freedom is like fire.

746
1:38:08 --> 1:38:16
You know, it has to be in government. It has to be controlled or it's going to be consuming.

747
1:38:16 --> 1:38:19
Technology is the same way. We have to control it ourselves.

748
1:38:19 --> 1:38:23
And if we can't, then it will consume us.

749
1:38:23 --> 1:38:27
So we can't blindly accept that.

750
1:38:30 --> 1:38:40
You know, the what do I want to say that the overlords and the technology is somehow going to make us better than we already are,

751
1:38:40 --> 1:38:46
because I keep saying this transhumanism is a downgrade from God's original intelligent design.

752
1:38:46 --> 1:38:51
And when you think about it at the simplest level, what's one big problem with machines?

753
1:38:51 --> 1:38:59
Any and all your car, your computer, your phone, your toaster, they all break.

754
1:38:59 --> 1:39:06
So if you're all wired into a machine and it breaks, where are you?

755
1:39:06 --> 1:39:11
I'd like to be with the original model myself. I don't even have tattoos or piercings.

756
1:39:11 --> 1:39:17
Never got around to that. Never felt the need to. There's nothing wrong with it.

757
1:39:17 --> 1:39:23
It's just like, man, you know, I didn't feel like I would be more complete with one, but others,

758
1:39:23 --> 1:39:28
it brings them great joy to have had their art and their expression on them.

759
1:39:28 --> 1:39:31
And I think that's wonderful. I see lots of beautiful tattoos.

760
1:39:31 --> 1:39:34
And my friend of mine is a wonderful artist.

761
1:39:34 --> 1:39:41
And so, but but that, you know, it's just what what do you want for yourself?

762
1:39:41 --> 1:39:46
What do you want out of life? And how does that fit with your long term happiness?

763
1:39:46 --> 1:39:49
I think is what we all have to keep asking ourselves.

764
1:39:52 --> 1:39:55
Charles. Is he there?

765
1:39:55 --> 1:40:04
Yes, Stephen. So, you know, we've we've been going for an hour, 40 over to everybody discussion.

766
1:40:04 --> 1:40:07
Thank you, Daria, for those more than an hour.

767
1:40:07 --> 1:40:11
Charles, we're going for an hour and 40 minutes, I said.

768
1:40:11 --> 1:40:16
So we've been going. So it is it is Christmas afternoon, evening.

769
1:40:16 --> 1:40:21
So over to everybody. I'm about to go and do something I have to do.

770
1:40:21 --> 1:40:25
So, Stephen, you're going to be you're going to be in charge.

771
1:40:25 --> 1:40:30
Well, I was going to say that I mean, but for those who want to stay on and talk, that's fine.

772
1:40:30 --> 1:40:34
I'll just turn my thing down so it's not broadcasting all around the house.

773
1:40:34 --> 1:40:41
I think the people who are on tonight are a little bit shy.

774
1:40:41 --> 1:40:45
The noisy ones who are normally on aren't here.

775
1:40:45 --> 1:40:51
But if you stay long enough, you'll probably find a conversation with like minded people.

776
1:40:51 --> 1:40:56
Yeah, there are a couple of questions in here we can try to answer before people hop off.

777
1:40:56 --> 1:40:59
One is, would you please speak to the mark of the beast?

778
1:40:59 --> 1:41:07
And that's a good one, because we keep seeing it everywhere.

779
1:41:07 --> 1:41:13
As far as you like, you said, Stephen, I think that's the simplest way to answer it is right now.

780
1:41:13 --> 1:41:17
The beast is working through technology.

781
1:41:17 --> 1:41:23
So probably the ultimate would be this implanted chip that affects money.

782
1:41:23 --> 1:41:27
And I don't know how far along they are in China, but we better keep an eye on what they're doing to their people,

783
1:41:27 --> 1:41:29
because that would be the mark of the beast for everyone.

784
1:41:29 --> 1:41:31
But here's another thing about the mark of the beast.

785
1:41:31 --> 1:41:35
It's also what is in your heart. You know, think about it.

786
1:41:35 --> 1:41:37
It's in your hand or it's in your head.

787
1:41:38 --> 1:41:44
And if it's put in your head, isn't that a metaphor for a thought?

788
1:41:44 --> 1:41:50
Maybe the mark is having the wrong thought, you know, following, believing the lie.

789
1:41:50 --> 1:41:54
That might be the mark of the beast. You know, and people act on that big lie.

790
1:41:54 --> 1:42:00
Then another one was, what is my dream or wish for 2023?

791
1:42:00 --> 1:42:05
You know, I hope that I hope we can keep indoor plumbing and electricity.

792
1:42:05 --> 1:42:07
I think those would be two big pluses.

793
1:42:07 --> 1:42:13
If not, that's the only materialistic stuff that really could make things a lot less fun in life.

794
1:42:13 --> 1:42:20
But, yeah, I would wish for everyone to have this sounds very Pollyanna,

795
1:42:20 --> 1:42:23
but find that inner peace and that happiness for yourself.

796
1:42:23 --> 1:42:31
And think about the signal and finding that signal through all the noise, because suffering is noise.

797
1:42:32 --> 1:42:43
The New World Order is noise, you know, and it might just be the smallest little thing that gets you on the right path to have more peace.

798
1:42:43 --> 1:42:47
But, you know, again, that's my wish and dream is that everyone finds that.

799
1:42:47 --> 1:42:53
And, you know, we're all creatures of light. Remember that.

800
1:42:53 --> 1:43:00
We make light, we generate waves with what we think and what we feel we put out in the world.

801
1:43:00 --> 1:43:07
So the more of us that can put out goodness and light, the better the world becomes.

802
1:43:07 --> 1:43:13
And if our only purpose in life is to leave this world a better place than we found it, that's what my mom always said to do.

803
1:43:13 --> 1:43:18
Use whatever talents and abilities you have to make this world a better place than you found it.

804
1:43:18 --> 1:43:23
If everyone followed that, it would.

805
1:43:23 --> 1:43:28
I think that's the bare minimum.

806
1:43:28 --> 1:43:32
So anyway.

807
1:43:32 --> 1:43:39
I'm going to shut up for a little bit and have people start talking. You guys want to unmute your mics?

808
1:43:39 --> 1:43:49
Hello, before Charles and Stephen go, I just want to tell them, look for a file from me an email in the next, say half an hour.

809
1:43:49 --> 1:43:53
And then I just want to thank you for looking it over.

810
1:43:53 --> 1:44:01
You guys know what I'm talking about, right? So, yep, yep.

811
1:44:01 --> 1:44:06
Oh, I'm going to need a copy of the chat Charles before you go. So please email it to me because there's a lot of great.

812
1:44:06 --> 1:44:11
I shall. Yep. No, there's good stuff. There's good stuff in the chat. There's great links in the chat.

813
1:44:11 --> 1:44:18
And before we get to Sue, before we get to Sue in today's Australia, yesterday's Australian newspaper.

814
1:44:18 --> 1:44:27
So Rupert Murdoch's Australia wide publication, there's a wonderful full page article by one of their senior writers.

815
1:44:27 --> 1:44:37
Who Greg Sheridan, who also wrote a very, very good book on why Christianity matters, published a couple of years ago.

816
1:44:37 --> 1:44:51
But but he what he wrote about was how how challenging Paul was back 2000 years ago in promoting Christianity to the Corinthians.

817
1:44:51 --> 1:44:58
And it's a beautiful analysis of of in the New Testament, acts of the apostles and the first letter of St.

818
1:44:58 --> 1:45:04
Paul to the Corinthians and how decadent and debauched Corinth was.

819
1:45:04 --> 1:45:11
And and everyone was telling everyone was telling Paul, settle down, settle down, you know, you'll upset people.

820
1:45:11 --> 1:45:18
And, you know, 2000 years later, Christianity, everybody, please understand this.

821
1:45:18 --> 1:45:27
You don't have to believe in Christianity, but the attack on Christianity throughout Australia, throughout England, if Muslims say anything,

822
1:45:27 --> 1:45:31
there's no question no one dares attack Muslims or Hindus.

823
1:45:31 --> 1:45:40
But Christianity is being attacked and and the Christian churches don't stand up to those attacks.

824
1:45:40 --> 1:45:51
It's quite extraordinary. And so this this and this full page article was very instructive that that Christianity seems to have been controversial for all of its existence.

825
1:45:51 --> 1:45:54
I bring that to your awareness, everybody. Sue Frost.

826
1:45:54 --> 1:46:06
Charles, and I wanted to thank you, Daria and Stephen, for the mind stimulating conversation.

827
1:46:06 --> 1:46:25
I what's coming to my mind is that I read an article regarding the original Bible and then the King James Version and the translation to English and how English.

828
1:46:25 --> 1:46:49
Is an inferior language that whereby words can the meaning of words can actually shift, you know, as society as society changes and how and I've I've watched in my world how interesting it is that we it politically use.

829
1:46:49 --> 1:46:57
Religion or Christianity or, you know, good people wouldn't do that.

830
1:46:57 --> 1:47:07
Christian a Christian follows the laws of the land or, you know, there's not a there's a little bit of confusion.

831
1:47:07 --> 1:47:28
It seems like in what you know what one person might perceive is, you know, God's law and what another person might perceive as, you know, this is what a good Christian the way a good Christian would act in.

832
1:47:28 --> 1:47:48
I think part of part of our problem, you know, is that we've gotten lost in this business, religion versus our spiritual, you know, connection with our soul to God.

833
1:47:48 --> 1:48:02
And the idea of, you know, the ego versus, you know, the that soul that or that connection to God and spirit.

834
1:48:02 --> 1:48:18
And so I wondered if you would, you know, if this if you have any thoughts regarding this, I think personally that we are in a battle of a spiritual battle of good versus evil.

835
1:48:18 --> 1:48:31
But the question of what is good and what is evil is, is an ebbing changing concept.

836
1:48:31 --> 1:48:37
I wondered if you have any thoughts regarding that.

837
1:48:37 --> 1:48:50
That's a really good question, Sue, because, you know, real good example of this corruption of language is the fact that it corrupts thought as well.

838
1:48:50 --> 1:48:58
And let me see how long this thing is. Does everybody remember Valerie's letter from the movie V for vendetta.

839
1:48:58 --> 1:49:02
Movie clips kind of with me.

840
1:49:02 --> 1:49:12
Valerie was a persecuted person, prisoner of a tyrannical government in this dystopian film V for Vendetta.

841
1:49:12 --> 1:49:19
And when she was in her prison cell awaiting execution, she she supposedly wrote this letter.

842
1:49:19 --> 1:49:26
This is a fictional story, but she had to do with a massive virus and quarantine camps.

843
1:49:26 --> 1:49:31
So, gee, how about that? Anyway, look it up if you like. It's very cool.

844
1:49:31 --> 1:49:39
Anyway, so here's a letter that another girl who became a prisoner in a similar prisoner situation.

845
1:49:39 --> 1:49:43
I don't want to give it all away, but she's reading this letter. So it's being narrated.

846
1:49:43 --> 1:49:48
Here's how it goes. I know there's no way I can convince you this is not one of their tricks, but I don't care.

847
1:49:48 --> 1:49:53
I am me. My name is Valerie. I don't think I'll live much longer.

848
1:49:53 --> 1:49:57
And I wanted to tell someone about my life. This is the only autobiography that I'll ever write.

849
1:49:57 --> 1:50:02
And God, I'm writing it on toilet paper. I was born in Nottingham in 1985.

850
1:50:02 --> 1:50:06
I don't remember much of those early years, but I do remember the rain.

851
1:50:06 --> 1:50:12
My grandmother owned a farm in Tattlebrook, and she used to tell me that God was in the rain.

852
1:50:12 --> 1:50:17
I passed my 11 plus and went to a girl's grammar. It was at school that I met my first girlfriend.

853
1:50:17 --> 1:50:24
Her name was Sarah. It was her wrists. They were beautiful. I thought we would love each other forever.

854
1:50:24 --> 1:50:30
I remember our teacher telling us that it was an adolescent phase that people outgroup. Sarah did. I didn't.

855
1:50:30 --> 1:50:35
In 2002, I fell in love with a girl named Christina. That year I came out to my parents.

856
1:50:35 --> 1:50:40
I could not have done it without Chris holding my hand. My father wouldn't look at me.

857
1:50:40 --> 1:50:45
He told me to go and never come back. My mother said nothing. I only told them the truth.

858
1:50:45 --> 1:50:51
Was that so selfish? Our integrity sells for so little, but it is all we really have.

859
1:50:51 --> 1:50:56
It is the very last inch of us, and within that inch we are free.

860
1:50:56 --> 1:51:03
I'd always known what I'd wanted to do with my life, and in 2015 I started my first film, The Salt Flats.

861
1:51:03 --> 1:51:08
It was the most important role of my life, not because of my career, but because that was how I met Ruth.

862
1:51:08 --> 1:51:13
The first time we kissed, I knew I never wanted to kiss any other lips but hers again.

863
1:51:13 --> 1:51:19
We moved to a small flat in London together. She grew scarlet carcans for me in our window box.

864
1:51:19 --> 1:51:24
We had a big house in London, and our place always smelled of roses. Those were the best years of my life.

865
1:51:24 --> 1:51:29
But America's war grew worse and worse and eventually came to London.

866
1:51:29 --> 1:51:36
After that, there were no roses anymore, not for anyone. I remember how the meaning of words began to change.

867
1:51:36 --> 1:51:41
How unfamiliar words like collateral and rendition became frightening.

868
1:51:41 --> 1:51:46
Things like Norse fire and the Articles of Allegiance became powerful.

869
1:51:46 --> 1:51:55
I remember how being different became dangerous. I still don't understand why they ate so much.

870
1:51:55 --> 1:52:00
They took Ruth while she was out buying food. I've never cried so hard in my life.

871
1:52:00 --> 1:52:06
It wasn't long until they came for me. It seems strange that my life should end in such a terrible place.

872
1:52:06 --> 1:52:11
But for three years I had roses and apologized to no one. I shall die here.

873
1:52:11 --> 1:52:17
Every inch we shall perish. Every inch but one. An inch.

874
1:52:17 --> 1:52:21
It is small and it is fragile and is the only thing in the world worth having.

875
1:52:21 --> 1:52:26
You must never lose it or give it away. You must never let it take it from us.

876
1:52:26 --> 1:52:33
I hope that whoever you are, you escape this place. I hope that the world turns and that things get better.

877
1:52:33 --> 1:52:40
But what I hope most of all is that you understand what I mean when I tell you that even though I do not know you

878
1:52:40 --> 1:52:48
and even though I may not meet you, laugh with you, cry with you or kiss you, I love you with all my heart. I love you, Valerie.

879
1:52:48 --> 1:52:54
That's just a part of a dystopian, sci-fi, violent movie.

880
1:52:54 --> 1:53:01
It's about a rebel and it's about a plague and it's about a tyrannical government.

881
1:53:01 --> 1:53:10
It's brilliant. It's just brilliant. I'm not commenting on any of the social norms being described in there, but get back with me.

882
1:53:10 --> 1:53:18
Getting back to what you were asking about the Bible and words, that phrase is what I wanted to share with you, Sue.

883
1:53:18 --> 1:53:23
The danger of the distortion of the definition of words.

884
1:53:23 --> 1:53:28
That's why I said try to get back to the oldest.

885
1:53:28 --> 1:53:38
I wish I would have learned German and Latin and French and whatever else everybody's speaking in here because I'd love to be able to converse with everyone better.

886
1:53:38 --> 1:53:43
I went to brain surgery school instead. We didn't learn very much Latin.

887
1:53:43 --> 1:53:48
But like I said, St. Jerome in the third century locked himself in a cave somewhere.

888
1:53:48 --> 1:53:57
He had all the ancient manuscripts. He had the Hebrew. He had the, what was it? I want to say Syrian. That's not right.

889
1:53:57 --> 1:54:01
Aramaic, all the different texts, Latin from all the apostles.

890
1:54:01 --> 1:54:06
And he transcribed them into Latin Vulgate so that the Bible would have all one language.

891
1:54:06 --> 1:54:10
So it was the closest thing to the original writings as possible.

892
1:54:10 --> 1:54:26
And Latin Vulgate, that was the Bible up until the British Henry VIII when he formed the Church of England and started persecuting Catholics and chased them all off.

893
1:54:26 --> 1:54:33
So at that time that happened, some of the priests who escaped or monks or whatever they were went to France.

894
1:54:33 --> 1:54:40
And they wanted to create an English Bible as close to the Latin Vulgate Bible that they had been using.

895
1:54:40 --> 1:54:46
And so they published, they went to two universities to make sure the translation was accurate.

896
1:54:46 --> 1:54:54
And it was Dewey and Reims. So our French friends in here, Dewey Reims is the name of the Bible.

897
1:54:54 --> 1:55:00
And that's the one we use as old timey trad people, which I'm just now a new trad, I guess.

898
1:55:00 --> 1:55:09
But anyway, there is even somebody, bless his heart, there's a guy who actually found and put up on the Internet.

899
1:55:09 --> 1:55:20
And I don't have a link to put up right now, but it is the old English version, the original one that was translated from Latin to Middle English, not old English, Middle English.

900
1:55:20 --> 1:55:22
And this was in the late 1500s.

901
1:55:22 --> 1:55:44
And very shortly after the Dewey Reims translation occurred, a panel of Church of England scholars also felt like they had to get an all English version of the Bible at the same time.

902
1:55:44 --> 1:55:46
And this is the King James Bible.

903
1:55:46 --> 1:55:55
So it was done by a panel of guys translating versus these experts at these two universities and these Catholic monks.

904
1:55:55 --> 1:56:00
So King James Bible, and I may be wrong about this, I hope there's a scholar out there that can correct me.

905
1:56:00 --> 1:56:10
But if I'm not mistaken, it was more the Church of England's, I don't want to say version of the Bible, but the translation.

906
1:56:10 --> 1:56:18
And it's still pretty faithful, I think, but I'm sure if I went verse by verse and line by line, we'd find some differences and we'd have to go, OK, why is that?

907
1:56:18 --> 1:56:29
And then sometime in the 1800s, someone went, another group of scholars, all they did was cleaned up the Middle English to put it into like regular English.

908
1:56:29 --> 1:56:31
And that's the Bible we read now.

909
1:56:31 --> 1:56:34
It was like copyrighted in the 1800s.

910
1:56:35 --> 1:56:38
So you're right. When words get changed.

911
1:56:38 --> 1:56:43
And this is something I caught very interestingly this summer.

912
1:56:43 --> 1:56:50
When I went to one of these Novus Ordo Vatican II Masses for my aunt's funeral in West Virginia.

913
1:56:50 --> 1:57:03
And again, lovely people, but I could not believe after me, you know, and it was the same kind of mass that I was, you know, going to church every day for eight years of my life in grade school, because, you know, Vatican II was already

914
1:57:03 --> 1:57:12
rip-roared by then, 60s. But the difference is, if you don't know the differences, Latin Mass, the priest faces the tabernacle.

915
1:57:12 --> 1:57:19
In this Novus Ordo Mass, the priest is conducting all the sacraments with his back to the tabernacle.

916
1:57:19 --> 1:57:29
And I caught so many different changes that diminish the meaning and the intensity of the service.

917
1:57:29 --> 1:57:40
It was troubling. But one of the things that was the the the Gospel readings and the Epistle readings, they were using a new version of the Bible.

918
1:57:40 --> 1:57:54
And this should trouble anyone. In the Dewey-Reym's Latin Vulgate Bible, these readings talked of Christ in the present tense.

919
1:57:54 --> 1:58:09
And every single one of them in the readings of this Mass, and also the one when they brought her remains back, her ashes back to Northwest Indiana, we had a second Mass for her.

920
1:58:09 --> 1:58:19
Same thing. Every reading changed the, in this new version of the Bible, this Novus Ordo was using, changed it to past tense.

921
1:58:19 --> 1:58:29
Jesus was instead of Jesus is. Now you tell me, if something was, does that mean it is no more?

922
1:58:29 --> 1:58:37
Okay, I just, it didn't sit right with me. It bothered the snot out of me. And I said, because they asked me to go up and do a reading.

923
1:58:37 --> 1:58:45
And I was like, what are you talking about? Well, it turns out that's kind of heretical for a traditional person to go up and stand where the priest stands and read a verse.

924
1:58:46 --> 1:58:53
You know, they turned it into, this is harsh. I don't want to offend anybody that goes to Novus Ordo Mass and is devout.

925
1:58:53 --> 1:58:58
I mean, my aunt, she prayed the rosary every day. She didn't stop just because she went to Novus Ordo church.

926
1:58:58 --> 1:59:06
But it's almost like it's turned into some kind of show. And I love the fact that there was an interview by Shia LaBeouf.

927
1:59:06 --> 1:59:11
He's an actor. So you probably know who he is. He was in Transformers.

928
1:59:11 --> 1:59:24
He got cast as Padre Pio. He was a priest in Italy, I think it was during World War I, who, or might have been World War II, ended up carrying the stigmata.

929
1:59:24 --> 1:59:32
And he was like a no-nonsense, very devout man. And Shia LaBeouf was about to commit suicide. He gets this movie part.

930
1:59:32 --> 1:59:45
And he starts walking in the footsteps and researching life Padre Pio. And all of a sudden he like, not all of a sudden, but over the course of several months, he converted and became a traditional Catholic in the Latin Mass.

931
1:59:45 --> 1:59:52
And it was partly by walking in this man's shoes, literally for a movie role. And it changed his whole life.

932
1:59:52 --> 2:00:00
But he said that when he would go to different churches in California and watch the Masses, he goes, some of these services I went to,

933
2:00:00 --> 2:00:08
I felt like they were trying to sell me a car. And he said, when I went to this traditional Latin Mass, it was like they weren't trying to sell me anything.

934
2:00:08 --> 2:00:18
We were all there together in this worship. In other words, it was more humble. I think it was more humble.

935
2:00:18 --> 2:00:24
In other words, you don't have to convince us of anything. That's why we're here. And that's something I'm having a hard time putting into words.

936
2:00:24 --> 2:00:33
But yes, words matter and changing. That's how subtle it is. And you know what? Those are the acts of men. And men are influenced by darkness.

937
2:00:33 --> 2:00:41
They don't even know it. This is the big danger about ego, hubris, vanity.

938
2:00:41 --> 2:00:47
Why do you have to change the word is to was? What good does that do?

939
2:00:47 --> 2:01:00
Okay. And so if you can, I'm biased because I feel like, why would I want to read the Journal of Irreproducible Results?

940
2:01:00 --> 2:01:08
It was an old spoof science journal that had fake science in it. But it was supposed to be comedy for entertainment value.

941
2:01:08 --> 2:01:16
Why would I want that when I can go to this and know it's rock solid? And so that's just my perspective.

942
2:01:16 --> 2:01:26
And if you ever talk to anybody who's converted into a traditional faith from some other maybe Protestant or whatever, it's by their own choice.

943
2:01:26 --> 2:01:36
No one told them to do it, but they saw more truth. And there's a new convert in our church right now who is going through catechism with the little kids.

944
2:01:36 --> 2:01:43
And he goes, I have gotten happier and happier and happier since he found this faith.

945
2:01:43 --> 2:01:53
And he's at peace. And he says, my family sees it. I see it. It was like, it's such a wonderful thing to see that he figured it out for himself.

946
2:01:53 --> 2:02:04
And we either do or we don't. And for those who are happy and content and at peace where they are, they may be on the right vibe.

947
2:02:04 --> 2:02:15
I'm not going to judge them. But if you're still looking or if there's something that's not adding up, like Daniel Nagase said a few weeks ago,

948
2:02:15 --> 2:02:26
because when things don't add up and something's out of place, that should have you keep... Oh, thank you, Jerry. God bless you. Merry Christmas.

949
2:02:27 --> 2:02:32
That basically, keep looking. Don't give up.

950
2:02:32 --> 2:02:40
And just the answers will come to you. I firmly believe that. But it comes from a place of humility.

951
2:02:40 --> 2:02:50
That's why so many people are saved, if you will, from the depths of alcoholism or drug abuse when they hit rock bottom.

952
2:02:50 --> 2:02:56
When you've got nothing left to lose, I don't think you could be more humbled.

953
2:02:56 --> 2:03:08
And that's a fact. You know, either I look up or I give up. That's really what it boils down to.

954
2:03:08 --> 2:03:16
I want to say this isn't really a question, but the conversation had briefly covered.

955
2:03:16 --> 2:03:21
And thank you for that. The idea of worshipping gods.

956
2:03:21 --> 2:03:35
And I personally have such a hard time breaking away from my phone and computer because the biggest part of my communications is technology.

957
2:03:35 --> 2:03:42
And it probably keeps me from going out in my own neighborhood and finding local solutions.

958
2:03:42 --> 2:03:52
Oh, yeah. And so I just wanted to say, I think that's part of the, you know, sometimes I wonder if that's part of the whole divide and conquer.

959
2:03:52 --> 2:04:04
Let's get them so, you know, wound up and stressed out that they'll be searching everywhere online and they won't really see what's really happening,

960
2:04:04 --> 2:04:11
which is, you know, every country's national sovereignty is being dissolved.

961
2:04:11 --> 2:04:18
And so I just wanted to make that statement. And then I thank you so much for your talk today.

962
2:04:18 --> 2:04:24
Oh, thanks. I'm just like I said, I was I don't want to bore anybody. I love you guys.

963
2:04:24 --> 2:04:30
And like I said, a lot of times I don't say a word because you're always smarter than I am.

964
2:04:30 --> 2:04:44
You know, I just don't think I can hold a candle to some of the research and deep dives that everyone has done and bringing everyone's talents to bear is giving us a greater

965
2:04:44 --> 2:04:53
understanding of what we're up against. And I think we need every piece of this puzzle, every thread in this tapestry.

966
2:04:53 --> 2:05:08
And I guess what I'm troubled by, because I've looked at this for such a long time, is that no matter how bad we think, how low we think they can go, they can do worse.

967
2:05:08 --> 2:05:14
And I don't think there's anything more barbaric than slaughtering an unborn baby.

968
2:05:14 --> 2:05:29
I mean, it's just, and again, when you have Satanists wanting to lobby for their religious right to abortion because it's a ritual for them.

969
2:05:29 --> 2:05:35
It's like, okay, that's really gross, you know, and that should make people scratch their heads.

970
2:05:35 --> 2:05:43
So, but again, so many souls are so confused right now. So many people are so lost.

971
2:05:43 --> 2:05:55
And we don't know how much noise is drowning out that signal of that inner voice of intuition that people should have.

972
2:05:55 --> 2:06:15
And you're right, if people can remove themselves from the technology and think about some of the ancient Eastern wisdom of contemplating a blade of grass, you know, feeling the rays of sun on your face, you know, feeling again, it's going back to energy and vibration ironically on a science level.

973
2:06:15 --> 2:06:25
But that's where you start to get dialed back in. And I can't tell you how many people I've talked to who got away from their machines.

974
2:06:25 --> 2:06:42
And their thinking cleared up their mood cleared up. And I don't like getting blasted with bad news all day long. It's, I have to like get summaries of the C 21 X and C 19 D groups because some days I just can't dive into it all.

975
2:06:42 --> 2:06:54
And I have to keep asking myself, well, how does this help us going forward? And I just literally, a lot of times I just pray and go, God bless the people that are working on this.

976
2:06:54 --> 2:07:07
Keep their spirits up and keep keep them fighting that good fight. It really comes down to being a happy warrior. You know, I want everybody in here, you know, Simon asked earlier, what was my wish for 2023? I want happy warriors.

977
2:07:08 --> 2:07:26
And, you know, we all need to be that way. And like I said, it do that be humble. So, you know, I don't think anybody wants to have to give a boulder stuff, you know, because it's convenient, you know, but if you're emotionally attached to something, that's a whole different story.

978
2:07:26 --> 2:07:40
And I'll tell you, here's a funny story. This mug right here, I took it to church and somebody pitched my lid and I'm like, that's my coffee mug for the gas station to get the good coffee.

979
2:07:40 --> 2:07:49
And it bugged me for a couple days. I'm like, hey dumbass, just go on Amazon and look for a new lid. And I did. Where'd it go?

980
2:07:50 --> 2:07:52
Drop it in here.

981
2:07:52 --> 2:07:56
Now I got a purple lid. I had a white lid. So now I have a new lid.

982
2:07:56 --> 2:08:02
Because I can't normally drink like this. I'll pour it on my shirt. I saw I need a straw.

983
2:08:02 --> 2:08:09
My straw is not working right now. So anyway, yeah, I got my nose out of joint about a lid on a coffee mug. I thought that was stupid.

984
2:08:09 --> 2:08:14
It just took me a little while to not worry about it.

985
2:08:14 --> 2:08:21
Plus I have like maybe a dozen of these, but this was my favorite, my new favorite from when I went to Michigan this summer.

986
2:08:21 --> 2:08:27
And it's just stupid. You know, we've got to stop ourselves from getting caught up in stupid stuff.

987
2:08:27 --> 2:08:33
It's too easy to do. So we're all human and we're all susceptible to it.

988
2:08:33 --> 2:08:43
We just have to be mindful of that. So, yeah, when we look at all these Eastern philosophies, there's so much wisdom in there.

989
2:08:43 --> 2:08:54
And that's why you see, you know, Buddhists and other religions, people are at inner peace because they have that sense of connection.

990
2:08:54 --> 2:08:59
And maybe they don't call it God, but maybe God's working through them.

991
2:08:59 --> 2:09:07
You know, but this is my reference frame. It's kind of where I was, you know, sort of raised in it, baptized in it.

992
2:09:07 --> 2:09:15
You know, everybody's we're all walking in the right direction and we're just on different paths. And that's that's the way I see it.

993
2:09:15 --> 2:09:28
And I just when you know, I still think the rules to live by are in the Ten Commandments and, you know, looking at things like vices versus virtues and

994
2:09:28 --> 2:09:38
avoid the vices and because, you know, they really do weaken us and drive us to do things we shouldn't.

995
2:09:38 --> 2:09:48
And, you know, whether you're afraid of God or not, you know, look at the sin of abortion is a result of sins of the flesh.

996
2:09:48 --> 2:09:57
And I know that sounds very preachy, but, you know, if you really dig on it, maybe I've turned into an old fashioned church lady.

997
2:09:57 --> 2:10:04
I don't know, but all these liberal mores of the 60s and 70s are really coming back to bite us right now.

998
2:10:04 --> 2:10:09
And I think it's part of the reason we're in the trouble we're in, because everything went, you know, everything goes.

999
2:10:09 --> 2:10:14
Do what you feel like. It's like, well, that sounds like what the devil told Eve with the outlaw.

1000
2:10:14 --> 2:10:27
You know, hey, you could be as gods, but, you know, anybody who knows law knows that the word as is not the same as being, you know, you never told them they would be gods.

1001
2:10:27 --> 2:10:32
There's a hilarious skit on YouTube, but Johnny Carson and Betty White playing Adam and Eve.

1002
2:10:32 --> 2:10:38
They've been married for 900 years and now Eve wanted a divorce.

1003
2:10:38 --> 2:10:50
And then when it came time to call the lawyer for the divorce paperwork, Staten comes out and he's the lawyer.

1004
2:10:50 --> 2:10:54
It's like the best punchline ever.

1005
2:10:54 --> 2:11:07
And I think that was Harvey Corman or one of those old comedians, but, you know, you guys can find that on YouTube, you'll just die laughing because they're like cracking all these suggested jokes but not dirty jokes, you know, because it was in what is that 60s, 70s,

1006
2:11:07 --> 2:11:12
whenever that came out, but it was really funny.

1007
2:11:12 --> 2:11:15
But,

1008
2:11:15 --> 2:11:22
yeah, it's, even if you're an atheist, the Bible has a lot of good nuggets. So, read it.

1009
2:11:22 --> 2:11:34
You know, if you know Latin, and you could read it in Latin, I guess that'd be the coolest thing but I guess that's a hard language to learn. That's why I'm afraid to pronounce things but I do my pray along with my

1010
2:11:34 --> 2:11:49
I do my Franciscan friars on my rosary. Rosaries are awesome. They really are. I mean, any repetitive prayer bead type meditation, and this one's, you know, 20 minutes long.

1011
2:11:49 --> 2:11:52
And that's the same whether it's in English or in Latin.

1012
2:11:52 --> 2:12:01
That 20 minutes of getting that rhythm and cadence. Again, it's almost musical.

1013
2:12:01 --> 2:12:07
And whatever prayers you're saying that are repetitive like that.

1014
2:12:07 --> 2:12:09
That's doing something for your brain.

1015
2:12:09 --> 2:12:25
It's very powerful. And however you do that, breathing is involved as well. So to get back to some of our other speakers and what they talked about with breathing and relaxation and focus is like, just make that time.

1016
2:12:25 --> 2:12:33
And I do it right, right before I get out of bed and right after I go to bed. And so in other words, it's not like taking a chunk out of my day.

1017
2:12:33 --> 2:12:38
You know, unless I'm, yeah, Karen, you're right. It's all about intention.

1018
2:12:38 --> 2:12:50
So, but again we do says we are humans having some, some habits to make it easier to reach and grab for something and go okay, this is my touchdown.

1019
2:12:50 --> 2:12:58
That helps me just random intentions and I can't do that. I guess I'm a creature of habit I had to do my surgeries the same way every time.

1020
2:12:58 --> 2:13:08
And so that brings me comfort as well to know that there is something I can do every day without.

1021
2:13:08 --> 2:13:14
A, it doesn't get boring, because my mind always sort of wanders to whatever I need to be thinking about.

1022
2:13:14 --> 2:13:27
I prayed that everyone in here gets blessed and gets over their troubles and their difficulties and their stresses and I think when people pray for us, whether we know it or not, I think it helps us and I really

1023
2:13:27 --> 2:13:36
think the reason I'm alive today is probably because people that cared about me prayed for me. I really do. I never thought of it that way before. Don't ever take anything for granted.

1024
2:13:36 --> 2:13:39
I guess that's the bottom line.

1025
2:13:39 --> 2:13:47
You know, be grateful for every, every good thing and try to learn from the bad things so you can be grateful for the lesson you learn.

1026
2:13:47 --> 2:13:52
It's not always going to work out that way, but, you know,

1027
2:13:52 --> 2:13:57
That was a really good question, Sue.

1028
2:13:57 --> 2:14:02
Is anybody else here? Were you the only one with your hand up?

1029
2:14:02 --> 2:14:07
Oh no, Simon and John have their hand up.

1030
2:14:07 --> 2:14:12
Cramp already.

1031
2:14:12 --> 2:14:25
Yeah, on your meditation I just finished watching a video of my brother being on national TV in Belgium, trying to make in mindfulness, meditate the whole Belgium together.

1032
2:14:25 --> 2:14:28
Good on him, he's really well.

1033
2:14:28 --> 2:14:36
But my question was related to...

1034
2:14:36 --> 2:14:38
Oh, sorry, are you hearing me fine?

1035
2:14:38 --> 2:14:40
Yeah, I can hear you great.

1036
2:14:40 --> 2:14:45
Sorry.

1037
2:14:45 --> 2:14:52
The whole thing about learning from pain and you said, you know, when you have nothing to lose and all that.

1038
2:14:52 --> 2:14:59
Personally, if I look back, my best experience of learning something was when I was in a camp of...

1039
2:14:59 --> 2:15:13
It was a brother, which is in France, which was a little village where there was about 3000 people in a religious setting, singing and singing and kind of living together for a week.

1040
2:15:13 --> 2:15:23
And the positivity there was so amazing that you almost start, you know, in their silence moments in the church, you almost start, you know, flipping without drugs and no drugs person.

1041
2:15:23 --> 2:15:26
But it kind of feels like you're going away.

1042
2:15:26 --> 2:15:34
And I try to get back to that by going about 40, about 35, 40 days alone in the desert.

1043
2:15:34 --> 2:15:35
But it didn't work.

1044
2:15:35 --> 2:15:36
Just smoke cigarettes.

1045
2:15:36 --> 2:15:47
But the thing is, the essence there is you have this learning style from cat or monkey when they say, you know, you either learn from yourself or you're being dragged there.

1046
2:15:47 --> 2:15:57
But whether it's positive or negative, we tend to focus so much with religion on, you know, suffering brings us somewhere, you know, Jesus suffering and so on.

1047
2:15:57 --> 2:16:04
But we don't really look at when the environment is turned into such a positive environment.

1048
2:16:04 --> 2:16:15
You actually, at least I had better experience in getting, you know, in a better headspace than from negativity.

1049
2:16:15 --> 2:16:18
What's your thought on that, Daria?

1050
2:16:18 --> 2:16:23
Well, you know, you're 100 percent right, because we need that.

1051
2:16:23 --> 2:16:40
It's empowering to be in that positive energy and hopefully having those moments, whether you're by yourself or in a group where you have that sense of an uplifting experience,

1052
2:16:41 --> 2:16:49
will strengthen you then to go back to facing the negativity and the conflict and the suffering.

1053
2:16:49 --> 2:16:53
You're right, because it takes a very special person.

1054
2:16:53 --> 2:16:58
I call my mom a martyr complex to suffer with a smile.

1055
2:16:58 --> 2:17:01
And it's like, I can't do that.

1056
2:17:01 --> 2:17:07
I mean, I think my sister-in-law's family all caused my mom out St.

1057
2:17:07 --> 2:17:14
Rosemary because she she was crippled with arthritis and she had heart problems, all these horrible things.

1058
2:17:14 --> 2:17:19
But yet she evoked love and compassion for everyone.

1059
2:17:19 --> 2:17:26
She was an art school teacher and she never thought she did anything positive in her life, you know, except for having us kids.

1060
2:17:26 --> 2:17:28
But her students loved her.

1061
2:17:28 --> 2:17:42
Matter of fact, when I would go back to Northwest Indiana for Proggy Fest, run into my classmates or they recognize me as Rosemary's daughter, they go, first thing to say, hey, Dar, how's your mom?

1062
2:17:42 --> 2:17:44
Not how are you? How's your mom?

1063
2:17:44 --> 2:17:51
It's like, oh, yeah, mom's OK, you know, or mom's, you know, having open heart surgery or whatever was going on at the time.

1064
2:17:51 --> 2:17:54
But I used to smile because I thought they loved her.

1065
2:17:54 --> 2:17:59
She affected them just from one art class in high school that they took with her.

1066
2:17:59 --> 2:18:02
You know, she just brought out the best in people.

1067
2:18:02 --> 2:18:17
And so, yeah, having having someone with that positive energy and the more you look, you know, more you have less, let's just say you have your radar antennas up for that, the more you're going to find good people.

1068
2:18:17 --> 2:18:20
And it's almost like it'll compound even in the worst environment.

1069
2:18:20 --> 2:18:27
And when you see someone that's deeply troubled, they're usually a jackass to you.

1070
2:18:27 --> 2:18:33
And you just got to go, you know, for your first experience might be for self-preservation, you want to get away from them.

1071
2:18:33 --> 2:18:39
But then you can still send them positive energy and vibrations and maybe smile at them if you see them again.

1072
2:18:40 --> 2:18:46
You know, because we don't know what's kind of turmoil is going on in people's lives to make them snap.

1073
2:18:46 --> 2:18:53
And so, yeah, that's a really good point, though, taking a break.

1074
2:18:53 --> 2:19:01
And you were so lucky to find that or, you know, you know, you were smart to to recognize that was going to be a good experience.

1075
2:19:01 --> 2:19:04
And, you know, we all need that periodically.

1076
2:19:04 --> 2:19:07
I went to a nice function.

1077
2:19:07 --> 2:19:10
It was the crusade Congress with Mike Church.

1078
2:19:10 --> 2:19:13
You know that he's the guy that edited this book here.

1079
2:19:13 --> 2:19:15
See, there it is.

1080
2:19:15 --> 2:19:18
Humility of heart. That's him down here at the bottom.

1081
2:19:18 --> 2:19:22
So, yeah, crusade channel had the best group of people.

1082
2:19:22 --> 2:19:42
And we talked about having local points of meeting and regions so we can if the you know what hits the fan that we could at least have contacts know who's able to do what I volunteered to be a librarian even though I don't know anything about being a librarian.

1083
2:19:42 --> 2:19:45
And I saved my medical supplies from my office.

1084
2:19:45 --> 2:19:47
So that's about all I want.

1085
2:19:47 --> 2:20:05
But, um, yeah, everybody has different levels of expertise. So just having a whole new network. And like this group, I mean, I don't I can't tell you folks how many lives you saved by networking with complete strangers that each of us has gotten a phone call.

1086
2:20:05 --> 2:20:13
Hey, I'm sick. What should I do? And I think we've all done this put up something in the emails and go, Hey, can you help my friend? What should we do?

1087
2:20:13 --> 2:20:26
You know, you all have helped me tremendously when I was going through that whole black mold allergy I thought was coded six times in the last year and a half. And it's like, wow, you know, I got a black seat well and all kinds of stuff I would have ever thought to do.

1088
2:20:26 --> 2:20:36
I've not heard about it from our COVID-19 study group and our medical doctors for public ethics. You know, that's that's huge to

1089
2:20:36 --> 2:21:04
We find each other, you know, it's it's, are we are we resonating? You know, is there a vibration thing? But I do believe it goes far beyond the technology. And, you know, maybe hopefully now after all of this, even if the lights go out, we can have some sense of at least gratitude, knowing that we have good people all over. And hopefully we'll learn how to find each other.

1090
2:21:04 --> 2:21:31
You know, but yeah, that's your right. And yeah, here's another good one for you. I learned in neurosurgery residency that it's good to learn from your own mistakes. But it's way better to learn from somebody else. And if one of my colleagues, you know, training like did something wrong, and they got yelled at, oh, I'm not going to do that. You know, it's like, you learn a lesson without having to pay the price, you know. So I'm always grateful for that.

1091
2:21:31 --> 2:21:32
But yeah.

1092
2:21:34 --> 2:21:37
Who else? Did you? Did that answer your question?

1093
2:21:39 --> 2:21:42
Thank you, Johnson. Thank you.

1094
2:21:43 --> 2:21:44
You bet.

1095
2:21:45 --> 2:21:46
Hello.

1096
2:21:47 --> 2:21:51
So there's a Bible app called you version.

1097
2:21:51 --> 2:22:13
And if you load the Bible app called you version, you get like 200 different versions of the Bible. And so when I sit in Bible study and I talk to the guys, and we talk about the verses, I'm always flipping between my favorite versions. You know, the oh gosh, there's the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the Bible.

1098
2:22:13 --> 2:22:34
I'm always flipping between my favorite versions. You know, the oh gosh, there's the can't think right now, the amplified version, the American version, the James version, the those are my ones that go to.

1099
2:22:34 --> 2:22:56
But the regular James version is, is very difficult to understand. So if you go to the contemporary or the common English, then it's easier to understand some of the things. But you also have to take into the fact that take into account the fact that as you earlier, and this is why I raised my hand, the English language is an amalgam.

1100
2:22:56 --> 2:23:11
It's it's a bastardization of languages really. I mean, it starts out Germanic, and then you throw in some Latin and some other crazy stuff. So we have the absence of gender, the absence of gender and nouns, but then you've got the Latin, which kind of confuses everything.

1101
2:23:11 --> 2:23:27
But anyway, if you do go back to the roots of the Latin, or it's really not Latin, but a lot of stuff went to Greek first and then back to Latin. So you've got double translation errors happening.

1102
2:23:27 --> 2:23:44
We had a guy who was very, he had a PhD in this from Catholic University, and he was he was really good. I mean, who would be reading a passage, he could tell you the weather, you know, oh, well, it was raining a lot during this time of year during this passage in this place.

1103
2:23:44 --> 2:24:00
And by the way, they had this this this house was this big. He just knew all the details and could talk about the life and times during each passage. So that was really good to have them as a reference. But and he he knew Greek fluently and old Greek as well.

1104
2:24:00 --> 2:24:24
So yeah, no, I definitely agree with you on the words and how they they've changed the King James. It's just too difficult for me to understand many times. But if you read the contemporary English, and then if you've taken any languages like either Spanish or French or Portuguese or anything like that, you can kind of understand what they're trying to get at.

1105
2:24:24 --> 2:24:46
And a single word or even a comma placement changes the meaning entirely. So it's yeah, it's almost fun to to look at all the different meanings and and, you know, to contemplate contemplate what what are they trying to convey or what is God trying to convey through that verse?

1106
2:24:46 --> 2:25:15
And lastly, I'll say you mentioned some of the Eastern philosophies. And I would say, you know, my favorite book is Proverbs. And the one liners in there are just there's just so much wisdom of the one liners of Proverbs. When I tell people who are not religious, you know, it's just just because it's the Bible doesn't mean you have to avoid it. There, there, you know, probably was more than five, six, 7000 years of wisdom in in one liners and Proverbs that can help you through that.

1107
2:25:16 --> 2:25:31
You know, you can help you through life with your family and your child raising and all kinds of stuff. So, you know, I recommend I recommend Proverbs to to non Christians who just, you know, looking for a guide to life. I just wanted to comment on you version.

1108
2:25:31 --> 2:25:37
If you download it onto your phone, it's wonderful and you can easily flip between versions.

1109
2:25:37 --> 2:25:51
There are two websites that do that. I think Bible gateway is another one. And it is kind of fun because you can pull up multiple translations for different Bibles or multiple verses and see how similar how they're different.

1110
2:25:51 --> 2:25:57
Another one that was interesting when I went to Bible gateway.

1111
2:25:57 --> 2:26:00
Let me see if I can find it.

1112
2:26:00 --> 2:26:14
I forgot to mention this Safari. So I have another app that's a great Bible. That's pretty good too. And then if you really like in Catholicism, we, we start out with the reading from the Old Testament in each, each mass.

1113
2:26:14 --> 2:26:31
And if instead of reading it from one of those Bibles, if you use the there's, there's a version that the Jews use, it's really awesome. And you can look at the verses don't actually correlate exactly they to kind of skip some the numbers aren't right.

1114
2:26:31 --> 2:26:36
But anyway, the Torah, the Tannac.

1115
2:26:36 --> 2:26:43
There's a lot of really good stuff in that one. I'd highly recommend that. What's that called

1116
2:26:43 --> 2:26:45
Safari.

1117
2:26:45 --> 2:26:52
S E F A R I A. Yeah, it's it's and you can switch between Hebrew like who can read that but

1118
2:26:52 --> 2:26:53
Hebrew.

1119
2:26:53 --> 2:26:57
When you hear, oh, what is it.

1120
2:26:57 --> 2:27:01
It's a translation from Aramaic.

1121
2:27:01 --> 2:27:03
Well, the original.

1122
2:27:03 --> 2:27:18
Well, I can ship the books in the Bible or then I've been a lot of Hebrew. But yeah, Aramaic, which is, I think, wasn't that like Syrian, like the area of Syria, I'm not sure.

1123
2:27:18 --> 2:27:29
Well, that's what they spoke in where Christ was at the time of Christ. That's why Mel Gibson made the whole passion in Aramaic.

1124
2:27:29 --> 2:27:33
Because he wanted it to be authentic.

1125
2:27:33 --> 2:27:41
I'm gonna have to type it in here because I think that's the right one. Aramaic Bible translation. Here it is. I'm just Googling here.

1126
2:27:41 --> 2:27:51
Oh, there's an Aramaic alphabet. Oh, this is something interesting kind of like a little side note to how pictographic.

1127
2:27:51 --> 2:28:03
A lot of ancient languages were including Aramaic and even Chinese script, everything, communicate thoughts so much more clearly than we do with language.

1128
2:28:03 --> 2:28:21
With English language. And it's some people would, you know, that are of the purists would say that there's something almost diabolical about the alpha numeric, you know, language construct, you know, that because it can be meanings can be twisted.

1129
2:28:21 --> 2:28:29
So I think what it means is that we just have to be vigilant and pay attention to what we're looking at.

1130
2:28:29 --> 2:28:36
Oops, that's it. I keep typing in the wrong thing here. I'm an Aramaic translation Bible.

1131
2:28:36 --> 2:28:40
But there's an Aramaic Bible.

1132
2:28:40 --> 2:28:55
You know, I mean, there's the written and then there's the spoken, and they don't necessarily correlate. You think like Turkish was not even a language until General Adator put it together and created the alphabet and that's not even 100 years old.

1133
2:28:55 --> 2:29:05
It's a really cool alphabet if you ever want to take a look at the Turkish alphabet. But it's where it's where Europe and Asia met and they spoke everything there.

1134
2:29:05 --> 2:29:17
You know, you had the Arabs and then you had the Italians and Portuguese trading, and they all came together. So when I went there I looked, I looked at the alphabet, figured out how to pronounce the letters.

1135
2:29:17 --> 2:29:36
It's really easy. And then you can sit there and look at a store. They're like, oh, patisserie. I was like, I know that's a bread store. I know that. So if you know any Spanish or stuff, you can read the Turkish letters, pronounce it, and phonetically understand the store is because it had an original Latin root.

1136
2:29:36 --> 2:29:38
It's really wild.

1137
2:29:38 --> 2:29:40
Turkey's pretty cool.

1138
2:29:40 --> 2:29:47
Oh yeah, my cousin's married to a Turkish man in California.

1139
2:29:47 --> 2:30:09
And he's a he was a Christian I think he was raised as a young child Muslim and of the Islamic faith I'm not sure what the right wording is, but he, I don't know if it was when he immigrated with his brother to the US but became Christian or maybe adopted Christianity along the way.

1140
2:30:09 --> 2:30:23
Yeah, the witness of John. There is a really, you know, at the end of every mass is the

1141
2:30:23 --> 2:30:26
John one gospel.

1142
2:30:26 --> 2:30:37
And it really kind of sums everything up. It's kind of like the Apostles Creed or something that tells you

1143
2:30:37 --> 2:30:46
that, you know, this was john the Baptist's testimony to the coming of Jesus.

1144
2:30:46 --> 2:31:05
And, but yeah, you can it's kind of fun to look at that john one is the is the verse or the chapter. And then just to go to each different version and see if there's any subtle differences in the wording.

1145
2:31:05 --> 2:31:20
And then like, here we've got doing rings actually this translation is pretty straightforward because what they did is they took the old English, and all the like us, and you know like spelling where there was like a U or W and it was supposed to be a V, they fixed all that.

1146
2:31:20 --> 2:31:23
So but they try to keep the wording the same.

1147
2:31:23 --> 2:31:28
And one it says, in the beginning was the word the word was with God.

1148
2:31:28 --> 2:31:47
And the word was God, the same was in the beginning with God, all things were made by him and without him was made nothing that was made in him was like, and the life was the light of men, and the light shine up in the darkness and the darkness did not comprehend it.

1149
2:31:47 --> 2:31:55
And that line right there the darkness also means the fallen angels or the demons and a lot of people don't know that.

1150
2:31:55 --> 2:32:04
So, again, I just absorbed this every time we have mass so it's pretty cool to see.

1151
2:32:04 --> 2:32:11
See as you as you see this gospel it's kind of like watching your favorite movie and picking something new out every time.

1152
2:32:11 --> 2:32:37
And then you have the witness of God, John it's a, oh yeah so Genesis one, verses one to two, chapter one, verse one to that was the first part, second part was from Malachi, also Old Testament, three and then one, verses, chapter three, verses one through five, the witness of John there was a man sent from God whose name was John, was also Jesus his first cousin, six months older than him.

1153
2:32:37 --> 2:32:49
This man came for a witness to give testimony of the light that all men might believe through him. He was not the light, but was to give testimony of the light.

1154
2:32:49 --> 2:33:00
That was the true light which enlightened every man that cometh into this world, he's talking about Jesus. He was in the world, and the world was made by him and the world knew him not.

1155
2:33:00 --> 2:33:12
That was one of the things we talked about, Father talked about today about the persecution of Jesus, that people didn't recognize him when he was here. He came onto his own and his own received him not.

1156
2:33:12 --> 2:33:16
He had the worst crowd in his own hometown.

1157
2:33:16 --> 2:33:26
You know, and he was like performing miracles like crazy it's like you guys don't get it. I don't want me to do you since you're a little kid how could you be guide, you know, I mean, I can't imagine what he was facing.

1158
2:33:26 --> 2:33:41
But as many as received him, those would be like his disciples, he gave them power to be made the sons of God, to them that believe in his name, who are born not of blood, nor of the will of the flesh, nor of the will of man but of God.

1159
2:33:41 --> 2:33:56
That is that line right there is so important, because so many people from a cultural standpoint, feel that their connection to God is somehow dictated by their culture.

1160
2:33:56 --> 2:34:10
And that line right there means no, it doesn't matter where you were born or how you were born, you know, you can come to the faith and recognize him, you know, and the word was made flesh and dwelt among us.

1161
2:34:10 --> 2:34:24
And we saw his glory and I don't know where that came from. Full of grace and truth, John bear witness of him and cried out saying this was he of whom I spoke, he shall not come after me is preferred before me, because he was before me.

1162
2:34:24 --> 2:34:34
In other words, even though John was six months older than Jesus, he's recognizing that Jesus is God and was there for eternity.

1163
2:34:34 --> 2:34:42
And of his fullness we have received and grace for grace, for the law was given by Moses, grace and truth came by Jesus Christ.

1164
2:34:42 --> 2:34:47
So in other words, Moses brought the law down and Jesus gave you grace and truth.

1165
2:34:47 --> 2:34:55
No man has seen God at any time, the only begotten Son who is in the bosom of the Father, he hath declared him.

1166
2:34:55 --> 2:35:08
So we got some of those hats in there, H-A-T-H, but I mean, you know, so our priest is like reading that in Latin, but then we today for the sermon, then he'll read the gospel and the epistle in English.

1167
2:35:08 --> 2:35:19
Plus we have the read along version of the missal. So wherever they're praying in Latin, you almost can like pick up on the words just by reading the English translation side by side.

1168
2:35:19 --> 2:35:25
So are you in a Roman Catholic Church or? Okay.

1169
2:35:25 --> 2:35:35
Yeah. And my mom actually was Eastern Orthodox, but which Russian, Greek, Romanian.

1170
2:35:35 --> 2:35:40
Yeah, Yugoslavia. So she was Yugoslavia, Serbian, Croatian, Hungarian.

1171
2:35:40 --> 2:35:42
Okay.

1172
2:35:42 --> 2:35:47
And the history of the Chicago Orthodox Church being established.

1173
2:35:47 --> 2:36:02
And it turned out there's a priest in 1922 who is dispatched from Russia from the head of the Russian Orthodox Eastern Orthodox Church to set up the Eastern Orthodox Church in Chicago.

1174
2:36:02 --> 2:36:10
Well, turns out my mom was born in 1924 and he was her baptismal priest.

1175
2:36:10 --> 2:36:22
He set up a monastery in southern Wisconsin and he was canonized by the Orthodox Church.

1176
2:36:22 --> 2:36:30
And they celebrated his canonization on my mom's 94th birthday a few months before she passed away.

1177
2:36:30 --> 2:36:41
And it was like, I know it's like all these wild coincidences like that. I always say there's no coincidences, but I guess that my mom was a very shanty person.

1178
2:36:41 --> 2:36:57
And I mean, I thought that her things that really were virtues, I thought were kind of flaws, you know, because she was just so Pollyanna optimistic and everything, but it got her through and she had so much horrible pain that she suffered with.

1179
2:36:57 --> 2:37:01
And she was still drawing beautiful artwork and she goes, Oh, it takes my mind off the pain.

1180
2:37:01 --> 2:37:06
And so she was like, I counted like 160 sketches she did in the last few years of her life.

1181
2:37:06 --> 2:37:17
And up until like the last day before she went to the hospital, she started drawing a couple chipmunks using like three different purple pencils because she loved doing limited color palette because she was an art teacher.

1182
2:37:17 --> 2:37:30
So she would teach people how to do things in different, you know, limited resources because she was a big one growing up during the Depression to use what you have.

1183
2:37:30 --> 2:37:40
You know, she would go dumpster diving at the Art Institute, pulling paints and supplies out of the trash cans after all the rich kids left.

1184
2:37:40 --> 2:37:46
That's a personality of that generation. My father was born in 1918.

1185
2:37:46 --> 2:37:47
Wow.

1186
2:37:47 --> 2:37:55
So he grew up during the Great Depression. He worked in the CCC camps under FDR cutting down six trees a day with an axe.

1187
2:37:55 --> 2:38:03
They didn't use it because the saw was too fast. It wasn't about cutting trees down. It was just about keeping guys busy.

1188
2:38:03 --> 2:38:07
So it was different.

1189
2:38:07 --> 2:38:14
I'm good there because look at how much those programs, you know, even though that was a big government spending program.

1190
2:38:14 --> 2:38:26
How many people did that help keep away from drugs and alcohol, just the opposite of the lockdowns, you know, and you're thinking about it in today's context though.

1191
2:38:26 --> 2:38:30
There were drugs there was there were opium dens in San Francisco.

1192
2:38:30 --> 2:38:36
But for the most part, the distribution of drugs just wasn't that good. It was more alcohol.

1193
2:38:36 --> 2:38:47
But even then, you know, you couldn't afford that. You just couldn't afford it. It costs money to make alcohol.

1194
2:38:47 --> 2:38:54
They otherwise, you know, I don't I don't mind the programs. They lasted too long. Once government gets a hand in something.

1195
2:38:55 --> 2:39:03
And so what they did was they prolonged it prolonged the Great Depression over a decade until World War Two hit.

1196
2:39:03 --> 2:39:13
But if the programs weren't there, you know, standard capital investment would have created companies that would have employed people.

1197
2:39:13 --> 2:39:17
But we did get we did get a lot of projects done.

1198
2:39:17 --> 2:39:27
You know, you find if you go on a hiking trail, you'll find that granite steps were put in on a steep part of a mountain that never would have been done otherwise.

1199
2:39:27 --> 2:39:32
And there and there are there were tracks laid and there were things made.

1200
2:39:32 --> 2:39:38
I keep wanting to say the highway system, but that was FDR. Excuse me. Eisenhower after the World War.

1201
2:39:38 --> 2:39:42
After World War Two gave the guys a lot to do something.

1202
2:39:42 --> 2:39:47
You know, all these people out of work, we should be shipping them down to build a border wall, you know.

1203
2:39:47 --> 2:39:51
Yeah, absolutely. Well, it wouldn't be.

1204
2:39:51 --> 2:39:56
It had again. Everything was manmade disaster. I keep going back to that.

1205
2:39:56 --> 2:40:01
I'm as one who said that acts of terrorism are manmade disasters.

1206
2:40:01 --> 2:40:06
Well, let's flip that then. Manmade disasters are acts of terrorism.

1207
2:40:06 --> 2:40:12
So who's the terrorist? World economic out, you know, the crash.

1208
2:40:12 --> 2:40:19
They're traders. I mean, it's probably I'm going to go shortly because there's 24 people who probably don't want to listen to us talk about that.

1209
2:40:19 --> 2:40:34
We all know we all know they're traders. I mean, I just got the message that that Carrie Lake, the judge said we will err on the side of the election officials.

1210
2:40:34 --> 2:40:42
Yeah. So, you know, if you guys don't understand, I don't know if the people understand a court of equity versus a court of law.

1211
2:40:42 --> 2:40:49
In a court of equity, asking for an injunction, it's up to the judge to decide beyond any given law based on facts.

1212
2:40:49 --> 2:40:53
What is in the interest of fairness and equity?

1213
2:40:53 --> 2:41:01
And that was the decision he had on his plate to make. Instead, he defers to well, we just got to trust the people that were there.

1214
2:41:01 --> 2:41:05
No, that's why you're there is to make a decision to not trust them.

1215
2:41:05 --> 2:41:09
Follow the facts. Make a decision in fairness.

1216
2:41:09 --> 2:41:15
Now, we're not going to do fairness. We're going to go along with the same corrupt people that are there because they're there.

1217
2:41:15 --> 2:41:22
So, yeah, I'm kind of upset right now after after reading that, but I won't be for another two minutes. I'll be fine.

1218
2:41:22 --> 2:41:26
Yeah, it's Christmas.

1219
2:41:26 --> 2:41:29
Out of my control.

1220
2:41:29 --> 2:41:34
Christmas and I used to as well. Like my cousin does. Well, we see you this Christmas.

1221
2:41:34 --> 2:41:42
I'm like, I got it. I have three dogs. I have to pay for getting them kennel. That's not fair to them to have them all cooped up for Christmas.

1222
2:41:42 --> 2:41:49
It's bad enough. We got cooped up with the cold weather. But it's like, hey, you guys, I got plenty of room. Why don't you come see me sometime?

1223
2:41:50 --> 2:41:54
I made many a trip.

1224
2:41:54 --> 2:42:06
So and this is the one time where maybe technology is handy. If anybody wants to talk to me, they can just zoom me up on my phone and get a face time and they can see my mug.

1225
2:42:06 --> 2:42:08
Yeah, I'm not.

1226
2:42:08 --> 2:42:10
I just want to thank you.

1227
2:42:10 --> 2:42:14
Appreciate it. Merry Christmas to everybody.

1228
2:42:14 --> 2:42:28
And you know, you're fantastic. I mean, I'm so grateful when I see people, you know, especially who get in here and go, no, that's BS, you know, and then you prove your point and you're so clear right about that.

1229
2:42:28 --> 2:42:41
And we need that because you do it dispassionately. You know, I think when people get really upset about things, because it's like not quite what is in their line of thought.

1230
2:42:41 --> 2:42:47
They, you know, that leads to a lot of agitation that we don't need or as my friend calls it drama.

1231
2:42:47 --> 2:42:50
You don't mean me specifically?

1232
2:42:50 --> 2:42:59
You're one of them. You're you know, the truth tellers in this in the chat, you know, on these calls are just fantastic, you know, which is pretty much everything.

1233
2:42:59 --> 2:43:01
I didn't know you knew who I was.

1234
2:43:01 --> 2:43:06
Are you? You're awesome. Everybody is.

1235
2:43:06 --> 2:43:16
I don't I don't. All I know is Stephen Frost and Charles and Simon's always asking questions. So I know he's on here and a few others.

1236
2:43:16 --> 2:43:28
But there's a whole list of like 60 people all the time that I just never see. So I don't I don't know who's on here. But yeah, I've always been one to speak up. It's cost me a lot of jobs.

1237
2:43:28 --> 2:43:39
You know, some guys yelling at a woman, I'm like in the office like, hey, it's not her fault. You did it wrong. So then he starts yelling at me. We almost get in a fist fight and then I lose that job.

1238
2:43:39 --> 2:43:53
Yeah. Another one. They're smoking in the office. And I say pass out a bunch of literature for smoking and you know how bad it is. Next thing I know that the regional directors getting rid of me because of something else that he cooked up.

1239
2:43:54 --> 2:44:07
Oh, that's always. Yeah, they cook up all kinds of stuff. So it just you know, I speak out, but only when it matters because people should look out for each other. But most people look out for themselves.

1240
2:44:07 --> 2:44:20
So in our case now with medicine, we can't afford that because, you know, you're killing people, you know, doctors that are just like going along to get along with this.

1241
2:44:20 --> 2:44:23
Yeah.

1242
2:44:23 --> 2:44:27
You know what, the, the, the oath that you took.

1243
2:44:27 --> 2:44:36
Yes, you took it in the context of how it was created in our culture.

1244
2:44:36 --> 2:44:38
It has a different meaning and other call.

1245
2:44:38 --> 2:44:43
How am I I want to say this nicely without offending people.

1246
2:44:43 --> 2:44:51
The practice of medicine, I believe means something different here than it did in a lot of places in the world and when people came here.

1247
2:44:51 --> 2:45:07
It's a job to make a lot of money for some people just say it this way. For some people, it's it's about taking care of people and it's a virtuous profession in which you alleviate people's harms, and you bring them back to health and other people get into the profession

1248
2:45:07 --> 2:45:11
because you can make a lot of money.

1249
2:45:11 --> 2:45:15
And that's it. And that doesn't mean a damn thing to those people.

1250
2:45:15 --> 2:45:28
There's a lot of them. And there's more of them now than there ever was the people who just get into the profession to make money, which is funny because there's a hell of a lot less money now that that everything's gone to crap with the telemedicine.

1251
2:45:28 --> 2:45:38
I knew there was a doctor who was in law school with me. She said she was making like $50 an hour on telemedicine.

1252
2:45:38 --> 2:45:44
And I'm like, wow, but you're a doctor, you should be making like 500 grand a year without lifting a finger.

1253
2:45:44 --> 2:45:47
You know, it's it's gonna be that hard.

1254
2:45:47 --> 2:45:50
I only found she's making that kind of money.

1255
2:45:51 --> 2:46:03
I'm actually and people don't realize it because there was this idea that doctors drive Mercedes and blah, blah, blah, you know, and down for a long time.

1256
2:46:03 --> 2:46:05
It's all changed.

1257
2:46:05 --> 2:46:11
I started practicing and that's the year that anthem decided they would start paying at Medicare rates back in the 90s.

1258
2:46:11 --> 2:46:17
I'm like, gee, thanks. You know, there goes your income because every other third party payer follows suit.

1259
2:46:17 --> 2:46:27
So instead of you making maybe 50 cents on the dollar, you were making 15, you know, and Medicaid would pay you like six cents on the dollar.

1260
2:46:27 --> 2:46:37
One time the state sent me paid paid for a 45 cent postage stamp to send me a check for 13 cents.

1261
2:46:44 --> 2:46:46
Everything's different now.

1262
2:46:46 --> 2:46:57
The it's it really comes to a moral breakdown in society because if if you don't have a I'm going to repeat myself, you probably heard me say this before.

1263
2:46:57 --> 2:47:07
I have the same things I say all the time in the absence of a true moral foundation of, say, Christianity or Judaism, people will will they really want a moral foundation.

1264
2:47:08 --> 2:47:20
So they put in something else. And what they've been putting in is LGBT and BLM and, you know, climate change and that they believe they're a moral person because they're latching on to these things that the public schools are telling them.

1265
2:47:20 --> 2:47:25
You're a good person. You believe X and they think I'm a good person.

1266
2:47:25 --> 2:47:29
What they do instead of thinking that that's good.

1267
2:47:29 --> 2:47:33
They turn it around and they say you are not good because you don't believe in it.

1268
2:47:33 --> 2:47:38
And now they become haters and then they call you a hater when they're the ones that are the haters.

1269
2:47:38 --> 2:47:41
It's everything is backwards in this upside down world.

1270
2:47:41 --> 2:47:43
Isaiah 520 right?

1271
2:47:43 --> 2:47:44
Good is evil and evil is good.

1272
2:47:44 --> 2:47:49
And this is that and it's Isaiah 520 is a really good passage.

1273
2:47:49 --> 2:47:57
I don't know the words exactly, but that's the one where it says, Whoa, whoa, is he who thinks good is evil and evil is good.

1274
2:47:57 --> 2:48:02
And that's where we are.

1275
2:48:02 --> 2:48:04
We are at Isaiah 520.

1276
2:48:04 --> 2:48:07
The people who are evil believe they're moral.

1277
2:48:07 --> 2:48:09
Right.

1278
2:48:09 --> 2:48:21
And the well, one of the things that Ed Griffin always when he speaks at the Red Pill Expos and you find these this online because his YouTube videos go way back to the 60s.

1279
2:48:21 --> 2:48:35
He talks about how sacrificing individual freedom for the so-called greater good and people buy into all these sound bites and these talking points and they don't realize the greater good of what?

1280
2:48:35 --> 2:48:36
They're just tools.

1281
2:48:36 --> 2:48:38
Yeah, exactly.

1282
2:48:38 --> 2:48:41
And so that is why it is.

1283
2:48:41 --> 2:48:44
Oh, bless everybody who's sending greetings.

1284
2:48:44 --> 2:48:46
Thank you, Sue.

1285
2:48:46 --> 2:48:47
I'm trying to watch.

1286
2:48:47 --> 2:48:52
I've got talk about multiple devices up here just to try and keep track of things.

1287
2:48:52 --> 2:48:55
But as I just said, Charles, send me the chat.

1288
2:48:55 --> 2:48:58
I can't play in the sandbox too much.

1289
2:48:58 --> 2:49:05
But yeah, it's scary because it's about, you know, I hate to say it.

1290
2:49:05 --> 2:49:08
It's a form of programming and somewhere along the way.

1291
2:49:08 --> 2:49:10
And I promised Steve that I would bring this up.

1292
2:49:10 --> 2:49:11
So I'm going to say it now.

1293
2:49:11 --> 2:49:21
One of the things we were forced to in medical school is to think of differential diagnoses.

1294
2:49:21 --> 2:49:24
And that meant that we had to look at all possibilities.

1295
2:49:24 --> 2:49:34
In other words, if somebody has a blue toe, blue toe, right?

1296
2:49:34 --> 2:49:40
And if you go down the wrong track and you just say, oh, protocol says for blue toe, we do this.

1297
2:49:40 --> 2:49:43
Give her and disappear or whatever they're doing now, these idiots.

1298
2:49:43 --> 2:49:46
Anyway, and you don't consider all the possibilities.

1299
2:49:46 --> 2:49:49
I mean, we got hammered in med school on rounds.

1300
2:49:49 --> 2:49:51
OK, what else could be? What else could it be?

1301
2:49:51 --> 2:49:52
What else could it be?

1302
2:49:52 --> 2:49:57
You know, because obviously, if they were at the med center, they would have to go to the doctor.

1303
2:49:57 --> 2:49:59
They would have to go to the doctor.

1304
2:50:00 --> 2:50:02
What else could it be? What else could it be?

1305
2:50:02 --> 2:50:06
You know, because obviously, if they were at the med center, they probably had something weird anyway.

1306
2:50:06 --> 2:50:12
But you had to start with the most common presentation, you know, and take it from there.

1307
2:50:12 --> 2:50:14
Like, hey, guess what?

1308
2:50:14 --> 2:50:19
You might want to touch that foot and see if they didn't just step in some blue link.

1309
2:50:19 --> 2:50:22
You know, I mean, that's kind of like a really silly thing to say.

1310
2:50:22 --> 2:50:23
But I understand.

1311
2:50:23 --> 2:50:28
I just said the same thing to Drew.

1312
2:50:28 --> 2:50:34
Two to three nights ago, I barged in on a Dr. Drew thing.

1313
2:50:34 --> 2:50:36
He pulled me up. He said, I want to talk to this guy.

1314
2:50:36 --> 2:50:40
So he pulls me up. That was on for like five or ten minutes.

1315
2:50:40 --> 2:50:44
And I said, well, he asked me in the end, what do you think happened?

1316
2:50:44 --> 2:50:47
How does so many people, you know, what is everybody thinking?

1317
2:50:47 --> 2:50:49
I said, well, it's not everybody.

1318
2:50:49 --> 2:50:51
Everybody has a different reason. Some are coerced.

1319
2:50:51 --> 2:50:54
Some are solicited. Some just want to keep their jobs.

1320
2:50:54 --> 2:51:04
But what happened is if you look at the age distribution of doctors, you'll find that the younger ones that got involved in EBM are they bow to the central authority.

1321
2:51:04 --> 2:51:07
They bow whatever the computer says the diagnosis is.

1322
2:51:07 --> 2:51:12
And that's it. Whereas if you know, I don't know how old you are, you're probably close to my age.

1323
2:51:12 --> 2:51:19
And you probably grew up with doctors that had offices of, you know, maybe two to ten doctors.

1324
2:51:19 --> 2:51:24
And what you had back then was you had the older guys that kind of ran the place and you had the younger guys come in.

1325
2:51:24 --> 2:51:31
It was a cycle. And the younger guy would say, well, you know, we learned this and this is what I'm this is the prognosis.

1326
2:51:31 --> 2:51:40
But I have I'm just I just have a question. And the old guy would say, well, you're all wrong and don't listen to the medical journal and don't listen to that.

1327
2:51:40 --> 2:51:48
It's because they haven't seen this and they have the experience and wisdom of life and seeing patients in the local area with the local medics,

1328
2:51:48 --> 2:51:54
with the local food systems. And they have all that knowledge and that knowledge is lost in these big huge.

1329
2:51:54 --> 2:51:59
I go to the doctor now. It's a building with probably 300 doctors in it.

1330
2:51:59 --> 2:52:04
And every one of them is looking at a computer to tell them what the diagnosis is based on the symptoms.

1331
2:52:04 --> 2:52:10
And that's not medicine. That's I mean, I can I can use a computer at home and type in my symptoms.

1332
2:52:10 --> 2:52:17
So we lost that elder statesman wisdom that goes along with medicine that we used to have.

1333
2:52:17 --> 2:52:20
And EBM screwed everything up, screwed everything up.

1334
2:52:20 --> 2:52:33
Well, besides EBM garbage in garbage out, I was trying to explain to one of my classmates sons graduated from emergency medicine or he was in emergency medicine residency training.

1335
2:52:33 --> 2:52:40
I went to an Indiana University alumni dinner and I was trying to tell him and people at his table about Bemer and he was Mr.

1336
2:52:40 --> 2:52:41
And he was Mr.

1337
2:52:41 --> 2:52:44
Cocky pants going, what is your double blind?

1338
2:52:44 --> 2:52:47
He's steady. I don't even want to hear about it.

1339
2:52:47 --> 2:52:51
I said, oh, we've got a lot of space research. I'm happy to share it with you.

1340
2:52:51 --> 2:53:00
But but do you have I want to smack them, you know, like, dude, you're going to hurt people with your double blind study crap because those double blind,

1341
2:53:00 --> 2:53:11
As we know now very well, you know, if you don't meticulously examine what their double blinding and what they're studying, they rig them to get the results they want.

1342
2:53:11 --> 2:53:19
How many BS papers came out that the media latches onto CDC and everybody else that said that I ever met them did more.

1343
2:53:19 --> 2:53:23
I dropped the clerk with it or the worst or bad for you.

1344
2:53:23 --> 2:53:27
You know, or that or that does severe does work.

1345
2:53:27 --> 2:53:29
Let's kill a bunch of people.

1346
2:53:29 --> 2:53:34
And it's safe and effective. I mean, you know, you're safe and effective anymore.

1347
2:53:34 --> 2:53:42
It's like my initial reflex. If I were this kind of would be to bitch slap somebody because it's like, what are you talking about?

1348
2:53:42 --> 2:53:49
You know, safe for less than a for who and effective for who effective for what?

1349
2:53:49 --> 2:53:56
You said garbage and garbage out. So I'm an electrical engineer and I sold software to design tips and boards.

1350
2:53:56 --> 2:54:08
And, you know, if you were to simulate one single second of operation of a microprocessor and look at every node in the microprocessor, it would take more than six months to simulate one second of processing.

1351
2:54:08 --> 2:54:12
So it's impossible. So you come up with new techniques to simulate.

1352
2:54:12 --> 2:54:20
The reason I bring this up is the most efficient algorithms in the world for simulation are in electrical engineering, but by necessity by necessity.

1353
2:54:20 --> 2:54:28
So, you know, these these software engineers, they're making 200 grand a year, 250 because they're the best and they're really bright.

1354
2:54:28 --> 2:54:42
But in modeling, you know, as soon as this epidemic, if you want to call it that, came out and I heard about these epidemiologists and their models and I'm looking at I'm like, this is a joke, man. Are you kidding me?

1355
2:54:42 --> 2:54:46
There's so many confounding variables.

1356
2:54:46 --> 2:54:49
It was insane.

1357
2:54:49 --> 2:54:52
The whole field of epidemiology is a joke.

1358
2:54:52 --> 2:54:54
Yeah, anyway. All right.

1359
2:54:54 --> 2:54:57
I'm getting negative. So I'm going to go eat something.

1360
2:54:57 --> 2:55:00
Good to talk to you. Thank you.

1361
2:55:00 --> 2:55:03
Merry Christmas. Good night, everybody.

1362
2:55:03 --> 2:55:11
I see you're in here commenting about your mom being a cardiologist.

1363
2:55:11 --> 2:55:14
So that.

1364
2:55:14 --> 2:55:26
Listening to the heart by air. Exactly. As a matter of fact, I was grateful that when I had really high blood pressure episode cardiologists he could hear in my heart.

1365
2:55:26 --> 2:55:33
When he went to check me out because it's like the first time it shot sky high and this was around 2021.

1366
2:55:33 --> 2:55:40
He goes, you have an S3 Gallup, and he goes, your blood pressure has been really high for a really long period of time.

1367
2:55:40 --> 2:55:55
And it was just like I was just having a wicked headache and I had a blood pressure pump at home and it read like 230 over 120. And I was happy to make it to his office the next day without his stroking out, you know, so he started me on some medicine for that but stress was a big part of that.

1368
2:55:55 --> 2:56:04
And I thought age was probably playing a role as well. But now I'm practically down to off of all blood pressure medicine. I'm only on the smallest dose of one pill.

1369
2:56:04 --> 2:56:16
And I credit Beamer for a big part of that. And I don't know how it all works, but I do know that that made a big difference for me to be able to reverse something from the wrong direction.

1370
2:56:16 --> 2:56:21
And I think that's the direction it was going, you know, that inevitable decline you hear of with age.

1371
2:56:21 --> 2:56:33
You know, I don't think we really have to buy into that if we pay attention to diet and, you know, exercise environmental issues and also I think the mindset issue.

1372
2:56:33 --> 2:56:42
Oh yeah, Dr. Trussell, you're right. Evidence based medicine is actually insurance companies big pharma power grab to control doctors and all of medicine.

1373
2:56:42 --> 2:56:58
And again, this goes back to Obamacare. That was probably the ultimate coup and betrayal of health care, I think, in recent history.

1374
2:56:58 --> 2:57:21
And it was the advent of the electronic health record and it was all incremental. And if you remember, there was this one ghoulish looking guy from Michigan, I can't remember if he was a senator or congressman, but he was part of a generational dynasty of politicians up in Michigan.

1375
2:57:21 --> 2:57:32
And I remember him saying, oh yeah, this social, not even socialized, but Obamacare is going to be how we control the people.

1376
2:57:32 --> 2:57:39
And, you know, it was like one of his little Freudian slips, if you will, but yeah, that's what did it.

1377
2:57:39 --> 2:57:52
And he said the quiet part out loud. So every time the government's here to help you run the other way, as I think that was a paraphrase of something Ronald Reagan said.

1378
2:57:52 --> 2:58:03
But yeah, evidence based medicine is like, what's the evidence because it's not evidence based medicine, the way it's being published and conducted now is not scientific method.

1379
2:58:03 --> 2:58:20
You know, and us old farts are all raving about that because scientific method meant you were consistent and you had reproducible, you know, you had to make sure things were reproducible, you know, you control variables and make sure things were reproducible.

1380
2:58:20 --> 2:58:29
And if they weren't, then you had to go back and examine again what was going on to cause that change.

1381
2:58:29 --> 2:58:37
And that's how you advanced your knowledge by figuring out what went wrong.

1382
2:58:37 --> 2:58:51
And, oh, Dr. Amy, yes, since the placebo, what's up ahead? I've got to back up. Gary has the same same pattern when that's printed.

1383
2:58:51 --> 2:58:56
Oh, talking about the

1384
2:58:56 --> 2:59:07
problem with the China panic. Oh yeah, we didn't even get into that about how fear was used as such a powerful weapon to

1385
2:59:07 --> 2:59:09
control people.

1386
2:59:09 --> 2:59:14
And it took mass media and mass control of mass media to make that happen.

1387
2:59:14 --> 2:59:18
You know, if somebody didn't watch TV a lot.

1388
2:59:18 --> 2:59:22
They'd probably go, I hadn't heard that, you know.

1389
2:59:22 --> 2:59:34
And yeah, that was the other thing, 5G and flu shots. That's a really good question, Dr. True. There is so much stuff I'm trying to wrap my head around that I never learned before.

1390
2:59:34 --> 2:59:50
And this graphing piece and all these other pieces and like Stephen and I were on a call beforehand, and he says, we can't even quite nail down what's in these because, A, it's like a moving target because we don't know that one batch is the same as the next.

1391
2:59:50 --> 3:00:01
And what kind of garbage are they throwing in there? And this is why I'm so suspicious of any and all vaccines and I'm going on the line right here on the record saying it because

1392
3:00:01 --> 3:00:21
If they're not controlled and regulated by the normal quality and purity standards, you know, as Sasha and I were talking about before, in terms of pharmaceutical manufacturing, that means they can conduct any kind of additive or impurity with, you know, without accountability.

1393
3:00:21 --> 3:00:30
You know, they could be putting all kinds of horrible things in there and poisoning people on purpose, let alone on accident.

1394
3:00:30 --> 3:00:46
I mean, if somebody got E. coli from bad lettuce, there's massive nationwide lettuce recall, right? Why isn't it the case with these shots? Why is everybody just being quiet about it?

1395
3:00:46 --> 3:01:06
You know, and that right there tells you the media isn't worth paying attention to and anybody who does, you have to go wait a minute back up, you know, and unfortunately, a lot of my physician colleagues, even some of the ones who should be more on the ball, if they're of a particular political leaning, they're going to look at you like you're the problem.

1396
3:01:06 --> 3:01:14
And you can't even like bring up the truth with them. And that's pretty disheartening.

1397
3:01:14 --> 3:01:28
You know, the orange man bad situation with Trump, that really was one of the distilling variables where you could see who was, you know, had such blind hatred for Trump.

1398
3:01:28 --> 3:01:36
It went to any conservative thought or or even just any common sense on some cases.

1399
3:01:36 --> 3:01:51
You know, in other words, if he likes something, it's got to be the opposite sides better, you know, and that was because of it was like a negative cult of personality. That's kind of the way I saw it.

1400
3:01:51 --> 3:02:13
But yeah, I'm a guy when you think of all the this is something else I really never delved into very much, but certainly I try to avoid myself is how how many industrial waste materials somehow made it into cosmetics, toothpaste, like fluoride, all these things.

1401
3:02:13 --> 3:02:24
There's still I just saw toothpaste on the shelf at the drugstore yesterday for a hard enamel. And it was Stanis fluoride.

1402
3:02:24 --> 3:02:28
That's a tin atom and a fluoride atom.

1403
3:02:28 --> 3:02:33
It's like, yeah, that sounds real healthy.

1404
3:02:33 --> 3:02:39
You know, I don't think we're supposed to be adjusting 10, you know, so it's crazy.

1405
3:02:39 --> 3:02:41
I'm going to get down.

1406
3:02:41 --> 3:02:59
Anybody if you want to if anybody wants to talk, you can unmute. And I hope I guess they're going to save everything but it's nice to have everybody to hang out with.

1407
3:02:59 --> 3:03:19
I'm very thankful for everybody who's still here and, you know, has has made so many wonderful comments, because, again, I learned so much from all of you. And again, that that makes me stay humble. It really does.

1408
3:03:19 --> 3:03:25
This is

1409
3:03:26 --> 3:03:30
I'm looking at what Dr. Amy's saying here. I go for my glasses on.

1410
3:03:30 --> 3:03:39
Yeah, that's a good point. Vaccines are worshiped in our society, especially by those who see technological progress as a proof of our success as a society.

1411
3:03:39 --> 3:03:43
That's a profound observation.

1412
3:03:43 --> 3:03:50
Yeah, aluminum exposure. Holy cow. We've been exposed to aluminum, like, forever.

1413
3:03:50 --> 3:04:01
But yeah, chemicals are, you know, one way to monkey wrench our system. And even then our bodies have ways of getting rid of this stuff.

1414
3:04:01 --> 3:04:08
And, yeah, the germ, the whole germ thing, infection, fear of infection.

1415
3:04:08 --> 3:04:26
It creates a neurosis in people. And again, it's one of those things that until it's triggered, somebody could be perfectly fine and pleasant and then all of a sudden they freak out because, you know, your hand got too close to their water glass and you're like, dude, you are right.

1416
3:04:26 --> 3:04:35
So, you know, my first reaction is like, oh, come down, you know, it's like that doesn't always work to say stuff like that.

1417
3:04:35 --> 3:04:41
You know, but hey, hi, Gary.

1418
3:04:41 --> 3:04:43
Hi.

1419
3:04:43 --> 3:04:50
The NFL is the only thing I watch on TV, I guess I like war.

1420
3:04:50 --> 3:04:58
But then recently, based on something you said there, orange man bet, orange man, orange man bet.

1421
3:04:58 --> 3:05:25
I can hardly even stand listening to the radio now because on the news, their, their gleeful, the gleeful tone in their voices as they announce that orange man is guilty of a crime of fomenting a

1422
3:05:25 --> 3:05:28
usurping of the government or some such thing.

1423
3:05:28 --> 3:05:47
While all the while they completely ignore the act as if the the evidence, which is really concrete doesn't even exist. It just makes me sick to see what's going on. We're just so swimming in deceptions in this world.

1424
3:05:47 --> 3:06:03
It really is a cesspool. And that's why the hardest thing is to not get not despair with this, but to be aware, you know, it's just like, we're not going to be able to fix everything.

1425
3:06:03 --> 3:06:06
We're not going to be able to save everyone.

1426
3:06:06 --> 3:06:08
Right.

1427
3:06:08 --> 3:06:22
Knowing the truth and having that confidence in the truth. Again, think about the unspoken power of that conviction. Even when we don't speak up, but we're calm and a crisis.

1428
3:06:22 --> 3:06:35
Like for example, if I was in the operating room and something bad happened, you know, I, if I lost my shit, the whole room would fall apart. You know, it's like I had to just suck it up and deal with it, whatever it was.

1429
3:06:35 --> 3:06:48
And, you know, it's just, thank God it didn't happen too often. But one time I was like, wearing one of these head, headlamps, you know, looks like something I'll watch me for the break on it.

1430
3:06:48 --> 3:07:00
And a nurse walked by, I was like right in the middle of like putting a tool in this guy's spine. And one of the nurses walked by and tripped over the cord and stabbed my neck back. Can you imagine how badly I could have hurt that patient?

1431
3:07:00 --> 3:07:16
And yes, I yelled and I, but I explained why I said, you've got to pay attention where you're going. I could have hurt this guy. You know, so when I got wound up about something, it was because of the harm it could have caused the patient.

1432
3:07:16 --> 3:07:40
So I tried not to do that. And then I quietly went back to, you know, it's like, I don't want to yell, but you know, hey, please be careful. And some people just made me so nervous. I didn't ask the supervisor not to have him in my room because I didn't know why they didn't appreciate the sterile field and that type of thing. But I didn't want them jeopardizing someone's life because they didn't know what was sterile and what wasn't, you know?

1433
3:07:40 --> 3:07:43
Yeah, that's more important than a cupped lid, isn't it?

1434
3:07:43 --> 3:08:01
Yeah, way more, way more. That probably that's why I got, no, like I said, it was just a sentimental thing. And that's one of those emotional attachments that they were talking about as far as, you know, that's not something to get upset about. And I had to keep consciously telling myself, don't get mad about losing your lid, you can get another one.

1435
3:08:01 --> 3:08:14
And it turned out, I was able to get four of them for $4. It was supposed to be like $20 on Amazon because somebody had a super low price. It wasn't even an open box item. So I've got four lids to one cup now.

1436
3:08:14 --> 3:08:28
So you studied brain surgery, right? Latin? Would you be a brain surgeon?

1437
3:08:28 --> 3:08:53
You would think, but I know that from talking to people that have spent their life studying Latin, like these traditional priests, they never stop. And just to take a Latin class and learn the grammaticals, you know, and structure and everything, it's unhappy to say Hail Mary and our fathers and Apostles Creed, you know, and do that without botching it up too much and Hail Holy Queen at the end.

1438
3:08:53 --> 3:09:03
My grandmother, sorry, offered me only one piece of advice. She said, whatever you do, learn Latin. And I wish I had listened to her.

1439
3:09:03 --> 3:09:23
We had the choice of Spanish or German in high school. And I actually took Spanish because I just thought it'd be more practical. Plus German or German teacher was really hard. I didn't know what that was going to do to my grades again, being sort of emotional at the time.

1440
3:09:23 --> 3:09:41
But my dad was a polylingual person from the time he was a kid because his parents both spoke Slovak and he was born in the US. He went to first grade not speaking a word of English. Then later, many, many years later, he ended up being a Russian and English high school language teacher.

1441
3:09:41 --> 3:09:58
That was his last career before he retired. And he had that skill. He had that ear for languages. And I probably could have picked up on it. I know that the high school Spanish I took tested me into the junior level of college Spanish.

1442
3:09:58 --> 3:10:10
But again, I was too scared to continue on because I had so much other stuff to study that I didn't want to get tripped up in Spanish and mess up my grades in my pharmacy school. Because I was going to Purdue for pharmacy school at the time.

1443
3:10:10 --> 3:10:24
I really didn't even think of that until probably my last year and a half of pharmacy school. I've stumbled. Somebody would have told me in 1978 that I was going to end up a brain surgeon. I would have just fell over laughing.

1444
3:10:24 --> 3:10:34
It's like, do you mean like Jethro from Beverly Hillbillies? Because he said when he graduated fourth grade, he was going to become a brain surgeon. It was his career goal.

1445
3:10:34 --> 3:10:43
Yeah, look up that video. Oh boy, that show is hilarious. Yeah, that's one of those things. We watched when I was little.

1446
3:10:43 --> 3:11:04
But yeah, one thing for sure, we have to laugh. We have to have humor. And, you know, that's why it's such a blessing when people throw jokes and mirthful thoughts in the chat. Because from what I understand, the devil hates jokes, especially when they're the butt of the jokes.

1447
3:11:04 --> 3:11:15
So that's one way to get them. I don't know. Did you ever read? It was the Stephen King Gunslinger series.

1448
3:11:15 --> 3:11:19
Not me, no.

1449
3:11:19 --> 3:11:34
I have all these obscure things that stick with me. But this one was pretty cool. And it was Blaine the Train. There was a train that was suicidal. And it was on its own course because it was automatic. It was going to kill everybody on it.

1450
3:11:34 --> 3:12:03
And this one guy figured out, I think it was a kid, he goes, if I start telling this thing stupid jokes, it'll confuse it and it'll stop. And it worked. Because the train was an algorithm. It was a computer. It couldn't process humor. It's kind of like lefties can't meme. You know, it's the same kind of thing. It's like you're not using this abstract part of your brain for laughter, which is an uplifting experience.

1451
3:12:03 --> 3:12:31
And you lack that. You know, that's one of those defects you have. That's a towel, if you will. So now I'm not super humorful. I mean, you know, when something's serious, I don't see the joke in it. Like, nobody better be throwing wet paper towels around my operating room, for example, just for fun. You know, even if it's surgery is over, you know, it's money. You know, stay professional.

1452
3:12:32 --> 3:12:36
Susan, good point. Yeah, it's either laugh or cry.

1453
3:12:36 --> 3:13:05
Yeah. And some of the people that survive on YouTube surprise me. It's like JP Sears, he does parodies. And today, isn't it funny that comedy or truth, comedy is just oftentimes people getting on stage, telling the truth.

1454
3:13:05 --> 3:13:29
And it causes us to nervously laugh. And it gets through because it's called comedy. There's a lot of people on YouTube that that that couched it as comedy. But they're actually speaking truths and they're getting away with that they're not being censored, because it's in that form called comedy. It's like, it's like Team Evil.

1455
3:13:29 --> 3:13:39
Team Evil does get confused by the notion of humor. They just can't process it somehow. And so I don't know. Yeah, George Carlin.

1456
3:13:39 --> 3:13:59
Oh, my God, he was really. George Carlin is, I don't want to say he was a prophet, but he certainly was a, you know, again, speaking these truths and mocking and making fun of the stupidity of the folly of these people that have this God complex.

1457
3:13:59 --> 3:14:14
You know, my dad used to quote Shakespeare, who is probably just one of many who said this in jest, there is truth. There's much truth in jest is how my dad used to say.

1458
3:14:14 --> 3:14:26
Because, and think about it all the way back to the clowns that the world had. They call them jokers, I forgot what they call them.

1459
3:14:26 --> 3:14:28
Yes, jesters.

1460
3:14:28 --> 3:14:38
It was court jester, right, they were the court jester. They could just roast that king, but if they did it in a way that didn't hurt his ego, that they got away with it.

1461
3:14:38 --> 3:14:48
Or if they maybe they made fun of like one of his relatives or something, you know, whatever the tangential humor was.

1462
3:14:48 --> 3:15:02
I tell you what, Dave Chappelle's had some, you know, just amazing, regardless of what his political track records been or his religious track record, it doesn't matter, but he's at his best.

1463
3:15:02 --> 3:15:04
He's pointing out truths.

1464
3:15:04 --> 3:15:21
Yeah, you see, I saw a clip of him, he was on hosting SNL, and he was out there blatantly saying what he thinks is the truth and then people were giggling, laughing, and then Ricky Gervais making fun of the woke stuff.

1465
3:15:21 --> 3:15:33
Just up there telling the truth and we all just laugh and it's a, what a strange world we live in, is it not?

1466
3:15:33 --> 3:15:45
Yeah, it's an extremely strange world. And again, that's why sometimes, you know, I can't tell you how many times I just, you know, I've said this multiple times, I really think we've been dropped in the middle of a war zone.

1467
3:15:45 --> 3:15:55
You know, it's a spiritual war, and we got dropped in behind enemy lines because again, the devil got here first and he's prince of this world, you know, that's one of his titles.

1468
3:15:55 --> 3:16:05
And so we're having to deal with him and not let him co-opt us, you know, and our souls and our spirits because that's the whole battle.

1469
3:16:05 --> 3:16:09
It's all over right now. It's over our eternal soul.

1470
3:16:09 --> 3:16:21
And we each have free will and it is up to you to choose wisely and walk that, you know, it is a narrow path.

1471
3:16:21 --> 3:16:24
We can fall the temptation any time.

1472
3:16:24 --> 3:16:35
Yeah, actually, I see team evil as being created by God not to destroy, but to test us so that we'll become better on our own.

1473
3:16:35 --> 3:16:55
And so it's a spiritual war. It's also a test and a process that is overall, we'll find out many, you know, moons from now that it's all an incredibly beautiful thing that we're going through a kind of a school, I think.

1474
3:16:55 --> 3:16:59
Susan, thank you. I'm going to look up Cat Williams. I hadn't heard the name before.

1475
3:17:00 --> 3:17:04
Yeah, I haven't watched any of that in a long time, but that's one of those amazing ones.

1476
3:17:04 --> 3:17:14
And then, like I said, really going back, there's some insanely hilarious stuff from many, many years ago, you know, 60s, 70s.

1477
3:17:14 --> 3:17:20
I mean, even before things got amoral, you know, that were just hysterical.

1478
3:17:20 --> 3:17:36
I mean, some of the comics that were on, like, I don't know, Lawrence Welky, but I mean, you know, there's some places, obscure things you can find on YouTube that'll just knock you on your butt because you're so funny.

1479
3:17:36 --> 3:17:44
And, you know, sometimes you just have to type in humor and just go for it because, you know, like I said, it is so dark.

1480
3:17:44 --> 3:17:49
And, you know, we have to be our own light. You know, we have to.

1481
3:17:49 --> 3:18:00
And one of the things that, why I can't really apologize for the positions I take on things is because I've stumbled through my life, made these levers along the way.

1482
3:18:00 --> 3:18:08
And behind me, I see other people stumbling in the darkness. And I got my little tiny candle and I'm like, hey, there's a safe path.

1483
3:18:08 --> 3:18:11
You know, take it if you follow me if you want.

1484
3:18:11 --> 3:18:17
But, you know, this is mine. Remember that song.

1485
3:18:17 --> 3:18:19
What was it? What is that?

1486
3:18:19 --> 3:18:23
This little light of mine, I'm going to let it shine.

1487
3:18:23 --> 3:18:27
This is mine for Sunday school.

1488
3:18:27 --> 3:18:35
What's that? Let your light so shine among men that I don't recall the rest of it.

1489
3:18:35 --> 3:18:40
Yeah, I don't either. I mean, I.

1490
3:18:40 --> 3:18:47
It's weird because I love music and I shared this with a lot of people. I stumbled across.

1491
3:18:47 --> 3:18:58
Mathematicians have looked at Our Lady of Guadalupe, they called it Tlama. It was like the kind of thing that

1492
3:18:58 --> 3:19:03
Juan Diego wore when he met Mother Mary in 1530, I think it was.

1493
3:19:03 --> 3:19:11
And she told him to pick some roses and there were a castillion roses growing on the side of a hill near Tocco around Mexico City.

1494
3:19:11 --> 3:19:15
It's like that shouldn't happen. And he brings them to her and she touches them.

1495
3:19:15 --> 3:19:18
And then she says, take these flowers to your bishop so he believes you.

1496
3:19:18 --> 3:19:22
And he dumped the flowers at the bishop's feet.

1497
3:19:22 --> 3:19:29
And this beautiful image of Our Lady of Guadalupe was just burned into his Tlama.

1498
3:19:29 --> 3:19:34
And there's been so much analysis of this thing. It's just mind blowing.

1499
3:19:34 --> 3:19:41
For example, there was a creep or a seam right up the middle because that's how they were hand stitched back then.

1500
3:19:41 --> 3:19:46
And it's perfectly in the middle of the image of Our Lady.

1501
3:19:46 --> 3:19:50
And the image itself, it's like an oval.

1502
3:19:50 --> 3:19:57
And it's something called the golden ratio, which I have to look up because it's not really good at that.

1503
3:19:57 --> 3:20:10
But some mathematicians taking a look at the stars on her robe and the flowers on her gown in this image that was imprinted into this man's poncho,

1504
3:20:10 --> 3:20:16
for want of a better description, Tlama, T-I-L-M-A. And it makes music.

1505
3:20:16 --> 3:20:21
They turned it like saguas. I don't know what they did, but they did some number crunching thing.

1506
3:20:21 --> 3:20:29
And they turned these positions of these stars on her gown into, which were also the constellations in the sky at the time,

1507
3:20:29 --> 3:20:34
but it was a mirror image of the constellation we could see. It was like flipped.

1508
3:20:34 --> 3:20:38
It's almost as if Mary was on the other side of the stars and it was her view.

1509
3:20:39 --> 3:20:45
It's just like I said, you watch this, but this has been turned into actual music.

1510
3:20:45 --> 3:20:50
And I'm going to go ahead and put that in here. Some of the guys in here already got it, but not everybody.

1511
3:20:50 --> 3:20:53
Yeah, I'd like to see that.

1512
3:20:53 --> 3:20:59
Yeah, I found several. So I saved them in notes. Here I got to do this. Notes, type in T-I-M-A.

1513
3:20:59 --> 3:21:05
And it turns out several months ago, I had found one of a lady playing it on the harp.

1514
3:21:05 --> 3:21:11
But now I have multiple links, so I'm going to put them all in here. I'm just going to copy the whole thing.

1515
3:21:11 --> 3:21:22
There's different loops, but a couple of them were like synthetic music that the computer generated from the notes that were there.

1516
3:21:22 --> 3:21:29
And I'm not kidding you. This is otherworldly beautiful. And you tell me how that could be a coincidence.

1517
3:21:30 --> 3:21:36
Tell all these nonbelievers, if you will. It's like, well, how do you explain this? It's beautiful.

1518
3:21:36 --> 3:21:44
And it's got a rhythm to it. It's very, again, for want of a better word, it's wavy.

1519
3:21:44 --> 3:21:54
It's very resonant, but it's harmonic. And the whole point was if something has mathematical symmetry, which this image has,

1520
3:21:54 --> 3:22:04
that it, mathematical symmetry is part of music or is what makes music. I don't remember the exact quote, but I watched like five or six YouTube videos.

1521
3:22:04 --> 3:22:16
I just, again, this stuff just popped up on my video. And so I started playing this last night and it's another way to help you relax.

1522
3:22:16 --> 3:22:23
So I think that it all get in there. Yeah, I think the last part of it did. Let me get the last part in here.

1523
3:22:23 --> 3:22:36
But it's such an amazing story, no matter how you look at it. And there's so many of these uncanny things that just defy any other rational explanation.

1524
3:22:36 --> 3:22:46
And that's why, again, I'm way beyond faith. You know, you can't tell me this stuff isn't real.

1525
3:22:46 --> 3:23:00
And when biology and science and these things about resonance and wave energy and physics, and it's all sort of like pointing back to these biblical points.

1526
3:23:01 --> 3:23:13
And I'm sure there are other ancient texts that are similar. For example, at the time of the birth of Christ, there were Chinese astronomers describing the birth of Jesus in China.

1527
3:23:13 --> 3:23:25
They've unearthed some ancient Chinese scholarly writings at the time, and they literally described what they saw in the stars and how it was the coming of God.

1528
3:23:26 --> 3:23:35
It's like, good luck finding that now. That was the Chinese people that didn't know anything about Jesus being born in Jerusalem, or Bethlehem, I mean.

1529
3:23:35 --> 3:23:44
And it's just like, OK, that's pretty wild. Because we knew that there were these wise men that came to bring gifts because they were astronomers, too.

1530
3:23:44 --> 3:23:52
And there were three of them. And maybe one of them was a cleric, but the others two were like scholars, I think.

1531
3:23:52 --> 3:24:02
And they were tracking the stars. And that's how they went there. Again, looking for a sign in the sky.

1532
3:24:04 --> 3:24:10
And. Oh, wow, that's cool. Are you playing that music right now?

1533
3:24:10 --> 3:24:16
Oh, cool. Yeah, it is just lovely.

1534
3:24:16 --> 3:24:23
Yeah, I'm not very techy with this. I can't really pull stuff up, but it is so amazing.

1535
3:24:23 --> 3:24:29
I spent a lot of time daydreaming, I guess you can call it, you know, like I said, contemplating the blade of grass.

1536
3:24:29 --> 3:24:33
A lot of times it's just trying to figure out a better way to clean up dog poop.

1537
3:24:34 --> 3:24:42
I mean, you know, just whatever the practical thing is, I'm trying to work on in a particular day, but I will literally think things through.

1538
3:24:42 --> 3:24:47
And it's usually when I'm going to sleep or when I'm waking up, I'll hit on some kind of answer.

1539
3:24:47 --> 3:24:57
And, you know, I know that's just getting in the right, relaxed state of brainwaves and everything else to access life and to be able to do things.

1540
3:24:57 --> 3:25:08
And it's just getting in the right, relaxed state of brainwaves and everything else to access logical processes that can help you.

1541
3:25:10 --> 3:25:12
What do you want to say?

1542
3:25:12 --> 3:25:16
Help you get your question answered, whatever it happens to be like that one.

1543
3:25:16 --> 3:25:21
I was, you know, just what is the difference between the spirit and the soul?

1544
3:25:21 --> 3:25:29
And it took a few months of hashing it out, looking for things. I could not find it anywhere in the Bible other than I think in Hebrew somewhere.

1545
3:25:29 --> 3:25:34
It says that God will cleave the spirit from the soul.

1546
3:25:34 --> 3:25:41
And I've got to find that verse again, but that's like, ooh, well, if the spirit is the Holy Ghost, which is God, it's cleaved from your soul.

1547
3:25:41 --> 3:25:44
Is that you're going to hell? I don't know.

1548
3:25:44 --> 3:25:52
Like I said, I'm not a theologian. And again, we always have to be careful.

1549
3:25:52 --> 3:25:57
Who's studying scripture and if they're trying to alter the message.

1550
3:25:57 --> 3:26:00
And unfortunately, clerical leaders oftentimes try to do that.

1551
3:26:05 --> 3:26:08
Oh, wow, Susan, that's a great question about that dream.

1552
3:26:08 --> 3:26:19
All I can say is, as things have unveiled in the news over time, it's like, oh, yeah, I know fallen angels are all hiding out in the Vatican.

1553
3:26:19 --> 3:26:24
You know, I mean, I just take it as a matter of fact. So was it a demonic download?

1554
3:26:24 --> 3:26:33
I will tell you this, though, those fallen angels did not want those souls of the faithful that were underneath that tarp that was supposed to remain hidden.

1555
3:26:33 --> 3:26:50
And it's like, you know, sometimes I think things happen in that let's call it the semi conscious subconscious alpha state or REM sleep that would get dialed into things that might be outside of time a little bit, too.

1556
3:26:50 --> 3:26:54
In other words, I don't want to call it a vision.

1557
3:26:54 --> 3:26:58
I can say it was just a dream. That's a couple other doozies.

1558
3:26:58 --> 3:27:03
And some of them had to do with things I learned, things I saw.

1559
3:27:03 --> 3:27:15
A lot of times a dream will be components of different things I've seen and, you know, either on video or in my house or driving and they'll all just get mushed together into some kind of story.

1560
3:27:16 --> 3:27:24
But I've also got some real creepy things like I know there were like three demon brothers and they were all singing a song in a house.

1561
3:27:24 --> 3:27:30
Luckily, they didn't see me, but I saw them and they were hideous and one looked like he was like his head was a hatchet shape.

1562
3:27:30 --> 3:27:37
It was like just ugly, like fugly horror movie monster type special effects heads.

1563
3:27:37 --> 3:27:43
I'm like, who are these ugly bastards? You know, when they were all singing the song like it was a beer song or something.

1564
3:27:44 --> 3:27:48
I'm like, I'm going to get out of here. That's what I call it. Open the wrong door, you know?

1565
3:27:48 --> 3:27:59
But yeah, so I pay attention when I do recall a dream, especially if I feel like I'm consciously viewing it, whether it's, you know, and I'm not.

1566
3:27:59 --> 3:28:01
I'm actually asleep. I don't know. It's freaky.

1567
3:28:01 --> 3:28:11
But yeah, that is definitely something that I have to wake up and then I have to like shake it off and go, what was that all about?

1568
3:28:11 --> 3:28:17
And then other times it comes back almost like a memory of like I was part of X, Y or Z or I witnessed X, Y or Z.

1569
3:28:17 --> 3:28:21
What does that mean? Or does it have any bearing on what comes later?

1570
3:28:21 --> 3:28:25
Maybe, maybe not. But you're right. I think it is osmosis.

1571
3:28:25 --> 3:28:33
We do pick up on things and we can pick up on things that are, you know, when people have dark intent,

1572
3:28:34 --> 3:28:38
when you're like, let's say you just meet someone casually at the store or something and maybe they're a dark person.

1573
3:28:42 --> 3:28:48
It might not imprint on you until later and you can't even connect it to maybe running into that person.

1574
3:28:48 --> 3:29:00
You know, if somebody's nasty or they're upset or whatever, it's just like, you know, at the time, like if you're one time I was a checkout line late, late behind me was bitching because I was checking to make sure my coupons all went through.

1575
3:29:00 --> 3:29:06
And she was like, you should have gone to the customer service counter for all this stuff.

1576
3:29:06 --> 3:29:10
And then it just dawned on me. I just said, look, you don't want to, you don't want to pick a fight.

1577
3:29:10 --> 3:29:13
You don't want me to pick a fight with you. I think that's how it came out.

1578
3:29:13 --> 3:29:16
It was like I just didn't even look at her. I just kept working with the guy.

1579
3:29:16 --> 3:29:22
And, you know, he didn't have a problem. We were just taking our time, making sure everything was right for our left.

1580
3:29:23 --> 3:29:30
And as I was leaving, I went, oh my God, this is one of these people is probably losing her shit because she's been back too many times.

1581
3:29:30 --> 3:29:37
And had I been Daria, the cartoon character, I would have said, how many boosters have you had?

1582
3:29:37 --> 3:29:42
You know, that would have been the comeback line, you know, but I don't think that fast when stuff hits me like that.

1583
3:29:42 --> 3:29:49
It's like I've got a mullet over and go, what just happened? I don't know how you guys are about that, but.

1584
3:29:49 --> 3:29:57
That's wild. You know, but yeah, it just it's almost like we're watching a movie and sometimes we're in the movie.

1585
3:29:57 --> 3:30:01
Sometimes we're just watching it. And I'm not just talking about subconscious.

1586
3:30:01 --> 3:30:12
I'm talking about the stuff that's coming across the news. And one little tip for digging that has helped me is if you see an AP news release,

1587
3:30:12 --> 3:30:25
and probably everybody here does this to some extent, keep going back until you find the local report, you know, from whatever, you know, small town gazette paper.

1588
3:30:25 --> 3:30:29
You know, the first reports usually going to be the real time truth.

1589
3:30:33 --> 3:30:37
Oh, yes, I have my I have two websites.

1590
3:30:37 --> 3:30:47
Well, I'll tell you what, let me put the Beamer one in here, OK, because, you know, it's where I've signed up for something to be a distributor like that.

1591
3:30:47 --> 3:30:53
Thorn vitamins, but I don't sell them to people.

1592
3:30:53 --> 3:30:58
I just buy them at the wholesale discount of my doctor discount.

1593
3:30:58 --> 3:31:03
Oh, I'm putting my website in, but I will give you the one for Beamer.

1594
3:31:03 --> 3:31:10
I don't know how to get the anybody knows how to get the capital walk beginning of a line.

1595
3:31:10 --> 3:31:21
OK, so I made a short link to my wellness vibe.com.

1596
3:31:21 --> 3:31:24
But the actual link is.

1597
3:31:24 --> 3:31:30
So I'm an independent business distributor for the Beamer device.

1598
3:31:30 --> 3:31:36
And the reason I am is because I found this thing in 2017 at the Red Pill Expo.

1599
3:31:36 --> 3:31:38
It was the first Red Pill Expo.

1600
3:31:38 --> 3:31:41
And I think that's where I found this thing.

1601
3:31:41 --> 3:31:43
And I'm going to put it in the chat.

1602
3:31:43 --> 3:31:45
I'm going to put it in the chat.

1603
3:31:46 --> 3:31:51
And the reason I am is because I found this thing in 2017 at the Red Pill Expo.

1604
3:31:51 --> 3:31:53
It was the first Red Pill Expo.

1605
3:31:53 --> 3:31:56
And I had a spring pinky finger.

1606
3:31:56 --> 3:32:02
This was bent and it was swollen and had been that way for since January.

1607
3:32:02 --> 3:32:04
And this conference was at the end of June.

1608
3:32:04 --> 3:32:06
And it just hurt every day.

1609
3:32:06 --> 3:32:08
But I didn't go to the doctor. I am a doctor.

1610
3:32:08 --> 3:32:11
It's like that finger, you know, but it hurt.

1611
3:32:11 --> 3:32:14
And I got on the Beamer for one eight minute session.

1612
3:32:14 --> 3:32:17
Had one of the small coils put on my hand like right here.

1613
3:32:17 --> 3:32:20
And it's like the size of a hockey puck.

1614
3:32:20 --> 3:32:22
And I had zero expectations.

1615
3:32:22 --> 3:32:25
It was a you could tell it was a well-made piece of equipment.

1616
3:32:25 --> 3:32:32
But then you had this nice relaxing eight minute session where you're just laying there, you know, just kind of feeling zen.

1617
3:32:32 --> 3:32:36
And that's a good question, Susan.

1618
3:32:36 --> 3:32:38
I'll tell you what it is here.

1619
3:32:38 --> 3:32:42
It uses pulsed electromagnetic field energy,

1620
3:32:42 --> 3:32:50
but it's actually a powered muscle stimulator as cleared by the FDA as a class two medical device.

1621
3:32:50 --> 3:32:54
So the pulsed electromagnetic field energy is the delivery system.

1622
3:32:54 --> 3:33:03
You can deliver this waveform in this signal using ultrasound and some other different technologies just to get it's a vibration.

1623
3:33:03 --> 3:33:06
So it's just driving it into your body.

1624
3:33:06 --> 3:33:11
This vibration in this rhythm, this waveform, and that's the signal and the energy level.

1625
3:33:11 --> 3:33:21
And this specific bio rhythmic waveform signal stimulates muscle and specifically at the pacing of it.

1626
3:33:21 --> 3:33:27
It is restoring the normal pulsations in the microscopic blood vessels.

1627
3:33:27 --> 3:33:29
It's just mind blowing.

1628
3:33:29 --> 3:33:32
I had to really do a lot of research to wrap my head around what it was doing.

1629
3:33:32 --> 3:33:38
But I knew after one session, I woke up the next day, my pinky finger stopped hurting and was never swollen again.

1630
3:33:38 --> 3:33:40
I literally said, holy cow.

1631
3:33:40 --> 3:33:42
I said something else, but I said, holy cow, this thing really works.

1632
3:33:42 --> 3:33:43
I got to find out what it's doing.

1633
3:33:43 --> 3:33:52
And I got a second session and I had even a more quick response to some other areas of discomfort I was having at the time.

1634
3:33:52 --> 3:33:57
And I literally made up my mind by the end of that second day of the conference that I'm going to get one of these.

1635
3:33:57 --> 3:34:00
So I told the rep, I said, call me when we get home.

1636
3:34:00 --> 3:34:01
I will order one.

1637
3:34:01 --> 3:34:02
And I got it.

1638
3:34:02 --> 3:34:07
And I just started using it faithfully just the way they gave you in the instructions.

1639
3:34:07 --> 3:34:12
Eight minutes, twice a day, low energy and then build up over time.

1640
3:34:12 --> 3:34:14
And then you cycle through a lower level.

1641
3:34:14 --> 3:34:16
Each week you change to the next level up.

1642
3:34:16 --> 3:34:23
And after six weeks, you can start adding an extended program where you might be laying down for a longer period of time.

1643
3:34:24 --> 3:34:31
And that's supposed to help you with your cellular repair, you know, to have that improved microscopic blood flow.

1644
3:34:31 --> 3:34:33
But here's the great thing about this.

1645
3:34:33 --> 3:34:35
They did have the peer reviewed studies.

1646
3:34:35 --> 3:34:37
They have the evidence based research.

1647
3:34:37 --> 3:34:43
The company did a lot of did their homework and they published it all and safety, efficacy and everything.

1648
3:34:43 --> 3:34:52
And this has been on the market since 1998 and the current pro version that's really optimized the blood flow to microcirculation has been a great thing.

1649
3:34:53 --> 3:34:56
And it's been out since at least 2010, if I'm not mistaken.

1650
3:34:56 --> 3:35:00
But yeah, there's a map with six coils in it.

1651
3:35:00 --> 3:35:02
Oh, yeah, good question.

1652
3:35:02 --> 3:35:12
It's basically Swiss and German and the medical research was a German doctor named Dr. Klopp, who

1653
3:35:12 --> 3:35:17
was a professor of internal medicine and of physics.

1654
3:35:17 --> 3:35:25
And he had established the microcirculation research institute in at the Chartier Hospital in Berlin.

1655
3:35:25 --> 3:35:29
And the fascinating story, I didn't know this until recently, exactly how it played out.

1656
3:35:29 --> 3:35:42
But there is a it was a group for the aging that wanted to analyze independently different medical devices that use PEMF.

1657
3:35:42 --> 3:35:51
And they took Beamer and they took three other devices and they asked Dr. Klopp to analyze them because he was a physicist.

1658
3:35:51 --> 3:35:55
And so he's looking at these. And again, you know, it's almost like urban legend.

1659
3:35:55 --> 3:35:58
I don't know this. I wasn't there, so I can't tell you for sure.

1660
3:35:58 --> 3:36:11
But he saw this dramatic response for the parameters he was studying, which included microcirculation with a laser flow Doppler probe on people's skin and some other parameters he was looking at.

1661
3:36:11 --> 3:36:16
And the Beamer had the biggest effect and the longest duration.

1662
3:36:16 --> 3:36:22
And two of the four machines didn't even bump past the person's baseline, the study subjects baseline.

1663
3:36:22 --> 3:36:31
So it's my understanding that he went to Beamer and said, you guys got once they unmasked it because he didn't know what product was what.

1664
3:36:31 --> 3:36:40
But once it got a mass, he went to them and said, I know how your machine works and I think we can make it better.

1665
3:36:40 --> 3:36:52
And so he is the one who really did this clinical research and got it from a bench science using this biorhythmic waveform.

1666
3:36:52 --> 3:36:56
It's very specific waveform.

1667
3:36:56 --> 3:36:59
And and bringing it to a clinical realm.

1668
3:36:59 --> 3:37:05
And while Susan, that's a really good question.

1669
3:37:05 --> 3:37:19
Because, Gary, both of you, this is you guys are really on the right page with the way you're thinking, because Beamer facilitates the rhythm of the blood vessels themselves at the microscopic level.

1670
3:37:19 --> 3:37:22
These are the vessels smaller than a hair that your heart cannot pump through.

1671
3:37:22 --> 3:37:38
OK, so the Beamer device is reintroducing the natural rhythm that your blood vessels are supposed to operate with that gets thrown off very easily by

1672
3:37:38 --> 3:37:40
stress,

1673
3:37:40 --> 3:37:45
Autonomic nervous system, environmental factors, even respiratory.

1674
3:37:45 --> 3:37:49
So we get we get monkey wrenched in our bodies.

1675
3:37:49 --> 3:37:58
And the older we get, the more toxins we store, the more sluggish the blow blood flows because this rhythm in these blood vessels is not synchronous.

1676
3:37:58 --> 3:38:10
What the stimulation does is it uniformly sets the pace of the smooth muscle in the blood vessels to all tighten and relax rhythmically and uniformly through the whole body.

1677
3:38:10 --> 3:38:18
You know what that does? That gives you laminar flow through your tissues of blood, like a river without rocks in it.

1678
3:38:18 --> 3:38:25
Just a nice smooth or driving on a road that's fully paved without potholes and no stoplights.

1679
3:38:25 --> 3:38:32
So that's what it's doing. It's facilitating blood flow by restoring this rhythm.

1680
3:38:32 --> 3:38:36
So, yeah, that's a good point.

1681
3:38:36 --> 3:38:52
I've spoken with some of the other clinicians that are in Beamer and we do some shop talk about things that I have to be careful on any kind of conversation to just talk specifically about FDA compliant type verbiage.

1682
3:38:52 --> 3:38:57
So but when we doctors get together, we can talk shop about a whole lot more.

1683
3:38:57 --> 3:39:02
But yeah, the best thing to look at is if your body's under stress.

1684
3:39:02 --> 3:39:11
Okay. What what kind of changes are happening and how much is that contributing to illness that you might have?

1685
3:39:11 --> 3:39:18
Okay, so it's it we fall into these vicious cycles and I could feel that happening to me.

1686
3:39:18 --> 3:39:21
And I just again chalked it up to old age.

1687
3:39:21 --> 3:39:32
But when I started seeing the clock going back and my parameters looking better and my doctor happier, it's like I've got better looking numbers now than five years ago.

1688
3:39:32 --> 3:39:35
And I feel better than I did 20 years ago.

1689
3:39:35 --> 3:39:39
So that's why I'm not going to give up on Beamer ever.

1690
3:39:39 --> 3:39:47
You know, I mean, I might not be able to keep exhibiting because it's expensive, but I'm going to keep telling people about this technology because I've been able to rely on it.

1691
3:39:47 --> 3:39:51
And it's reproducible and I can predict the effect it's going to have in people.

1692
3:39:51 --> 3:39:53
That's how consistent it is.

1693
3:39:53 --> 3:39:59
And the key is what somebody makes the investment in getting a Beamer.

1694
3:39:59 --> 3:40:11
Then if they use it the way it's just the way it's recommended, you get more and more and more benefit over time as your body does its own detox and self repair activities.

1695
3:40:11 --> 3:40:14
It helps your body help itself.

1696
3:40:14 --> 3:40:27
And that's so empowering because I can tell you how many times I got a boo boo on a weekend and I couldn't go see a chiropractor and acupuncturist or have a neck vertebrae get out of place, and I can just target it and deal with it myself.

1697
3:40:27 --> 3:40:43
And I've had a friend of mine who became a distributor here in the Indianapolis area. She told me that her chiropractor she keeps trying to tell him about it because he does not see her as often now, because she's feeling better.

1698
3:40:43 --> 3:40:54
So yes, Susan exactly this facilitates better microcirculation flow. I can give you now just about microcirculation, I gave a talk about it.

1699
3:40:54 --> 3:41:02
Let me see if I can find my good vibrations talk I hope to God I have it in my notes.

1700
3:41:02 --> 3:41:04
Yep, here it is.

1701
3:41:04 --> 3:41:07
Let me give you this, I'm going to copy this link.

1702
3:41:07 --> 3:41:12
And this is physicians for ancestral health I gave this in January of 2019.

1703
3:41:12 --> 3:41:15
At our winter retreat.

1704
3:41:15 --> 3:41:20
And I did it because I was inspired by the effect of being.

1705
3:41:20 --> 3:41:27
And the next thing I did was for continuing medical credit, I could not bring up the word beamer. So I just talked about the biology.

1706
3:41:27 --> 3:41:35
And if anybody asked me after the talk about hey what's this beamer machine in the back of the room, what are you doing there. So I can you know the topic gave about blood flow.

1707
3:41:35 --> 3:41:51
And even my dogs like it, and it's not even meant for dogs but they do make a blanket for horses so you definitely want to go to my web page there and take a look at all the information and if you think you want to get one up until the end of this.

1708
3:41:51 --> 3:42:02
So for another week, we've got special going on it's going to go up to $6215. And right now it's 4990 and that's pretty much fully loaded set.

1709
3:42:02 --> 3:42:18
And that's includes three applicators, the small one I talked about. That's like a hockey puck. One that's got three coils in it like a pad or a belt called the beamer pad. And then it has a big yoga mat in it that has six big coils in it for your whole body.

1710
3:42:18 --> 3:42:20
That's the one you lay on twice a day.

1711
3:42:20 --> 3:42:22
But yeah I use it.

1712
3:42:22 --> 3:42:32
Yeah, if I get run down. Yeah, I can tell it doesn't have to be 12 hours after my morning session it might be eight hours if it's a particularly stressful day.

1713
3:42:32 --> 3:42:34
But yeah this type of.

1714
3:42:34 --> 3:42:45
I think anything that can help your blood flow better is going to help you get rid of things that your body doesn't want to have. So, oops, that's the title.

1715
3:42:45 --> 3:43:02
Oh yeah that my that's my YouTube link up there. Yeah. So, but like I said I pulled all these papers and you wouldn't believe that I mean the stuff I couldn't even include was getting into things like the effect of blood flow microcirculation and cancer patients.

1716
3:43:02 --> 3:43:14
I did bring up sepsis and metabolic syndrome as far as things where the microcirculation was measured, and you could see what where it got deranged.

1717
3:43:14 --> 3:43:22
One really two fascinating things when they put a laser flow Doppler on Sherpa mountain climbers in the Himalayas.

1718
3:43:22 --> 3:43:28
So, their microcirculation was more vigorous than people at sea level.

1719
3:43:28 --> 3:43:38
Doesn't that make sense because if you're at altitude and oxygen is first that you'd want to really rev up every possible oxygen delivery capacity you have.

1720
3:43:38 --> 3:43:40
So I thought that was interesting.

1721
3:43:40 --> 3:43:48
Another fascinating one. General anesthesia completely shuts down this rhythm of the microcirculation.

1722
3:43:48 --> 3:44:05
I think one of the things that I used to see when my patients were coming out of anesthesia if they were a polio patient or a stroke patient, you know in other words they had a neurologic deficit from many years ago that as they were coming out of anesthesia those deficits would be there

1723
3:44:05 --> 3:44:18
I was in a stroke, weak, weak limb, and the recovery nurse was like Dr. Schultz Dr Schultz Schultz Schultz Schultz got this weakness so let's just chill out for a minute wait and see that's not where I was operating it might be the old polio stroke.

1724
3:44:18 --> 3:44:34
Sure enough, once all the anesthesia were off. Everything was back facial droop was gone. So that told me that I thought the nerves were asleep you know but now I know that part of the reason the nerves weren't functioning to their reserve capacity was the

1725
3:44:34 --> 3:44:49
circulation was temporarily arrested. Here's another cool tip I learned from these research papers during open heart surgery on cardiac bypass, they put the laser flow Doppler probe on the patient's forehead.

1726
3:44:49 --> 3:45:06
When the rhythmic pulsations of the heart cease because the bypass pump was flushing the blood through the body microcirculation increased. In other words, there was something about that heart rhythm that was in balance with the microcirculation.

1727
3:45:06 --> 3:45:23
And when the heart rhythm was taken out of the equation briefly, the microcirculation did more. It's just like I said I have never gotten so fired up about learning more about biology. They didn't teach us this in med school maybe they didn't know about it.

1728
3:45:23 --> 3:45:35
But to see that somebody was able to design an engineer so perfectly, something that could help restore that normal function. It's just amazing to me.

1729
3:45:35 --> 3:45:45
It's, it's very similar to the kind of benefits people get from exercise, yet, some of the biggest users are athletes, because it helps with their athletic performance and recovery.

1730
3:45:45 --> 3:45:51
So just because you're in your best shape your life doesn't mean that be more can't help you be even better.

1731
3:45:51 --> 3:46:05
And, oh yeah, Gary that's a good question about clay and that night certainly if there are metals in our bodies people talk about chelation therapies and that's one of those areas I really haven't studied.

1732
3:46:05 --> 3:46:30
I think it's a great degree. I mean, people talked about EDTA for example as a key lighting agent, maybe beneficial. Again, we do need good documentation and even if we have a series of case reports, patient series of what you might call it treatments

1733
3:46:30 --> 3:46:45
Jesus, if you document well the condition, the testing, and you're consistent. There's no reason why you can't see whether or not a particular intervention is beneficial or not.

1734
3:46:45 --> 3:46:53
But you have to document blood levels of various toxins for example, and that type of thing.

1735
3:46:53 --> 3:47:09
Research and environmental toxicity effects scientists have found that kaolin a cheap and abundant clay. It's in kaopectate for example, which is for diarrhea I think can act as a powerful antidote, immediate toxic effects of graphene oxide.

1736
3:47:09 --> 3:47:29
So that's cool. That's a really great news article, if that's what that is but you know again, we're not getting all the information we should be getting. And that's what's frustrating to me is we're not seeing the kind of research I'd like to see.

1737
3:47:29 --> 3:47:45
If I could afford a laser flow Doppler, I would show people while they're laying on the beam or what's happening, you know, with their blood flow. You can see it physically I mean if somebody especially an elderly people you can see their skin pink up and blush, just from an eight minute session on the

1738
3:47:45 --> 3:47:50
It's amazing.

1739
3:47:50 --> 3:48:04
Oh yeah, now talks a whole different thing I think because I've got to look at the boy you guys are like Dustin off the cobwebs here.

1740
3:48:04 --> 3:48:29
Yeah, I'm not a big fan of talc really but was it responsible for like for example the talcum powder is being related to ovarian cancers now now we're asking, was it for all these big lawsuits against companies for so called hazardous substances and cosmetics etc.

1741
3:48:29 --> 3:48:41
And was it for the cause or was it something else. And it's just a lot of times I leave these, these zoom calls with more questions and answers.

1742
3:48:41 --> 3:48:57
But it sure makes you question things for example when we had Mr Wallach on and he was talking showing his video about the concomitant environmental problems that were recorded at the time of the bubonic play.

1743
3:48:57 --> 3:49:13
And I wrote him privately and I said, Yeah, I think we could probably chase that down if we had the geologic evidence and the astrophysical evidence of the time that was available to look at things like volcanic and earthquake activity and pollutants in the air etc.

1744
3:49:13 --> 3:49:18
But the point is,

1745
3:49:18 --> 3:49:26
And I wrote about Wallach and that Dr Wallach it was not Wallach the doctor he was a filmmaker that was on.

1746
3:49:26 --> 3:49:29
Anyway, if that's the right.

1747
3:49:29 --> 3:49:33
I think that's the right name. Anyway,

1748
3:49:33 --> 3:49:42
I said to him I said well if there are environmental toxins that are going to affect people nutritionally and immunologically.

1749
3:49:42 --> 3:49:57
You can still have an infectious plague of some sort, you know, from a bug that was otherwise tolerated in society but now that everybody's systems been knocked down a bit.

1750
3:49:57 --> 3:50:01
Everybody's coming down with the same infectious disease.

1751
3:50:01 --> 3:50:21
So, that is, you know, just another variable to take into consideration. This is what Stephen and I were talking about differential diagnosis, and the value of hearing all these different points, it's like, there's a, there's, like I said it's a big tapestry there's a lot of data.

1752
3:50:21 --> 3:50:40
We have to think outside those lanes if you will, you know, we have to think about, and we actually have to think in 3D I keep saying that, because we have to picture multiple dimensions of something and in this case now especially with spiritual battle we have to think about

1753
3:50:40 --> 3:51:00
So, here we are in the middle of this one little skirmish. It's not little it's huge but in the grand scheme of things where does it fall.

1754
3:51:00 --> 3:51:09
Yeah, so we're here, so we got to do something about it, and at least process it properly, which should be awesome.

1755
3:51:09 --> 3:51:11
But, I don't know.

1756
3:51:11 --> 3:51:16
If anybody wants to unmute feel free.

1757
3:51:16 --> 3:51:18
That a few people left on here.

1758
3:51:18 --> 3:51:23
I was just going to type something but it would be easier to say it.

1759
3:51:23 --> 3:51:29
Life is like the magic eye. For those who have seen that there.

1760
3:51:29 --> 3:51:43
On paper appears to be patterns, but then when you focus just right it turns into sort of a glassy 3D scene, it pops into view.

1761
3:51:43 --> 3:51:49
I think it's the intuition like Susan mentioned in the chat.

1762
3:51:49 --> 3:51:51
Absolutely.

1763
3:51:51 --> 3:51:55
And it's hard to describe it to people.

1764
3:51:55 --> 3:52:00
Some people have those instincts and others, maybe have them and just don't know it.

1765
3:52:00 --> 3:52:17
And other people get them so so wrapped up in whatever the narrative is, they almost deliberately discount the, what I call the obvious and call myself after obvious and that's why they discount things that are right in front of them.

1766
3:52:17 --> 3:52:23
Because it goes against whatever they got comfortable believing.

1767
3:52:23 --> 3:52:31
So, I don't know I'm just used to being uncomfortable I guess that, you know, I'm going to question.

1768
3:52:31 --> 3:52:45
You know what what's going on. So, it's kind of where I'm at with these things but I already guys say discomfort is the first step to improving to anyone getting better.

1769
3:52:45 --> 3:52:58
So people that complain that they're offended. They are discomforted by something that, like now.

1770
3:52:58 --> 3:53:10
There's this this new thing out where they're saying the, the word American is offensive, because it's not the only company country in the Americas and implies that it's the best.

1771
3:53:10 --> 3:53:14
So,

1772
3:53:14 --> 3:53:18
Okay, I watched my train of thought.

1773
3:53:18 --> 3:53:29
Well here's here's something that keeps popping in and out of my head I keep forgetting to say it, but this thing about

1774
3:53:29 --> 3:53:31
being offended.

1775
3:53:31 --> 3:53:39
Okay, is that is basically an assault on you.

1776
3:53:39 --> 3:53:43
Okay, when someone says, I'm offended.

1777
3:53:43 --> 3:54:01
It's like, who is it on a call the other day they said, and, you know, I think that's the perfect response, and, you know, because what they want is to draw you in and I've seen this in our chats before where someone wants to draw you into a debate.

1778
3:54:01 --> 3:54:04
That's a distraction.

1779
3:54:04 --> 3:54:17
And you go, Wait a minute, homie don't play that. That's another in living color metaphor you got to see those are hilarious. Anyway, so you just go no not going there.

1780
3:54:17 --> 3:54:25
And you don't play, maybe make a joke, because you know at some point you're going to derail their argumentative narrative that they want to push on you.

1781
3:54:25 --> 3:54:41
Because this whole thing is all about labels and taking you to the next step until you are so browbeat into some corner that you, you know, like, where was that town was it up in Portland where they had the mayor kneeling in front of him BLM guy.

1782
3:54:41 --> 3:54:43
What the heck was that all.

1783
3:54:43 --> 3:54:45
Did you guys see that.

1784
3:54:45 --> 3:54:46
I want to miss.

1785
3:54:46 --> 3:54:49
That's one of those things that made me want to throw up.

1786
3:54:49 --> 3:54:52
When I saw that guy do that, submit.

1787
3:54:52 --> 3:54:57
You know, and there was no reason for him to do that.

1788
3:54:57 --> 3:55:06
You know, what do you think, meaning by something chaotic like that submitting to something that's utterly diabolical.

1789
3:55:06 --> 3:55:18
Really, here's, here's what I, here's what I meant to get to people going with the nerd I'm there, they feel comfortable accepting the narrative.

1790
3:55:18 --> 3:55:24
And then if you come to them and offer some real science they become very uncomfortable.

1791
3:55:24 --> 3:55:28
And they think that the discomfort is a bad thing.

1792
3:55:28 --> 3:55:43
Yeah, and pose that they put up a wall, a steel wall, and with some anger behind it, but they don't realize that that that discomfort is their path to getting better to realizing.

1793
3:55:43 --> 3:55:56
Yeah, thinking better thinking more thinking wider and then seeing more clearly, and then being able to make up their own mind from that.

1794
3:55:56 --> 3:56:01
I think so, and it's not always going to work and it's not always going to work right away.

1795
3:56:01 --> 3:56:06
I know we've all had people that we thought were friends or neighbors.

1796
3:56:06 --> 3:56:08
It's almost like they snap.

1797
3:56:08 --> 3:56:10
And it's because of these circumstances.

1798
3:56:10 --> 3:56:18
And you go wait a minute, it's like, what happened to you. I literally just go what happened to you.

1799
3:56:18 --> 3:56:27
And they act like you're bad. It's like what are you talking about, and it's all about the environment that they've either relocated to or whatever.

1800
3:56:27 --> 3:56:30
And what they're inundated with in their cultural soup.

1801
3:56:30 --> 3:56:35
For example, one of my neighbors moved back to California and they just over a few months.

1802
3:56:35 --> 3:56:49
Went weird. The closer to the presidential election the worse it got till by January 6, you know when that happened is like I had a block this lady, she just got so violent like, what is wrong with you.

1803
3:56:49 --> 3:56:57
My cousin's son, same thing, and they're both out there and what my ex father-in-law used to call the world's largest outdoor and sanest sound.

1804
3:56:57 --> 3:57:05
And any of our California friends may or may not feel that that's appropriate, but that's what he used to call it.

1805
3:57:05 --> 3:57:10
But it is because of these dark influences on the West Coast, and it's tragic.

1806
3:57:10 --> 3:57:16
And it's really been going on for a long, long time, and it never got checked.

1807
3:57:16 --> 3:57:20
So now they have institutional election fraud.

1808
3:57:20 --> 3:57:25
And it's metastasized like a cancer to Arizona.

1809
3:57:25 --> 3:57:28
And it's going to happen everywhere and we all have a little bit of it.

1810
3:57:28 --> 3:57:31
You don't even know it.

1811
3:57:31 --> 3:57:39
Because for the longest time, if things were going okay and you were kind of left alone, you know, you can get by with your life.

1812
3:57:39 --> 3:57:45
You didn't realize what kind of garbage was going on in the state house or in the county commissioner's office.

1813
3:57:45 --> 3:58:01
But the more things start to go downhill, especially with this whole New World Order, Great Reset garbage, people started paying more attention until now they've got, you know, drag crane story hour and all this other horrific stuff happening to kids with this gender bender stuff.

1814
3:58:01 --> 3:58:04
You know, they're going, oh my God, they're destroying my children.

1815
3:58:04 --> 3:58:08
It's like, well, they've been kind of trying to destroy them for a long time.

1816
3:58:08 --> 3:58:18
That's why your kids are coming home going, we're killing all the polar bears. Don't drive your car anymore. You know, I mean, the kids have been just psychologically tortured in school.

1817
3:58:18 --> 3:58:23
And that's one of the things that Stephen's been raging about. I'm with him 100%.

1818
3:58:23 --> 3:58:34
Oh, yeah, Susan, I had to retire a long time ago. Actually, it'll be nine years in January. In a couple weeks, it'll be nine years since I hurt my hands and had to retire.

1819
3:58:34 --> 3:58:47
So, yeah, I had to go on my own personal private insurance. So retirement type things. So I don't know what the future holds. Like I said, you know, I don't want to run out of money.

1820
3:58:47 --> 3:58:59
So, but which is niacinamide that you commented on this nicotinic acid. I'll tell you, I don't know if I can show you guys this, but I had these weird, weird ring like brushes on my arm.

1821
3:58:59 --> 3:59:09
There was one right here. You can't even see it anymore. And here's the other one. It's like a big circle. Looks like ringworm, but it's not. It's granuloma annulare.

1822
3:59:09 --> 3:59:22
And it's just another old fogies lumpy thing that people get. And I tried everything. As a matter of fact, this one here was so bad. I was actually putting a wort remover on it and I'm not recommending you do that because you're literally burning off layers of skin.

1823
3:59:22 --> 3:59:34
So don't do that at home. But he said, hey, he's this thing you could do is take niacinamide. So that was a year ago almost. And it's like, okay, doc, I'll take it. And I didn't notice any change for the longest time.

1824
3:59:34 --> 3:59:45
And then, you know, a month would go by and I'd look at it and go, oh my goodness, they're disappearing. And I cannot credit that to anything other than what he told me to do. And that was like an old timey type remedy.

1825
3:59:45 --> 3:59:56
And so niacinamide, it's like a form of vitamin B3, but it's not niacin. It's like nicotinic acid. So it's different.

1826
3:59:56 --> 4:00:14
And easily available. Yeah, they're calling it. Well, here it is. Let's single here. I know my insurance wouldn't pay for it on prescription. So but it's either called nicotinic acid or niacinamide.

1827
4:00:14 --> 4:00:17
Did I type it in? Niacinamide?

1828
4:00:17 --> 4:00:37
Oh, you know, Susan, that's a good point as far as doing some type of health counseling like we've seen other people do. Yeah, there you go. Niacinamide has the benefit of not causing skin blushing. That's correct.

1829
4:00:37 --> 4:00:46
But there were some other properties to it. And I found a paper about the granular and it was from a long time ago.

1830
4:00:46 --> 4:00:54
Looks like people put it in topicals. Some of the, you know, things are in topical things like cosmetic. Here we go. Let's go to WebMD.

1831
4:00:54 --> 4:00:59
It's called also called nicotinamide. It's a form of vitamin B3.

1832
4:00:59 --> 4:01:04
You can get it in meat, fish, milk, eggs, green vegetables and cereals.

1833
4:01:04 --> 4:01:16
Regular niacin that you could buy the cheap stuff at the drugstore is converted to niacinamide when taken in amounts greater than what is needed by the body.

1834
4:01:16 --> 4:01:21
But unlike niacin, niacinamide doesn't help treat high cholesterol.

1835
4:01:21 --> 4:01:31
So, you know, do not confuse niacinamide with niacin, NADH, nicotinamide, riboside. That's something different.

1836
4:01:31 --> 4:01:39
But yeah, the plain old garden variety niacinamide is what I'm taking and it's pretty affordable.

1837
4:01:39 --> 4:01:48
You know, you can look and just one of one of the things I do for better or worse, you know, I'm not too much of a vitamin snob as far as like where I get things.

1838
4:01:48 --> 4:01:54
But I will see, you know, where's the manufacturer, where's the ingredients come from?

1839
4:01:54 --> 4:02:00
And I might spend hours researching just a single supplement before I actually order something online.

1840
4:02:00 --> 4:02:05
If I can get it from Thorne, I will, because I know that they have the manufacturing practices.

1841
4:02:05 --> 4:02:16
But some of these other ones, if it's made in the USA, that's that's a plus because they have to answer to the regulatory agencies on that.

1842
4:02:16 --> 4:02:19
Oh, here, which screen I was on and.

1843
4:02:22 --> 4:02:27
Oh, good question about family. Yeah, in general. Yeah.

1844
4:02:27 --> 4:02:36
So anyway, that's what I do. So if I have to go to like an online to place an online order for something, we do have a good health food store.

1845
4:02:36 --> 4:02:39
They were they were closed for a while, but they're reopening at a new location.

1846
4:02:39 --> 4:02:44
So I'm happy to hear that. And they source everything.

1847
4:02:44 --> 4:02:55
So and they're really well established. So we're kind of lucky to have those folks as far as family goes in the know regarding covid operation, how the world really works.

1848
4:02:55 --> 4:03:01
That's a loaded question, Susan, because some relatives do and some relatives don't.

1849
4:03:01 --> 4:03:04
And some relatives have figured it out.

1850
4:03:04 --> 4:03:14
In other words, people that worked in the health care system trusted the health care system, but now are having second thoughts because they've seen the problems.

1851
4:03:14 --> 4:03:21
They're waking up. I still have people that just disagree with me and we love each other so we don't fight.

1852
4:03:21 --> 4:03:27
But I don't lie to people. I can't because if you tell people lies, you're not going to keep your story straight.

1853
4:03:27 --> 4:03:33
You're going to screw up. So it's easier to be right by being honest, whether they want to hear it or not.

1854
4:03:33 --> 4:03:41
So that's kind of where I come from. Plus, you know, you don't it's just like it just is not part of my nature to.

1855
4:03:42 --> 4:03:47
Fudge or fabricate or be misleading in any way. I gained nothing by that.

1856
4:03:47 --> 4:03:51
You know, to me, sharing truth is the most important thing I can do.

1857
4:03:51 --> 4:03:55
And I take that. Sorry. Oh, go ahead.

1858
4:03:56 --> 4:04:06
Susan mentions asks whether you have children and what about I would expand that to family and how are they in regards to all this?

1859
4:04:06 --> 4:04:12
Yeah, that's a great. That is an excellent question. And like I said, it's across the board for people that.

1860
4:04:13 --> 4:04:17
I'm just not very close to that. I used to be closer with and.

1861
4:04:17 --> 4:04:23
And I'm OK. I'm you know, like it's that part of letting go like I was talking about.

1862
4:04:23 --> 4:04:28
So there's a poverty, if you will, of that connection.

1863
4:04:28 --> 4:04:36
But I know I'll see him again. And I know when we do, it'll be just like it was when we were growing up and spending weekends at Ramadans and that type of thing.

1864
4:04:36 --> 4:04:42
But it's not all ideological. A lot of it's logistic because I've been away for so long in my career.

1865
4:04:42 --> 4:04:47
I still live over two hundred and twenty five, two hundred thirty miles away from most of my relatives.

1866
4:04:47 --> 4:04:53
Then there's some over on the West Coast that I haven't seen since the last time I was on a plane, which was twenty nineteen.

1867
4:04:53 --> 4:05:02
So but, you know, I still love them all, you know, and they know it and they know they can call me if they have an issue or they want to have a question or want to talk to me about something.

1868
4:05:02 --> 4:05:05
You know, again, I can't.

1869
4:05:05 --> 4:05:13
You know, I'm so sympathetic to everything people have been inundated with because I've got, you know, people working in shipping.

1870
4:05:13 --> 4:05:19
I have people working in clinical stuff like, you know, first responders.

1871
4:05:19 --> 4:05:26
I have cousins in arts. I have cousins in teaching education.

1872
4:05:26 --> 4:05:33
So they're in all various strata of this control grid.

1873
4:05:33 --> 4:05:40
And if the ones that have kids, I just say, please, please, please do not give them this crap.

1874
4:05:40 --> 4:05:43
You know, I try to send them what I can.

1875
4:05:43 --> 4:05:52
So I love the fact that we have Archbishop Vigano's presentation where he's name and names.

1876
4:05:52 --> 4:05:57
And those that are of the Catholic faith might listen to what he has to say.

1877
4:05:57 --> 4:06:00
It's like, don't take my word for it. He's found the same thing out.

1878
4:06:00 --> 4:06:09
You know, in other words, we're we're all sharing knowledge that should be readily apparent and certainly can be independently verified.

1879
4:06:09 --> 4:06:14
You know, I don't really try to tell people anything. They can't double check on their own.

1880
4:06:14 --> 4:06:21
And that's the same with the Beamer. You know, that's another reason why I'm very confident because I have the evidence based research and I can share it with clients.

1881
4:06:21 --> 4:06:32
And I can share it with clinicians. And there's anybody can actually go to PubMed.gov or to what's the other one?

1882
4:06:32 --> 4:06:39
Google Scholar. And you have to type in Beamer physical vascular therapy.

1883
4:06:39 --> 4:06:49
And I don't know if they listed as powered muscle stimulator yet or not.

1884
4:06:49 --> 4:07:02
So that's one search I just put in the chat. It is a class two FDA cleared powered muscle stimulator.

1885
4:07:02 --> 4:07:08
And I know it's like not to be trusted, blah, blah, blah. Usually political appointees run it.

1886
4:07:08 --> 4:07:20
But the thing is, most energy therapy devices that are on the market, these other PMF, they don't even apply for FDA clearance so they don't produce the research.

1887
4:07:20 --> 4:07:27
So to even apply, you have to bring them buckets of research and then they still make you jump through hoops and want more.

1888
4:07:27 --> 4:07:35
And one of the reasons it's called a powered muscle stimulator is here in the USA is because the FDA cleared that description.

1889
4:07:35 --> 4:07:49
And put it in that category with those kind of muscle stimulators that have pads that you can shock your body and make a muscle contract, even though the Beamer doesn't do that.

1890
4:07:49 --> 4:08:02
Oh, yeah, the way the way the Beamer independent distributorship works is yes, if I help you order a Beamer and your order is linked to my name and my distributorship.

1891
4:08:02 --> 4:08:10
Yeah, Beamer does give us a royalty payment, if you will. So if somebody wanted to become a distributor, they can do that.

1892
4:08:10 --> 4:08:27
Sometime in January, there's going to be an updated design. And again, it was to accommodate one thing, change that the FDA wanted after it put it into this class two category, but it doesn't affect any of the basic programming that you use on a daily basis.

1893
4:08:27 --> 4:08:37
And it's not an upgrade. It's not a downgrade. It's just an updated design to jump through more engineering hoops with the FDA.

1894
4:08:37 --> 4:08:43
But nowhere in the world does anybody else put these demands on Beamer like the USA does.

1895
4:08:43 --> 4:08:54
And part of it is because these other therapy devices haven't been tested. Their biological effects haven't been analyzed.

1896
4:08:54 --> 4:09:03
And some some are harmful. Pierre Khoury showed a probe on Twitter, and it was a PEMF stimulator. I think Christie sent this to me.

1897
4:09:03 --> 4:09:15
And he said, if you have one of these, don't use it if you have COVID, you know, it's like, okay, yeah, but that's Beamer's. We don't even know what that thing is lightsaber looking thing is doing, you know.

1898
4:09:15 --> 4:09:28
And that's probably because if it's not the right way for and not the right energy level, you could do some harm. And again, Dr. Anna Mehelsha, I apologize for butchering her name.

1899
4:09:28 --> 4:09:38
She's probably done the most homework in our little group about energy therapies, but we have other people as well. And they have experience with these.

1900
4:09:38 --> 4:09:48
And so I respect everybody's opinion, but I'm sticking to my standards for this particular device because it's been proven to me.

1901
4:09:48 --> 4:09:56
And I have not yet seen any adverse effects that cause people to not use it.

1902
4:09:56 --> 4:10:06
FDA has put, do not use if you have an active deep vein thrombosis diagnosis. Do not use if you have an implanted drug pump like an insulin pump.

1903
4:10:06 --> 4:10:12
And do not use if you're on anti rejection medicine.

1904
4:10:12 --> 4:10:18
All right, Christy. Anti rejection medicine for organobomal transplant.

1905
4:10:18 --> 4:10:28
And the reason for that last one is because Beamer was shown to improve immune cell circulation.

1906
4:10:29 --> 4:10:39
And it's probably part of the blood flow effect. We're not 100% sure, but when Beamer saw that in their clinical studies, because they were doing the blood work and everything else,

1907
4:10:39 --> 4:10:52
they said, wow, if this is helping the immune system work better and somebody's depressing their immune system because they have a transplant, we don't want to be anywhere near a transplant rejection.

1908
4:10:52 --> 4:10:57
So we're just going to say, don't use it. Don't use Beamer if you have an organobomal transplant.

1909
4:10:57 --> 4:11:06
There's a few other things that they say, hey, if you have this clinical condition, like if you have a pacemaker or some other conditions, you know, check with your doctor first, let your doctor know you have this.

1910
4:11:06 --> 4:11:16
And then now that it's in the powered muscle stimulator category where you don't want to shock your heart with another shock device, they say don't put the coils over your pacemaker.

1911
4:11:16 --> 4:11:29
Well, it's like, duh, I mean, you shouldn't have interfering energy signals near each other anyway, but they did, Beamer did a lot of studies very early on with pacemakers and they're all safe because the energy level is so low.

1912
4:11:29 --> 4:11:38
You can't, you probably had greater risk walking by a micro enrollment, to be honest with you, because it's much higher energy and it's not the right kind.

1913
4:11:38 --> 4:11:49
So this is using such a low level of energy to drive that waveform into the body where it just propagates on through because we're mostly water.

1914
4:11:49 --> 4:12:00
That there was a physicist in Europe who didn't understand the biology of the rhythmic wave signal.

1915
4:12:00 --> 4:12:10
And he thought that the energy was so low from the PEMF, it couldn't possibly be doing anything. It's like, dude, it's not the PEMF. It's just the driver.

1916
4:12:10 --> 4:12:19
It's like having the driver on a loudspeaker, you know, it's there to drive the signal, but the signal comes out the speaker and you hear the music right.

1917
4:12:19 --> 4:12:24
Well, that's what this is. It's the energy delivery vehicle because it's safe.

1918
4:12:24 --> 4:12:37
It's efficient, and it's cost effective, and it's small and makes it portable. So that's why they landed on PEMF to deliver the Beamer signal, which is a way. It's a vibration. It's a ripple, whatever you want to call it, and it's rhythmic.

1919
4:12:37 --> 4:12:48
And again, I think this is why it's helped me so much get back in balance because, you know, it's a lot harder for me to get thrown off. And like I said, my body got better first.

1920
4:12:48 --> 4:12:59
And my sleep got better. Sleep's huge. Sleep is so important. And then that probably helped my mind as well. And when your emotional state's more stable, your mind is more stable.

1921
4:12:59 --> 4:13:11
When your emotional state's more stable, you're not, you know, stressed out from being bombarded with all the stuff we're bombarded with, then your spiritual side can awaken. And I really feel I had to have been part of it.

1922
4:13:11 --> 4:13:23
I can't imagine where I'd be or if I'd even still be alive if I didn't have it, especially when I had all that sleep nap, you know, from my big tonsils. So I don't know. It's just, that's my journey. Okay.

1923
4:13:23 --> 4:13:41
I don't know what everybody else feels, but if you get on any of our Beamer calls, we have them all the time. There's a blog top radio. There's something five days a week open to the public. So if anybody wants to see more in the Beamer has its own Beamer USA YouTube channel.

1924
4:13:41 --> 4:13:49
And then I have an app I can send you additional

1925
4:13:49 --> 4:14:06
videos. I think there's a PowerPoint presentation in there. There's definitely other flyers and things like that. I could send you a lot of material through that Beamer share app and send those to you directly. So if anybody wants any of that, just email me.

1926
4:14:06 --> 4:14:16
Yeah, CureZone.org. Let's see, that might be, that could be somebody else's distributorship. Let's take a look.

1927
4:14:16 --> 4:14:38
Oh, that's interesting from, oh, it's a forum. Very, very cool. Yeah. Now the Beamer 3000. Wow. Those are some oldies. Beamer 3000 has been off the market for a long time. And if you look at the date center, it says 18 years ago. If I'm looking at the same page that you just put in.

1928
4:14:38 --> 4:14:50
It's really interesting because the Beamer device, the Beamer 3000 was before this professional device and it required a higher energy level and the duration of the effect was short.

1929
4:14:50 --> 4:15:11
So by Dr. Klopp dialing it in better. I don't know what he did. His physicist, again, that's not my area, but he obviously was measuring the delivery of the signal with various frequency, changing between 10 Hertz and 30 Hertz and the duration of each and comparing it to the change in blood flow.

1930
4:15:11 --> 4:15:27
And then looking at what level of electromagnetic energy was required to get, you know, find, I call it finding the sweet spot. He hit the sweet spot for microcirculation. That's what he was targeting. And once he got it locked in, you know, they lined up all their patents.

1931
4:15:27 --> 4:15:44
And they saw that there was this same sweet spot could be adapted for horses and they have this fabulous horse blanket that's been out since I think at least 2006. And so like I said, it's been an amazing journey and I think it's a really great company.

1932
4:15:44 --> 4:15:59
And again, most people can't practically distribute Beamers for a living unless you have some sales superpowers that I don't have, which I don't have any, to be honest with you. But I will tell people about it. I will share it. I will talk about it and I will tell you what I've learned.

1933
4:15:59 --> 4:16:22
And if you want to order one, I am happy to help you do that. It helps contribute to the travel expense fund because I've been to lots and lots of events exhibiting Beamer. And I've gotten a lot of hundreds of people on Beamer over the last three years, at least because I really started telling the world about it back in 2019.

1934
4:16:22 --> 4:16:41
But I'll keep going. I'm not going to stop. I might not be able to do all the physical demos and things like before because that's a lot of driving and a lot of expense and I'm getting close to running out of my insurance coverage. So I have to be a better custodian of my funds.

1935
4:16:41 --> 4:17:06
But yeah, that's pretty cool. But yeah, that Beamer 3000 Geary that they talk about in CureZone, that thing's ancient. And yeah, Beamer Pro is what we're looking at now. And let's look here. I can share some stuff with you. I've thrown this in at the end of the chat before because I didn't want to ruffle any feathers.

1936
4:17:06 --> 4:17:30
But I've been trying to throw in some links. And let me see what I can get you. I search here. Oh, it's right on top. Introduction to Beamer. And I already put my video on there. So about Beamer. Oh, yeah, here. I'm going to send you a couple things. Just this one part here. There's several links. There's an eight minute video you can watch.

1937
4:17:31 --> 4:17:58
Micro circulation effect on a human volunteer. That's my favorite. And then something about the equine from my website. And like I said, we still have the special going on. The coolest thing, and I don't know if I've shared it with folks that have heard this before, but oh yeah, Christy. Christy's putting her story in there. She broke her ankle and got this. And that was back in August and she had a big surgery and it was horrible. And you know, I knew it could help her heal. So I'm going to send you a couple links.

1938
4:17:58 --> 4:18:27
I knew it could help her heal. So and it's a lifelong, I call it a foundational wellness lifestyle practice, just like brushing your teeth. I kind of joke with folks, especially when I met some of the Christian Expos. We've had a few of those. That's where I met Christy at one of those.

1939
4:18:27 --> 4:18:43
And I say, look, there's three things I want if I'm on my Harley. I want my toothbrush. I want my prayer, phenyl, my rosary and my Bible and all that. And I want my Beemer and they all fit. So matter of fact, I can put the first two in the duffel bag for the Beemer. So that's pretty cool.

1940
4:18:43 --> 4:19:11
And yeah, I'm telling you the targeting for these flare ups of different things is huge. A lot of times I might have some indigestion after I eat, depending on what I ate and how late. And if I get a tummy ache, I put the Beemer pad on my belly. And I just let it do its thing to get my body back in balance. And it really is great for helping me with my gut. So and everybody almost uniformly talks about that as well.

1941
4:19:11 --> 4:19:32
If somebody's acutely ill, I'll check with our medical director. I always consult with him. And if it's something, I tell him to wait for a little bit. For example, if they're supra-septic or something. But if you're on the mend or you're clearing out your infection, yeah, get that Beemer and get that. Help you take out the trash. Go back to using it.

1942
4:19:32 --> 4:19:55
And so yeah, it's I wish we weren't so restricted because if you pull up other countries, YouTube videos, some of them, it's the Wild Wild West and they talk about every disease under the sun and how they apply the Beemer to specific diseases. But here we don't diagnose, treat, cure, blah, blah, blah, any other conditions.

1943
4:19:55 --> 4:20:05
In other words, Beemer doesn't even have a FDA condition cleared for even something like the word pain. So we don't say pain, we say discomfort.

1944
4:20:05 --> 4:20:22
OK, so it's a lot of talking around topics to stay compliant. And I'm a big fan of being compliant. I don't think anybody should talk out of school because if you mislead someone in any walk of life, that's on you.

1945
4:20:22 --> 4:20:35
You know, if you did it deliberately or you because you played fast and loose with the rules, you know, you can't do that. You can't be cavalier about things that, you know, people are taking to heart what you're telling them.

1946
4:20:35 --> 4:20:40
You have a duty to be truthful. And again, that that honesty piece comes back again.

1947
4:20:40 --> 4:20:54
I'm glad Christy's benefiting and her family as well. And yeah, it's amazing. My even my wild dog, the 18 month old, she'll jump on me. She likes to snuggle. But boy, she'll pass out if I'm running the Beemer.

1948
4:20:54 --> 4:21:00
I'm laying on my chase lounge in the living room here with it.

1949
4:21:00 --> 4:21:08
Oh, that's you know, Susan, that's I'm going to tell you about detoxification. There are two side effects from doing too much Beemer too fast.

1950
4:21:08 --> 4:21:13
One of them is dehydration. So you have to drink a lot.

1951
4:21:13 --> 4:21:23
I should Johnny should give me some money for showing her mug. But you got to drink a lot of water. I have some cold brew coffee in here, but I go about a half a gallon of water a day.

1952
4:21:23 --> 4:21:32
You have to stay hydrated because you're flushing. You're flushing a lot. And as your body's clearing your cellular metabolism is restoring back to normal.

1953
4:21:32 --> 4:21:41
All the eliminated wastes that your body's dumping into your bloodstream is going to get carried through your elimination systems like your liver and your kidneys.

1954
4:21:41 --> 4:21:57
So yeah, you got to stay hydrated. So dehydration is a biggie. Now, if you have a lot of garbage in your body stored up and you go too fast or too high on the energy level, you will have what people call a detox syndrome.

1955
4:21:57 --> 4:22:11
And it's more common in the elderly. And it can show up in a lot of different ways like GI upset, maybe sleeplessness, maybe irritability, whatever other detox symptoms people get.

1956
4:22:11 --> 4:22:22
So it's just the best mantra we have and starting Beemer, especially if you've been struggling with a lot of health challenges is go low and go slow.

1957
4:22:22 --> 4:22:32
The lowest energy level is 3.5 micro Tesla. I met a lady last summer who had suffered from.

1958
4:22:32 --> 4:22:50
It was swine flu disease. Okay. She developed the worst sensitivities to smells and a lot of autoimmune type symptoms and gut issues.

1959
4:22:50 --> 4:22:53
And.

1960
4:22:53 --> 4:22:56
Matter of fact, just the smell of.

1961
4:22:56 --> 4:23:00
Antibacterial hand gel from 10 feet away made her almost puke.

1962
4:23:00 --> 4:23:12
And I said, I told her I said if you could stop the puking your nose is worth a million dollars because you could be like a bloodhound. Her sensitivity to smells was so intense.

1963
4:23:12 --> 4:23:26
Anyway, the first time she got on the Beemer action went to her home in southern Illinois after this expo in in St. Louis. I drove on my way home. I swung through southern Illinois and hung out with her sister and her cousin.

1964
4:23:26 --> 4:23:41
And she could only tolerate six minutes on low lower power intensity, which is what the body mad is. And so that's six minutes of 3.5 micro Tesla.

1965
4:23:41 --> 4:23:53
The earth's electromagnetic field range is way more than that. So that's how sensitive she was. But she was like, oh, wow, I got to shut this thing off. So I'll get it just shut it off. Done.

1966
4:23:53 --> 4:24:07
And I said, let me know if you want to do a custom program. She decided to order one. She and her cousin went in on it. I said, let me know if you want me to talk you through a custom program where it'll shut off on its own after four minutes because there's a way you can do that.

1967
4:24:08 --> 4:24:28
But now she's fine and she can use a whole protocol. And it's like been a year. She goes, oh, my gosh, this thing's helping me so much. So just getting over whatever that hurdle was that it helps her restore her health to where it should be.

1968
4:24:28 --> 4:24:41
In other words, where it was capable of being but for somehow was thrown out of whack by that infection that led to autoimmune disease and everything else. So that's why it doesn't cure anything. Your body cures it.

1969
4:24:41 --> 4:24:48
And as a matter of fact, when people walk up to me and ask, well, this help with this will help with that. Finally, I tell them I go.

1970
4:24:48 --> 4:25:07
Beamer is not going to make any promises that your body can't keep. Okay. So they were not promising you anything, but your body has a promise to keep, which is you use a beamer and you get better blood flow.

1971
4:25:07 --> 4:25:22
You're going to see how much better you can get. And it's different for everybody. And what's amazing to me is how well over time that people get better. That to me is amazing.

1972
4:25:22 --> 4:25:37
And I'm still seeing improvements every day or every week or every month. And sometimes it's just dealing with, you know, old age shoulder, you know, not quite going the way it should, maybe getting a little rickety.

1973
4:25:37 --> 4:25:50
If I give it a little bit of love every morning with that applicator, it's almost like I don't have to worry about it.

1974
4:25:50 --> 4:26:02
Yeah, Christie's mentioned grounding mats. Yeah. A lot of people have said that, you know, when they ask about other therapies, is this like a rife machine or is this like grounding or is this like earthing or is this like something else?

1975
4:26:02 --> 4:26:14
There's nothing like Beamer, I'll be honest with you, but from a concept of some kind of balance with the Earth's electromagnetic field that earthing and grounding might be the closest.

1976
4:26:14 --> 4:26:31
But I don't know how practical it is when it's three degrees below and it goes stand outside with your feet on the ground for 30 minutes. Okay, that's not good right now where I'm at. But Beamer, I can do that.

1977
4:26:31 --> 4:26:36
Wow, Christie, I mean put you on a payroll. I don't have a payroll, but if I could.

1978
4:26:36 --> 4:26:49
Yeah, Beamer is approved by the FDA for use on kids, but is licensed for use in kids in other countries. So Christie did her homework. And as the parent, she is able to work with her son.

1979
4:26:49 --> 4:26:54
And that is not something I guided her with. That is something she's guided herself.

1980
4:26:54 --> 4:27:10
Because that's outside of the FDA cleared indications. So people, the independent research and study that we do here is a great trait to have when you want to solve a particular problem and you see Beamer as potentially a helpful tool.

1981
4:27:10 --> 4:27:28
So I could tell you I love this thing. It's really been great. For those that do want to buy Beamer, I hope I don't get in trouble. Maybe Stephen and Charles can take this part off the recording because I don't want to get in trouble with FDA compliance for giving a public presentation.

1982
4:27:28 --> 4:27:47
But they do. If you order a Beamer, it ships and the day it ships starts a 30 day return. So that if for some reason you can't keep it, you know, sudden need for that cash that you outlay that you put out or something happens.

1983
4:27:47 --> 4:28:05
You can return it within that 30 day window and get 90% of what you paid back. So in other words, there's a 10% restocking fee. And Beamer doesn't resell these. So when you send back this beautiful Lamborghini, it never goes on the road again.

1984
4:28:05 --> 4:28:18
So that's pretty much the story why they hit charge a restocking fee. But I'm glad that the company stands behind this product. I'm very happy with the people working even at the higher levels of what do you call that?

1985
4:28:18 --> 4:28:30
The sales force, if you will. We've got some great people just dedicated and when you get on some of these calls, you can hear it, you can see it, you can feel it. And you can tell it's authentic.

1986
4:28:30 --> 4:28:46
And it's not strange. It's not scripted. And that is really great. Plus, I love our medical director. His name is Joshua Burkha. He's a naturopathic MD in California. And he and I have the most high level conversations about energy therapies of all kinds.

1987
4:28:46 --> 4:28:58
That spark of life, that YouTube video I was talking about in my little, how did the Holy Ghost put the soul in the body at the time of conception? He's the one who told me about the Spark of Life video.

1988
4:28:58 --> 4:29:10
And that's what clicked it for me when I was trying to figure out spirit versus soul. And I just came up with that answer on my own. And if I'm right, might be wrong. I'll find out someday.

1989
4:29:10 --> 4:29:27
Maybe after my last breath, but it seems to be a good working theory for me right now. And it surely reinforces the importance of life does begin at conception. And I can't get around that. I think embryos are people.

1990
4:29:27 --> 4:29:36
I've been saying that for years, but you can go back and find that on Twitter. I wrote that. And that's just kind of where I'm at. Not everybody agrees.

1991
4:29:36 --> 4:29:52
I was pretty agnostic early on about all this, especially through the 70s. I realized, as harsh as it is, even chemical prevention of pregnancy is problematic. And that's the spiritual side.

1992
4:29:52 --> 4:30:19
Okay. But certainly, certainly eliminating a life that's been created is just nothing but diabolical. And I don't know. That's just my personal medical doctor opinion, not a blind faith cult opinion. That's my medical opinion.

1993
4:30:19 --> 4:30:37
It's a bomb. And all the deaths that have been caused are an abomination. And I think they're all part of the same evil intent. But they've gotten away with billions, killing billions. Planned Parenthood should have those McDonald's, those old McDonald's signs.

1994
4:30:37 --> 4:30:59
Billions and billions killed. Can you imagine if they had a McSylent? I think McDonald's used to have these signs saying, over a billion served, they should put one up saying, billions sacrificed to Molluck.

1995
4:30:59 --> 4:31:13
Oh, I don't know where the gong bell is on this thing. But I do know. Well, I did feed my dogs when I got back from church, so they should still be okay. They've been very good. It's getting dark outside. They probably fell asleep. They go from like zero to 80. So

1996
4:31:17 --> 4:31:19
Did anybody else have any questions?

1997
4:31:22 --> 4:31:27
There's 11 of us here. I know Stephen and Charles are probably gone sleeping.

1998
4:31:29 --> 4:31:47
Laura's here. Shobin's here. Susan's here. The other Susan's here. We got two Susans and Tom. I don't know who's still awake, but I love y'all. And I said, I'm happy to tell you guys anything that's on my mind or on your mind, if I can help. But

1999
4:31:47 --> 4:32:07
But yeah, I'm really surprised Stephen asked me to be on this call. It was just like, what? Archfisher Vegan, he's a tough act to follow. And I'm nobody. You know, I'm definitely not a theologian. I just have random thoughts, you know, it's kind of funny.

2000
4:32:07 --> 4:32:25
What Gary wrote, let's see what you got there. Well, this is like the good old days of blog top radio. Yeah, Gary, I think we need to count on a Happy New Year. And no matter what kind of cray cray is out there, you know, in this crazy world, what we need to do

2001
4:32:25 --> 4:32:42
Is, yeah, I know, happy new fear. We can be happy, though, because we know what's coming. We really do. And here's an out there crazy theory for you. I just just pop again, it's one of these dumb things that pops into my head. I hope I'm not right.

2002
4:32:42 --> 4:33:08
I've mentioned that there's this YouTube channel with this guy Ben Davidson, suspicious observers is the channel. He's been tracking the geo no astrophysical science and satellite data for years. And he Oh, yeah, Gary, you're 100% right. Something's going to scare people. But I hope they're getting numb to it. I really do.

2003
4:33:09 --> 4:33:18
Then anyway, there is this cyclic and I alluded to it earlier when I told them about that mega flood video I watched about

2004
4:33:19 --> 4:33:24
An ice dam breaking and flooding out this area just east of Seattle.

2005
4:33:24 --> 4:33:38
I didn't know that. But the geological record indicates that this has happened multiple times over many, many, many thousands of years. And if that's the case, what would cause this cyclical change? Well, there's explanations for it. And I don't want to scare anybody more than

2006
4:33:38 --> 4:33:50
But the next big blowout in this catastrophe cycle is supposed to be in the 2030s to 2040s. And I got to thinking about

2007
4:33:50 --> 4:34:01
2033 is exactly 2000 years after Jesus died, was resurrected. What if that's the year? Has anybody else thought about that?

2008
4:34:01 --> 4:34:25
I don't know. It just popped into my head today. I went, Oh, yeah. So we're ready in the window, guys. And like I said, this is unavoidable. You can see the

2009
4:34:25 --> 4:34:42
stars in the galaxy and they're popping off in sequence from the center towards us with novas, micro novas, super novas, super flares, this big wave of energies waving on through. And it happens all the time. It has to do with all these magnetic fields and the way the spiral galaxy rotates. And it's just ridiculous. And also the

2010
4:34:42 --> 4:35:02
polarity of there's a polar shift, you know how these poles are always flipping. Well, if the whole galaxy's electromagnetic pole shifts and flips, that's going to send a big ripple, right? So, I think that's the biggest problem.

2011
4:35:02 --> 4:35:18
Oh, yeah, Susan, that's a good point. So anyway, just be ready. Just be ready. Be ready for no indoor plumbing, no electricity. Maybe Ice Age, maybe, you know, there was this one movie that came out, I think they dropped a big fat hint, because it was a movie that was

2012
4:35:18 --> 4:35:42
So anyway, just be ready. Just be ready. Be ready for no indoor plumbing, no electricity. Maybe Ice Age, maybe, you know, there was this one movie that came out, I think they dropped a big fat hint, because it was so preposterous at the time I watched, I went, no way. But now it's like, oh, it's called The Day After Tomorrow.

2013
4:35:42 --> 4:36:03
And it's from the last 10 or so years. And it's about this very thing, this cataclysmic upheaval of weather systems that leads to massive annihilations of whole countries and cities and, you know, instant Ice Age kind of stuff. And again, they were dropping a hint through Hollywood.

2014
4:36:04 --> 4:36:18
And, you know, you're absolutely right. It's like fictional films. They're dropping these hints. Part of it, people say it's desensitization. You know, Susan Downs is still in here. She knows about filmmaking like nobody's business. So yeah, film was in 2012.

2015
4:36:18 --> 4:36:24
You know, about the floods, the washouts, but the geologic evidence is here.

2016
4:36:24 --> 4:36:35
And I keep thinking about Antarctica. And if this whole thing about the earth flipping on its side, which we had one geologist on here that didn't agree with that, but there is a good reason that could happen.

2017
4:36:35 --> 4:36:49
And if it does, that means that the ice in Greenland and the ice in Antarctica when they hit the equator is going to start melting.

2018
4:36:49 --> 4:37:04
And a bunch of us are going to be in the wrong place if we don't start to head out. We better watch what the animals are doing because they're going to know before we do that this is hitting and there's moves we can make to get to the best possible place.

2019
4:37:04 --> 4:37:15
So just knowing that it's always good to be prepared for disasters anyway. So even the stuff that FEMA puts out, like, you know, have a backpack and be this and be that.

2020
4:37:15 --> 4:37:20
The only thing Ben throws in is have something that'll float.

2021
4:37:20 --> 4:37:26
You know, if you're on dry land and up on a hill and you don't think you're going to have to float, you might have to float. You might need a boat.

2022
4:37:26 --> 4:37:34
So some inflatable boat might be a really good thing. All I've got right now is a beach pool floating that's deflated.

2023
4:37:34 --> 4:37:41
So I don't think we're going to have a lot of luck if the water levels rise and we have to move out of wherever we're at.

2024
4:37:41 --> 4:37:49
It's going to be problematic though if your car won't start, if there's this massive EMP that could come from a solar event.

2025
4:37:49 --> 4:38:02
So yeah, it's scary. You think we're scared now, Gary? Holy cow. If this stuff really starts to pop off and do it in a rapid pace where we can't even come close to being ready.

2026
4:38:02 --> 4:38:10
It's like all this New World Order and Mark of the Beast and digital currency is nothing compared to the power of that.

2027
4:38:10 --> 4:38:31
It isn't. I mean, he's still going to make the last call. OK, and I think it's sort of a rinse and repeat because in none of these past cycles that can be identified, even the worst one, which is forty six thousand years ago, there were still five thousand humans or humanoid or whatever still on the planet that survived.

2028
4:38:31 --> 4:38:41
So we all bounced back from that mess and you look at the Noah story. Yeah, it's real. You know, it's just that's why I said Bible's got a lot of good stuff in it.

2029
4:38:41 --> 4:38:47
Tells you a lot of what happened, what's going to happen because it happened before maybe.

2030
4:38:47 --> 4:38:56
And I think we have to stay tuned into our spirit dimension that's outside of our regular physical three dimensional perceptions at the moment.

2031
4:38:56 --> 4:39:05
But I don't know. I think it's a real good idea to say those beads. I love my rosary. It's been such a blessing.

2032
4:39:05 --> 4:39:14
You don't have to be Catholic to say a rosary. Come on, you can learn the prayers. You wouldn't believe how many people have the Holy Ghost descend upon them.

2033
4:39:14 --> 4:39:20
You know, even if they're faking it, there's a story of a martyr. I got to tell you this before we go.

2034
4:39:20 --> 4:39:27
And he was again that ancient Roman persecution time. He was making fun.

2035
4:39:27 --> 4:39:32
The comedian, he was going to perform for the emperor and he was making fun of the baptism.

2036
4:39:32 --> 4:39:37
Ritual sacrament of the Christians.

2037
4:39:37 --> 4:39:45
And so he was going to walk through that as part of a parody.

2038
4:39:45 --> 4:39:53
And I guess he was saying the words of the baptism for the parody during the performance.

2039
4:39:53 --> 4:39:58
And the Holy Ghost dropped him a big download and he went, oh.

2040
4:39:58 --> 4:40:05
And when he got done with the performance, he went to the emperor and starts evangelizing and then propagates to him.

2041
4:40:05 --> 4:40:08
Okay, that's kind of how it ended because he became a martyr.

2042
4:40:08 --> 4:40:17
But he was convinced beyond belief from that experience of just saying those words and walking through that sacrament.

2043
4:40:17 --> 4:40:22
He researched it. It's kind of like what I was talking about with the actor playing Padre Pio.

2044
4:40:22 --> 4:40:31
You know, they're hearing what you're saying. And when you say those words, it's like you rang, you know, it's like you might get that download.

2045
4:40:31 --> 4:40:37
And if you do, it's like you get called, you're going to come because there's nothing like.

2046
4:40:37 --> 4:40:43
You know, being exposed full blast.

2047
4:40:43 --> 4:40:49
To divine grace, even if it's for a split second, it's like, well, there's that.

2048
4:40:49 --> 4:40:57
Whoa, there's nothing like that. You know, the love and the light that comes from that grace is indescribable.

2049
4:40:57 --> 4:41:05
People who have died and come back, you know, from their near death experiences.

2050
4:41:05 --> 4:41:11
Absolutely. Oh, yeah. Shall we go down there? I think they're barking. You guys really want to see my dogs?

2051
4:41:11 --> 4:41:18
It's not complicated at all. I've got my iPad. If I don't lose my. Oh, here, I'm going to use this one.

2052
4:41:18 --> 4:41:22
I'm going to turn this audio off and I'm just going to go to this one here.

2053
4:41:22 --> 4:41:28
OK, why fine. I'm leaving the other one.

2054
4:41:52 --> 4:42:16
OK, here we go. So, yeah, this is a tour, my messy house, my laundry room.

2055
4:42:16 --> 4:42:24
And here they come. OK, kids.

2056
4:42:24 --> 4:42:30
Our friends want to say hi.

2057
4:42:30 --> 4:42:35
Trying to do this. I don't know how to get my screen.

2058
4:42:35 --> 4:42:41
Still trying. All right. There's one. Hi, girls.

2059
4:42:41 --> 4:42:47
OK, so I can't see it. All right. They all have their little red coats on.

2060
4:42:47 --> 4:42:55
And if I can point you to everybody, there's some.

2061
4:42:55 --> 4:43:00
The one that's barking strongly down there, that's Tilly.

2062
4:43:00 --> 4:43:03
And she's she's the one barking.

2063
4:43:03 --> 4:43:07
She's five. And then right here is Zoe.

2064
4:43:07 --> 4:43:10
She's nine and she can't jump up anymore.

2065
4:43:10 --> 4:43:13
So I think her spinal cord is going in between them.

2066
4:43:13 --> 4:43:19
In between, we've got the Gabby.

2067
4:43:19 --> 4:43:22
I'm having a hard time seeing the screen, so I'm kind of leaning over.

2068
4:43:22 --> 4:43:28
That's Zoe. And then Gabby's being quiet.

2069
4:43:28 --> 4:43:30
Hi, Gabby. Now she's going downstairs.

2070
4:43:31 --> 4:43:35
Look at these three. It's like I tell you what, when I see them, I got to OK,

2071
4:43:35 --> 4:43:39
I'll follow when I see these three together like that.

2072
4:43:39 --> 4:43:42
You know, like they kind of come up to the gate.

2073
4:43:42 --> 4:43:45
There's Zoe. It's like the three stooges.

2074
4:43:45 --> 4:43:47
That thing starts playing in my head.

2075
4:43:47 --> 4:43:50
It's hilarious. All right, guys. Hold on.

2076
4:43:50 --> 4:43:53
I'll give him a biscuit. Let me give you a cookie.

2077
4:43:53 --> 4:43:56
All right.

2078
4:43:56 --> 4:43:58
OK, so they like these.

2079
4:43:58 --> 4:44:01
They're no hide.

2080
4:44:01 --> 4:44:03
And like chicken skin or something.

2081
4:44:03 --> 4:44:06
This one's for Zoe, because she's a senior citizen.

2082
4:44:06 --> 4:44:08
There's Tilly. Get that one.

2083
4:44:08 --> 4:44:10
No, she took Gabby's too.

2084
4:44:10 --> 4:44:13
OK, so I'm going to go get the other one.

2085
4:44:13 --> 4:44:15
I'm going to go get the other one.

2086
4:44:15 --> 4:44:17
I'm going to go get the other one.

2087
4:44:17 --> 4:44:19
I'm going to go get the other one.

2088
4:44:19 --> 4:44:22
Get that one. No, she took Gabby's too.

2089
4:44:22 --> 4:44:25
OK, what a pig.

2090
4:44:25 --> 4:44:27
All right, here we go, Gabster.

2091
4:44:27 --> 4:44:29
Everybody got the same.

2092
4:44:29 --> 4:44:31
Oh, my God.

2093
4:44:31 --> 4:44:35
So that's my dogs.

2094
4:44:35 --> 4:44:37
That's my comic relief.

2095
4:44:37 --> 4:44:42
Yeah, it is a pack. I'm their service human.

2096
4:44:42 --> 4:44:44
So, well, you know what?

2097
4:44:44 --> 4:44:46
Yeah, I love baskets too.

2098
4:44:46 --> 4:44:50
They're not everybody's cup of tea because they are allowed and unruly.

2099
4:44:50 --> 4:44:54
And some of them eat their poop and pee on the floor.

2100
4:44:54 --> 4:44:56
So, you know, that kind of stuff happens.

2101
4:44:56 --> 4:45:00
But they're so sweet.

2102
4:45:00 --> 4:45:02
And they're so cute with those floppy ears.

2103
4:45:02 --> 4:45:04
I don't know how you say no to that.

2104
4:45:04 --> 4:45:07
But my friend John gave me my first Bassin' Hound.

2105
4:45:07 --> 4:45:08
That was Baron.

2106
4:45:08 --> 4:45:12
And he was on tour with his band.

2107
4:45:12 --> 4:45:15
And he needed to find a home for him because he was going to be gone on a world tour.

2108
4:45:15 --> 4:45:19
He'd gone on a world tour for like 300 days.

2109
4:45:19 --> 4:45:21
By then I met Baron back in 2011.

2110
4:45:21 --> 4:45:23
And I said, we're going to 2010.

2111
4:45:23 --> 4:45:26
I said, he's mine. I'll take him.

2112
4:45:26 --> 4:45:34
So I adopted him right then and there and had him from for 10 years from 2010 to 2020.

2113
4:45:34 --> 4:45:37
And he passed away nine days short of his 16th birthday.

2114
4:45:37 --> 4:45:40
I got to close all my curtains.

2115
4:45:40 --> 4:45:46
So anyway, yeah, this is my I want to show you my messy kitchen.

2116
4:45:46 --> 4:45:48
But yeah, that was my office.

2117
4:45:48 --> 4:45:51
Now my Beamer Central.

2118
4:45:51 --> 4:45:53
Yeah, I could do a better job of marketing.

2119
4:45:53 --> 4:45:56
I didn't even send Christie a Christmas card.

2120
4:45:56 --> 4:45:58
That's what a schmuck I am.

2121
4:45:58 --> 4:46:03
So I think we sent emojis back and forth, though.

2122
4:46:03 --> 4:46:05
Or means or something.

2123
4:46:05 --> 4:46:08
But anyway, yeah, Baron did.

2124
4:46:08 --> 4:46:10
He lived a very long time.

2125
4:46:10 --> 4:46:11
His spine went out, too.

2126
4:46:11 --> 4:46:19
That's why I'm kind of worried about Zoe, because she she used to be able to jump on the wall on the back patio.

2127
4:46:19 --> 4:46:22
And now she can't. So I think her spine's going.

2128
4:46:22 --> 4:46:27
Hey, you know what? Before we go, someone one of my friends, Ami, she sent me a prayer.

2129
4:46:27 --> 4:46:30
I'm going to read it.

2130
4:46:30 --> 4:46:32
Father, Son, Holy Ghost, Amen.

2131
4:46:32 --> 4:46:40
Loving Father, help us remember the birth of Jesus that we may share the song of the angels, the gladness of the shepherds and the worship of the wise men.

2132
4:46:40 --> 4:46:44
Close the door of hate and open the door of love all over the world.

2133
4:46:44 --> 4:46:48
Let kindness come with every gift and good desires with every greeting.

2134
4:46:48 --> 4:46:54
Deliver us from evil by the blessing which Christ brings and teach us to be merry with clear hearts.

2135
4:46:54 --> 4:46:59
May the Christmas morning make us happy to be thy children and the Christmas evening.

2136
4:46:59 --> 4:47:04
Bring us to our beds with grateful thoughts, forgiving and forgiven for Jesus sake.

2137
4:47:04 --> 4:47:06
Amen.

2138
4:47:06 --> 4:47:08
Lovely. I love you guys.

2139
4:47:08 --> 4:47:11
I'm going to go OK.

2140
4:47:11 --> 4:47:14
And, you know, just send out love all the time.

2141
4:47:14 --> 4:47:20
And when you really feel stressed, breathe, breathe and look up.

2142
4:47:20 --> 4:47:22
I don't know what else to say.

2143
4:47:22 --> 4:47:23
I love everybody.

2144
4:47:23 --> 4:47:24
Take care.

2145
4:47:24 --> 4:47:25
I've been funnest. You guys talk more.

2146
4:47:25 --> 4:47:26
I talk too much.

2147
4:47:26 --> 4:47:28
Stephen goes, are you going to talk too much?

2148
4:47:28 --> 4:47:29
I said, yes, I will.

2149
4:47:29 --> 4:47:30
All right, guys, I'm going to go.

2150
4:47:30 --> 4:47:31
I'm going to exit here.

2151
4:47:31 --> 4:47:32
OK.

2152
4:47:32 --> 4:47:33
Big hugs to everybody.

2153
4:47:33 --> 4:47:34
Bye bye.